Chapter 11

Cpov

"Ana Baby where do we go from here?"

"I am staying the night as I am having breakfast with you and your family. You can come in my motorhome and watch a movie if you would like?" I look at my watch and its only midnight why not I have stayed up later. With my nightmares, I sometimes get no sleep.

"Sure, let me go change into some casual clothes and I'll meet you there." I tell her as we walk out hand in hand as I don't want to let go yet. I see Taylor nod at me as he and Sawyer make their way over to us. I feel so happy that I finally get to introduce her as my girlfriend.

"Taylor, I know you two have already met, but please let me introduce my girlfriend Anastasia Steele."

"A pleasure Miss Steele, and congratulations sir."

"Taylor please make sure Ana has access to me at all times including Grey House."

"Sawyer I need you to allow Christian access to my motorhome. He is allowed unlimited access to my homes, motorhome and unlimited backstage access wherever and whenever."

"Certainly, may I have your hand sir?"

I give him my right hand as he scans it on his iPad and puts in several codes.

"All set and I'm going to retire for the night if that is ok Miss. Steele."

"Do you need someone to show you your room for the night?" I ask him as we are all walking back to the motorhome.

"No, your sister Mia showed me thank you though and I will see you at breakfast." He turns to Ana before he speaks again. "Are you going running in the morning at your usual time?"

"Yes, I would like to go running at eight if that's ok, and I know the routine to not leave the motorhome without informing you first." She rolls her eyes at him.

"Yes, but I will let you go with Mr. Grey since he is your boyfriend. I don't think anything will happen on this property, but I will see you at eight for the run." He nods as he walks away with Taylor and they make their way into the house. I don't want to leave her so we just stand here looking into each other's eyes.

"Christian go get your bag and bring it in here so you can change. You can stay in here all night if you want. I usually fall asleep watching tv so you are welcome to join me. I know I said a movie but we can watch whatever or just talk and catch up." I bend to kiss her and make sure she gets inside before I all but run inside. I run upstairs and grab my overnight bags and as I walk out of my room my mother sees me.

"Where are, you going tonight Christian? I thought you were staying the night?" I feel so nervous answering but I am twenty-six and I have the woman of dreams waiting for me.

"I am going to spend time with my girlfriend Anastasia, she remembered me mom and waited all this time for me. I don't want to waste any more time."

"Oh, my baby boy go get her and never let her go again. I am so happy for you." She has tears streaming as she kisses my cheek.

I make my way down the stairs and see my brother wink at me as he is having a drink with my father. Jesus Christ does everyone know my personal business? I see one motorhome leave and I realize it's just the two of us out here. Walking to the motorhome I feel so nervous as I have dreamt of this moment for six years. Is she wanting sex? I know my cock is up for the first time in six years without using porn; granted I always imagined Ana but I don't want to rush her. I place my hand on the door and I'm allowed instant access. She is in the back and peeks around the corner and when she sees its me she walks up to me. She is still in her dress as she is taking the barrette from her hair and runs her hand through her curls. I want to do that.

"Come on in and make yourself comfortable I am going to jump in the shower and wash the stage makeup off. I shouldn't be more than ten minutes and then you can take one if you want."

Just looking at her up this close makes me almost stop breathing.

"I'm good ill just change out here while you are in the bathroom, this is a very impressive motorhome Baby. I love your wine cellar and the separate living area you have. This is huge and private no wonder you like to sleep in here." I am seriously impressed as I have heard how luxury these things are and I may just buy one so I can follow her on tour or would she let me stay in here with her? Getting ahead of ourselves Grey aren't we, my subconscious smarts back to me.

"Ok and you can open up anything to eat or drink if you want I don't care. Here is the tv remote if you see anything and this remote here accesses a movie library." She shows me as I place my bag on her bed and she stares at me as we are frozen in spot.

She giggles as I smirk at her and she walks into the bathroom and shuts the door. I quickly change out of my tux and I hear the water turn on and make myself comfortable. I open her wine cellar and I'm impressed as I am a wine enthusiast. I open a bottle of white wine and a get some hummus and fruit and make a nice little tray on the bed for us. I hear the water stop and the door squeak open and she shyly peaks out and walk out in silk shorts and a camisole with a black robe over top. I'm so fucking hard and I quickly cross my legs as she joins me on the bed. She turns her face and I see the scar for high school. I lean up and run small kisses down the scar and end them on her lips.

"Thank you, Christian, you are the only one besides your mother tonight who has touched it. I don't let anyone touch it as it brings the memories fresh to my mind. I have on question for you. How old are you?"

"I'm 26 why? You are 22, right?" I ask her knowing the answer.

"Yes, I am, what were you doing in the high school then?"

"Well I was attending a local business class at college so I could learn some management skills. I started skipping it as I felt I already knew everything and went to pick my sister up a couple weeks before the incident. I heard the most beautiful voice and it kept drawing me back for more and then I saw your face one day and I was halted. I have never to this day seen anyone so beautiful in my life. The day it happened I was late as I had a test and I heard your screaming and came running."

"Well thank you for saving me and I can't wait to learn more about you." She snuggles in and we ask anything and everything of each other. I learn her favorite color is red, and grey and her weakness is watching lifetime and hallmark off cable. I tell her about my early childhood and my abuse. I even take off my shirt and show her my scars. I let her touch them and as she did so I told her she was the first. I look to the clock and see its after two in the morning and she is yawning.

"Christian I need to go to sleep; will you hold me all night so I know this isn't a dream?"

"Yes, baby I will and I'm going running in the morning so I'm setting my alarm for eight. I usually never sleep that late as I'm a horrible sleeper. I have nightmares from my childhood so ill hold you but I will probably end up on the couch. I don't want to hurt you." I tell her as I run my thumb down her cheek and peck her lips. I can't stop kissing her.

"You won't hurt me I know it, and I want to go running with you will you wake me?" She asks as she stand and places her robe on the end of the bed and turns the lights off and only the glow from the muted tv is glowing her gorgeous body.

"Yes, I will wake you now come here." She climbs in I pull her back to my chest and I place my arms around her as we snuggle in to what I feel the most comfortable bed ever. I inhale her scent as I hear her breathing change and I know she is asleep as I feel my eyes become heavy.