Hi, this is a note to anyone who cares. I'm not sure if anyone still thinks about this story or if anyone on this site or anywhere would care to read it to completion. Writer's block is a bitch, and that's not even counting in the massive changes in my life since starting this. Originally it was meant to be a vent for my unhealthy views on sex and relationships due to a history of abuse. In the years since I touched this story, or hell, this site in general, I have actually worked these ideas out on my own. Unfortunately I don't have a professional to help me what with insurance problems. (red flags that this person is too old to be on this website? rofl) Anyway, long story short, got into a relationship and moved across the country and am happy.
What does this mean? My train of thought for this story would have changed considerably. The unhinged aspects of the story are going to be dropped off unless I tap into my inner screwed up-ness. I went back and reread this story and felt it was a little strange, but I realized that the point was escaping the toxic aspects of the past and filling the void that each of these characters carry... which makes me feel like I put waaaay too much thought into this to just be a fanfic writer. I can't help it, I love these characters so much!
Anyway, what I'm getting at is I'm planning on returning to this story to just get to that sweet spot. I feel like this topic isn't exactly explored by this community, that the concept of sexually for Mukuro and Hiei is just handled carelessly when with Mukuro in particular it could be a monumental thing. That's something that would be extremely interesting to continue exploring, and I'm kinda sad I don't have anyone to talk this out with. Then again, I don't get out much.
Clearly.
I hope someone out there is at least interested to see the ending of this long story, maybe novella level? idk I hope someone gets some enjoyment or thinks a little having read it.
Oh and yes, I will get more explicit in this story. Hold up, lemme get my megaphone and secure a few clickbait here: HIEI AND MUKURO WILL TOTALLY DO IT A FEW TIMES IN THIS STORY.
Oh come on, don't act like you wouldn't, too. Anyway, it'll be a while before I get to it, since I'm struggling to get through another work at the moment. I just have so many ideas I can't NOT write them down. Please stay with me and finish the journey, okay?
Thanks, Hiei-Mukuro community. All five of us. :P