Warning: Abuse and attempted rape****

Future chapters will be longer, Sorry for the short chapter - Keikotakataxx12

I looked over my form in the mirror. Last night had been a disaster of mass proportion. Never had I expected to see my father come home completely drunk and screwed out of his mind. I didn't think he could be any worse than usual but I suppose I always give people the benefit of the doubt.

I glanced at the clock and sighed as I pulled my shirt down over my newly formed bruise on my stomach. Thinking back on what had happened I didn't see it coming. Grabbing my back pack I made my way down the stairs of my home while I thought back on the previous night.

Flashback**

I was sitting at the dinning room table, texting Sesshomaru like any other evening for the past three years when I heard some noises from the doorway of the living room. I put my phone down before making my way to the living room to find my father and his friend stumbling in from the yard.

I looked between the two before my father looked back at me, a maniacal look on his face that instantly struck fear into my being. His friend looked at me and I could instantly see the lust in his blood shot eyes, looking straight at me with determination.

My father motioned for me to come closer, "Come here girl. I need help."

I was wary of it at first but realized if I didn't help he would bring the wrath down on me for disobeying his orders. Hesitantly I made my way towards him and wrapped my arm around his torso to help him walk. I felt a shiver down my spine when his friends hand touched my waist before retreating back to the side of my fathers torso.

After settling my father on the couch I noticed he was completely dead to the world. "Dad? Are you awake?" I asked before I heard him snoring softly. 'Well I had hoped he would be at least dead.. Oh well. At least I won't get the blunt end of his rage tonight.' I thought as I made my way to the kitchen for my phone.

When I turned around I saw his friend leaning against the frame, staring at me with a very bold amount of lust in his eyes. Thinking nothing of it I made my way to go by him only to be slammed to the ground, making my head bounce off the floor a bit. My vision became a bit blurry as I laid there with my eyes cracked a bit.

"I'm going to take great pleasure in this," he said as he pushed part of my night gown up, "I've been watching you for a while now and I can't wait to get a taste." He finished as his hand trailed up my leg to my womanhood. His fingers stroked the outside of my underwear while he trailed small kisses down my neck.

I couldn't feel my legs, it felt like they were being held down. He slowly lowered his lips to mine and slid his tongue across my bottom lip before forcing it into my mouth. I panicked and bit down on the appendage.

He moved away and screamed a bit, "You stupid bitch! You'll regret doing that!" He yelled as he grabbed my legs, dragging me up the stairs to my room. Getting to the top of the steps he pushed me against my bedroom door, holding me up with his arm across my torso. He started his actions of putting kisses along my neck and pushing my knees apart with his own, trailing his hand down my body to my wet core.

When one of his fingers enter my wet cavern I started to feel the fear set it. This is it.. This is how I'll lose my virginity. Pinned to my bedroom door by my fathers friend. Raped. I don't think I can get myself out of this. I wasn't going to give up without a fight though! Gathering all the strength I had left I lifted my leg and kicked him in the groin, hoping to get him away from me.

He stumbled back and it gave me enough time to try to get away before he managed to grab my leg. Dragging me to the ground he crawled on top of me, straddling my torso and looked at me with eyes full of anger.

He lifted his hand, forming a fist before he hit me in the side of the head, "You should really learn not to do that!" He said as he pulled me up and slammed my head against the floor. I let out a wimper when he repeated the process before I blacked out.

I woke up a few hours later on my bedroom floor. Looking up at the ceiling I could feel the tears threatening to escape my eyes. I won't cry, but I don't know how much more I can take of this hellish nightmare..

End Flashback***

I let out a sigh as I finished descending the stairs and started my way down the street towards school. Avoiding the bus stop knowing my friends would be there. I decided I wanted some time alone before school.

I can't explain why or how I got the giant bruise on my stomach, but I do know that I'm going to get the consequences of my actions when I return home. I'm sure my father would have something in store for me and my disobedience.

As I made my way and stopped waiting to cross the street I felt a hand on my shoulder. Letting the panic sweep through me I started wimpering. I don't want it to be that man, or my father. It wouldn't be the first time someone associated with my father followed me to school and I am sure it won't be the last.

"Kagome?" A voice behind me pulled me from my panic. Turning to face the voice I relaxed a bit to know it was only Sesshomaru's father but began to panic when I remembered my father would bring down the 'hammer' if he knew I was talking to Toga.

Toga and my father use to be friends, why they became distant and stop being friends I don't know. Toga said it was because my father was giving him a bad 'aura' and he didn't want to be around a negative feel. They were friends while my mother was pregnant with me but after Sesshomaru and I became a couple my father's resentment grew a bit. "Hi Mr. Taisho. How have you been?"

He looked at me before giving a curt nod, "I am alright. I see you aren't walking with my sons and your band of warriors. Why is that Kagome?"

I tensed up a bit. "I just wanted to walk to school. I usually don't but I felt like some fresh air was good for myself today." I partially lied, I can't tell him what's happening. What should I say? 'Hey I was abused and almost raped by my dad's friend. I wanted to walk to reflect on how I loathe my life and wish I was dead.' No, I couldn't say that. "Why are you here? I thought you never walk anywhere?"

He chuckled a bit, "I'm meeting someone over near the cafe down the street." He looked me over a bit before continuing. "How is your mother? I never see her anymore."

"She's fine, been working a lot of shifts to get by." I said as I started walking across the street, trying to keep the limp in my leg to a minimum so he wouldn't notice. "I am sorry but I must be going. Wouldn't want to be late for school." With that said I gave him a small bow and turned the corner away from his peering eyes.

About ten minutes later I made it to the front gate of the school. Making my way in I noticed Sesshomaru and everyone was already there. Avoiding their gaze I made my way to my locker and pulled out my books for my literature class and a small pencil pouch. Closing my locker I looked around before heading to my class, even though I had almost every class with Sesshomaru I knew I needed some time to think before I was interrogated.

Sitting down at the table I laid my head in my hands and let out a choked sob. 'Why was this happening to me?' was the only thought that went through my head on a daily basis. I didn't understand. I remember the first time it happened.

I was 7, I had been late getting home because I missed my bus and my father had already been drunk to the point he didn't know my name. When I walked in the house that's when it all went bad. I never thought my own dad would hurt me. When I told my mom after she got home from work she just shrugged me off as a liar and went about her duty of sleeping off the work fatigue.

As I was deep in thought I didn't notice the shadow of a person sit next to me until I felt a hand grab one of my own. Looking over I saw Sesshomaru looking at me with worried eyes, "My father said he saw you this morning." He looked at me with a flicker of curiosity, "You walked?"

I couldn't say anything. This man was looking at me with a worried expression and I continued to lie to him and keep what was happening a secret. I couldn't form a coherent sentence but I nodded to his question.

He didn't say anything, he just put my hand on his cheek and rubbed against it. I never understood dog demons and their need to be touched but it always made me feel better to do so. I traced the lines on his face before letting a fake smile spread across my face.

Looking up at the clock I sighed and removed my hands from his face. Turning in my seat I opened my book and looked at it. I could feel his gaze on me but I never returned the glance as the bell rang and students started piling into class. Minute by minute I started looking back on my life, trying to understand where I may have went wrong.

'Tomorrow is always a better day.' I use to tell myself this every time something bad happened at home.

But no matter how much I tell myself that, it never gets better..

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