AXEL
CHAPTER 28
My Roxy is small compared to the hospital bed
When Sora came over to get Riku he told me I should go to his house, so Roxas was not all alone on a Saturday night. I didn't need to be told twice. I rushed over there and knocked on the door but he didn't answer. Worried I let myself in. I walked through until I found Roxas's room. I looked in and found him passed out on the floor in a pool of blood.
I stood there for a moment thinking he was dead. He looked like an angel covered in blood. His blonde hair looked pink and I could now see the blood was coming from multiple cuts along his wrists all the way up his arms. Then I saw a small breath.
"Roxy?" I called as I moved to his side and lifted him up into my arms.
"Axel…..Axel….Axel." He repeated my name over and over again. Somehow I knew I was the cause for this.
I dragged Roxas to the living room to wait for the ambulance to arrive. I hand wrapped a towel around his arms hoping to stop the bleeding. It was the longest 10 minutes of my life with Roxas in my arms.
I called Sora from the hospital and he told me to not leave Roxas's side, he said that they would be here soon. The doctors didn't want to let me in but when I put them of the phone with Sora they changed their minds quickly, I don't know what Sora had said to them but it worked.
Roxas looked so small lying in the hospital bed. I kept asking myself what would have happened if I had not shown up. I was too scared to face the fact that he did this to himself and I might have been the reason why.
I walked over to his side and held onto his hand with both of mine. I already couldn't have him as my lover but I didn't want him gone from my life. It would hurt too much for him to be gone forever.
I don't know how long I was there before I fell asleep still holding Roxas's hand.