Here we go with next chapter. I'm so happy that I'm receiving PM's from you guys ! And I know that my updating schedule is shitty but my college and work is taking all of my time. As well as my baby ; ) My girlfriend ( yep, I'm bisexual) gave birth 3 months ago, we have handsome little dude, and I'm extremely happy but she got postpartum depression and we had to deal with it. She's doing so much better now and I'm really proud of her. Sorry for so long note but I just wanted you guys to know why my updates are so shitty. I hope you'll like this chapter and I'll be waiting for yours reviews and PM's. Hope you guys are okay ; ) Enjoy ; )
Next morning, when Chloe woke up, she felt a burning sensation in her stomach. She ran to the bathroom, not noticing a body beside her on the bed. She fell to the floor in front of the toilet. Her whole body shook, and her throat hurt. She felt like she could throw up all her insides. Then she felt a soft hand on her back, and the other person brushed hair from her face. She looked up and saw her fiancée kneeling beside her.
''Go away,'' Chloe growled and hugged the toilet tighter, continuing throwing up. Beca stayed by her side, softly rubbing her lower back with one hand, and with the other she was holding Chloe's hair. After a few minutes, the redhead's body fell onto the floor. Her breathing was heavy, and she was crying.
''Baby.'' Beca said softly and tried to pull Chloe into her, but Chloe pushed her away.
''You left me, Beca. You fucking left me!'' Chloe suddenly screamed and hid her face in her hands, curling up on the floor.
''I'm sorry, Chlo, I'm so sorry,'' Beca said and pulled the crying redhead onto her lap, hugging her tightly. Chloe hid her head in Beca's neck and cried harder.
''Please stop, baby,'' Beca pleaded with tears in her eyes. She hated when her girl was crying, and now was even worse because she had caused it. A few minutes later, she heard only a sniffle, and she felt that Chloe was shaking.
''Talk to me, baby.'' she said and moved her head so now she was facing redhead. Chloe just shook her head.
''I'm sorry,'' she said. ''I so screwed up,'' she mumbled.
''No,'' Beca said, cradling her head against her chest and running her fingers through Chloe's hair. ''You're not. You're going to be okay, Chlo,'' she said.
''I shouldn't be like this. I don't want to be afraid that you'll leave me,'' Chloe said, and the brunette could hear the tremors in her voice.
''Chloe, I'll never leave you. I'll be with you until you tell me otherwise,'' Beca said and kissed Chloe's forehead.
''I'll never tell you otherwise,'' Chloe said. '' I don't want to be anywhere else. With anyone else. But look at me. One fight and I'm getting wasted. How can you want me?'' Chloe said.
''I want every part of you, baby. The good and the bad. The smiles and the tears. Even if I hate to see you cry. But I want it all. I love you so much, Chloe, and I always will. I know you are scared. I know you're afraid of me leaving you. I understand. But you have me. I'm all yours, and I always will be, okay?'' Beca said and looked deep into Chloe's eyes. The redhead nodded slightly and curled up on Beca's lap as Beca pulled her closer to her body.
''Please, be patient with me,'' Beca said. ''Sometimes when I'm quiet or I'm isolating myself, it's because I need to figure myself out. It's not because I don't want to talk or I don't love you. Sometimes there are no words for my thoughts,'' Beca said and kissed Chloe's temple.
''I love you,'' Chloe whispered and kissed Beca's lips.
''I love you too. Don't ever doubt it,'' Beca said, kissing Chloe's forehead. They spent a few more minutes hugging each other on the cold tiles in the bathroom when Beca finally spoke.
''Now, you need to eat something. We're going out today,'' Beca said and stood up, helping Chloe to do the same. She led her to the kitchen and pulled out a chair beside the table.
''Where are we going?'' Chloe asked, watching as Beca started making breakfast. The brunette smirked and looked up at her girl.
''That's a surprise,'' she said and turned around to take plates from the shelf.
''What the doctor said when I left?'' Beca said, not looking at Chloe.
''Umm… I have an MRI on Monday,'' Chloe answered and dug into her pancake.
