Chapter 14

Apov

"Ana I know this is so fast and sudden but I love you with everything I have." He tells me and normally I would think this is too fast but it's just right.

"Christian I love you too so much." He is staring at me with what I think is shock.

"Say it again" He asks me as he pulls me to his chest and places my hand over his heart.

"Christian I love you, I am I love with you. Will you make love to me? I'm ready."

He raises an eyebrow and squeezes me a little tighter. "Really?"

"I love you. More than you could ever know, I have ever since I first saw you. I don't mean to sound cheesy, but you mean everything to me. You're my Christian."

I kiss his cheek when I finish my sentence and he turns and kisses me passionately. The warm feeling, I always get when he kisses me this way shoots through me. Every part of me tingles and I know I want him and I want him now.

"Can we?" I breath when our lips part.

"Now?" He asks between kisses.

"Mhm..." I mumble against his lips. Our kissing is coming hasty and before long his hands have made their way up under my shirt.

It all seems to happen in slow motion. I slide onto his lap facing him. His hands caress my upper body before he pulls off my shirt revealing my grey lace bra. His hands then become hesitant as he reaches up my back at the clasp. His hands seem to shake as he fiddles with the latch. I am kissing his neck and left my mark as he did this. I giggle as I have never felt so wonton.

"I'm sorry. I'm nervous. I want this to be perfect for you," His voice is shaky. I knew he's not done this before like me, but he is so nervous I want to reassure him somehow.

"It will be, as long as it's with you. That will make it perfect," I whisper as I put my palm to his face. "You don't think I'm nervous? I'm freaking out here! I want this to not suck for you. We don't know how this is supposed to go, how it's supposed to feel. I'm so afraid I'm going to mess up." I giggle quietly. "Plus, if we mess up we won't even know."

A smile spreads across his face. "I love you Ana."

We seem to pick up where we left off. He successfully removes my bra and cups my breasts in his hands. "Beautiful," he mutters.

I feel him grow underneath me and it excites me further. I unbutton his long sleeved white button down shirt; it is becoming my favorite look on him and I love it even more off him. After I have his shirt off, I go straight for his belt buckle. I unbuckle his pants and they fall around his feet as he kicks them to the side. I lower his boxers down as he springs free and just looking at his cock as me squirming in need.

He lies me down across the bed and kiss each other as I feel his hands snake down to my vagina. He manages to push my panties down and I wiggle out of them as we la naked in the bed together kissing. He is playing with my clit with two of his fingers as he moves his mouth down to my breast as hovers over me. He slowly and tediously licks and nibbles on each nipple while stroking the inside of my vagina.

"I'm ready for this," I whispered.

"I'm just getting you wet and ready for me, I don't want to hurt you baby."

"You won't I promise."

"You are so wet, I love that it is only me that does this to you. MINE." He says as he fists his cock in his hand and lines up with me.

"Yes, yours only yours."

He lowers himself down. I feel his hard cock press against my pussy lips. I am getting wetter by the second. Christian drew in a deep breath and held it. I do the same and put my hands lightly against his chest.

He pushes into me slowly and stops. He pulls back out slightly and then thrusts all at once, breaking my hymen. He lets out the air he was holding in his lungs. I gasp and then moan as the pleasure spreads through me. At a steady pace, he moves in and out of me. He grunts quietly as he lightly kisses my neck.

Cpov

I am so nervous as this woman below me is my everything and I don't want to hurt her. She is my number one priority and I would and will do anything for her.

"You are so wet, I love that it is only me that does this to you. MINE." I say as I fist my cock in my hand and line up with her. I know from my research and from Elliott that she needs be wet and ready for me or I can damage her. I know however with this being her first time this will hurt and its best to jut push through it.

I draw in a deep breath as she does so and places her hands on my chest. It still amazes me that she can touch me so willingly. I push slowly into her and oh my god I never want to leave. I have found my new home, dear god this is fantastic. I pull back slightly and thrust forward and I let go of my breath. This is it neither one of us are virgins anymore and I feel so in love with this woman. She is starting to moan as I thrust slowly in and out of her. I want to savor this moment forever as I could explode any moment. I can't speak so I grunt into her neck as I kiss it.

She is moving her hips with my movements which increase all the pleasure. I am seeing fireworks and my whole body is starting to tingle. I have never felt so fantastic in my life. We both pick up speed and she is moaning with every thrust as I can't help but groan and grin down into her blue eyes as she looks into mine.

"Oh, Christian! This...is perfect," she says gasping for air.

"Ana, baby this is fantastic you are fantastic I can't last much longer give it to me."

Beads of sweat are dripping from my forehead. Her hair is spread out in a fan on the pillows and her delicate breasts bounce with every movement. I carefully lift one of my hands and cup her breast squeezing her nipple slightly.

"Ah! Oh! Christian!" She screams as I climax with a roar. I felt the tingle through from my head to my toes. I was shining with sweat as was she as she came as well. I could tell by her face that he was exhausted. I'm impressed for me to get her to come, as with my research virgins usually don't come on the first time.

"I love you," she says kissing my chest.

"I love you, too," I touch her lips to mine. "More than you could ever know."

I pull out and see both our pleasures mixed with blood. I know it normal but I wasn't expecting that much.

"Are you ok Baby?" I ask her as I pull the covers off the bed and stand up next to her side of the bed.

"I'm fine it was perfect as I knew it would be." I kiss her lips as I go to the bathroom to get a washcloth to clean her up.

"Here baby let me help you." I open her legs and clean the blood from her thighs and vagina. She sits up when she's done and strips the sheets and throws them into her washer.

"I'm going to take a shower will you rub my back?" I grin as I would love nothing more.

"Yes, baby I will join you and Taylor should be here soon with my bag he's going to leave it outside."

An hour later laying in a freshly laundered bed after another round of loving her she is soundly sleeping on my chest. I feel that I'm on top of the world.