''Ohh, okay…'' Beca said slowly, finally looking up at her girlfriend. She reached for Chloe's hand, covering it with hers and smiled. ''I'll go with you. And this time I will really be there for you,'' she said, and Chloe smiled back at her.
''Now, you could use a shower, baby,'' Beca said as she stood up to clean the dishes.
''Are you implying something?'' Chloe acted offended.
''No, you just kind of still smell like whisky.'' Beca shrugged, and Chloe's smile faded a little bit. Beca noticed it. ''No, baby, it's okay. It happens. Now go.'' She smiled and kissed Chloe's head, pulling her up from the chair.
''Okay," the redhead answered simply and went to the bathroom. She took a shower, and they chilled out on their couch for a few hours. Finally, it was a time to go out, so they dressed and took a cab to the bar where they'd first met. It was pretty crowded, but they managed to take a table for two. Beca ordered a beer, and Chloe, as she'd drunk way too much previous night, an orange juice. ''I need to go to bathroom, baby,'' Beca said suddenly, breaking their makeout session.
''Okay, but come back fast.'' Chloe smirked and took a gulp of her juice, licking her lips teasingly. Beca could feel a heat in her core as she walked into the bathroom. She stood in front of the mirror, looking at herself. ''You can do it.'' She repeated that sentence a few times and went out of the bathroom. She went up on the small stage, taking her guitar from the stand. She turned on the microphone and tapped it a few times. Everyone looked up at her.
''Umm, hi...'' she said nervously. ''Umm, my name's Beca, and I want to sing something today. There's my fiancée in that corner.'' She pointed to their table, and everyone looked at Chloe as the lights lit the place. ''I did something stupid yesterday. I left her when she needed me, and I feel awful because of that,'' she said, and people started screaming 'booo' at her. ''Yeah, guys, I know. But I'm standing here, I have my close friend Jesse with me. He'll play piano to help me a little. I want to make it up for you, baby,'' she said, looking at her girl. ''So, Chloe, this is a song I wrote for you. And I mean it, babe. I'll do better, I promise,'' Beca said, and the first chords of the song began. After quite a long intro, the brunette started to sing.
May these words be the first
To find your ears.
The world is brighter than the sun
Now that you're here.
Though your eyes will need some time to adjust
To the overwhelming light surrounding us
She looked straight into Chloe's now teary eyes and sang softly
I'll give you everything I have, I'll teach you everything I know.
I promise I'll do better.
I will always hold you close, but I will learn to let you go.
I promise I'll do better.
I will soften every edge, I'll hold the world to its best,
And I'll do better.
With every heartbeat I have left, I will defend your every breath,
And I'll do better.
Beca stepped off of the stage and started walking in Chloe's direction, still playing her guitar.
Cause you are loved, you are loved more than you know.
I hereby pledge all of my days, to prove it so.
Though your heart is far too young to realize
The unimaginable light you hold inside.
When the chorus started, she was standing straight in front of Chloe, looking deep into her blue eyes.
I'll give you everything I have, I'll teach you everything I know.
I promise I'll do better.
I will always hold you close, but I will learn to let you go.
I promise I'll do better.
I will soften every edge, I'll hold the world to its best,
And I'll do better.
With every heartbeat I have left, I will defend your every breath,
And I promise, I'll do better.
The music stopped, and everyone was silent. Chloe slowly stood up while Beca put a guitar onto the couch beside her. Chloe stepped in front of her fiancée and smiled softly, pulling her into a gentle kiss. Everyone started clapping and cheering. When they pulled apart, Beca smiled widely and kissed Chloe's palm, thanking everyone for their reaction.
''Take me home,'' Chloe whispered into Beca's ear, and they left the bar a few minutes later.
"God, you're so sexy baby,'' Beca breathed into Chloe's neck as they stumbled into their apartment.
''Thanks,'' Chloe smiled and let Beca kiss and lick her neck. She was holding tightly onto Beca's hips to keep her steady.
''I want you really bad, you know?'' Beca said and lifted Chloe up, pulling her thighs up and around her waist.
''Then take me.'' Chloe breathed into Beca's mouth, and the brunette didn't need more persuasion. She wrapped her arms tight around Chloe's waist and took her to their bedroom. The redhead's breath came in short gasps as her back collided with soft sheets . She closed her eyes as a pair of hands firmly latched onto her hips and the brunette's body was pressing into her own.
''You look so hot in this dress, baby,'' Beca breathed out as she ran her hand up Chloe's thighs, under her dress. ''But you look even sexier without it.'' She smirked and pulled Chloe up to take the dress off. Taking advantage of the brunette's slower reaction, Chloe flipped them, so now she was straddling her fiancée's thighs. They were making out heavily when suddenly Beca flipped them again.
"Lay down on your back, and let me enjoy your body," the brunette said, and Chloe found herself unable to resist her orders, not that she would want to. Beca quickly started exploring Chloe's almost naked body. The redhead felt goose bumps develop everywhere Beca touched her.
"God, this feels so good," Chloe moaned, lying with closed eyes as Beca started kissing her neck and collarbone. Chloe started moaning louder when the brunette sucked on her neck. She knew that this was going to leave a mark, but she did not care. Chloe felt Beca's hands starting to slide down her body.
''Baby,'' she breathed out, raising her hips. Beca did not disappoint her and understood without words what her girl needed. Chloe raised her hips again, and Beca started to slide her panties down. She threw them somewhere beside the bed, and she caressed the inside of Chloe's legs, running her hands from her ankles to her thighs. Beca was amazed at how soft her girl's skin was. She bent down and started kissing up the inside of the redhead's legs. Her skin tasted just as good as it felt. It took all the strength Beca had not to dive straight into her, but she controlled herself. She wanted to enjoy herself and make sure Chloe did too, so she resumed kissing her legs as she moved closer to her core. Chloe gently lifted her hips as Beca ran her finger up the length of her slit.
''Ohh, Becs,'' the redhead moaned, and hearing that, Beca spread her legs so she could crawl between them. She run her tongue the length of her slit, not opening her lips or allowing her tongue to make contact with Chloe's clit. She done this several times and each time she earned a moan from her girl.
Suddenly, Beca stopped and slid off to the end of the bed, asking Chloe to scoot down closer, which the redhead gladly did. Beca grabbed her legs and spread them again, placing her feet on her shoulders. This gave her the perfect angle. As she lapped up the juices freely flowing from Chloe's pussy, she marveled at the taste. Beca slid the tip of her tongue inside Chloe and got lost in licking it, but after few minutes her jaw started to hurt from this action, so she withdrew her tongue and looked up at Chloe.
She was breathing heavily, rubbing her breasts. Beca took her tongue and flicked Chloe's clit which made the girl jump and told brunette how sensitive she was. She quickly latched onto her clit and started sucking.
Before Chloe could prepare herself, she was cumming hard. Beca continued to suck until she felt Chloe was coming down from her climax. Then, she gently bit her clit, and this sent her rocketing back into another climax. While she was nibbling on her clit, she slipped a finger into her and started fucking Chloe harder. Just before she gave up, Chloe started moaning to keep rubbing her there as she was going to cum again.
That was all it took for Beca to regain her strength; she latched back onto her clit and rubbed where Chloe wanted her to. A few seconds later Chloe started shaking and screaming Beca's name loudly. Beca was sure that neighbors heard them clearly. She stopped sucking on Chloe's clit, but she could not stop licking up all of Chloe's cum as it leaked out of her. Chloe pushed Beca's head away with her hands.
''Becs, no more, baby,'' she said tiredly and pulled Beca's body up onto hers. They kissed, and Chloe slowly slid her hand down Beca's body.
''Mmm no, babe,'' Beca moaned, and Chloe looked at her, confused.
''I want to, believe me. But I'm too tired,'' Beca weakly said and pressed her head into Chloe's neck. The redhead pulled the covers up over them, and they drifted off to sleep, wrapped in each other's arms.