i need more fanfiction for Spark ;-;
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i cant find any that i havent already read that arent super shippy or crap like that.ugh its so anoying.
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Like seriously i need ANGST its what i live for .
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anyway sorry for bad grammer last chap like holy crap, ill fix it later.also its 2am rn and im sad soooo.here.
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The forsaken day had come, it was time for the meeting.
For the past two days he had been avoiding his fellow leaders making sure to only apear when nesasary.
He felt sick, he wasnt sure he could go through with it, but he had to be there, he knew most about pokemon behavior and could give important insite to the situation.
'its for the pokemon remember, you can help those pokemon and their trainers'
Spark took deep breaths as he walked the hallway, Aki on his shoulder Gold the now named umbreon in his arms, and Kai the Luxio following trotting happily behind him.
He felt like he had body gaurds with them around, Gold hated when others got to close, Aki looked around for possable danger the entire time while Kai would march next to him and give everyone the evil eye.
Luckily he reached the meeting room before either percived someone as a threat.
When he walked in he was suprised to see he was the first to arrive, other then the professor himself.
"oh Spark, good your early! I needed to speak to you seaprately anyway.
I wanted to let you know that if any point you become uncomfortable you could tell us, though we would prefer you tell us why we wont force you"
The professor smiled, and Spark frowned before grinning back.
He really didnt want to tell them but he may have to.
Mostlikely they're after Zapdos again, and would most likely come after him.
They also knew him pretty well, he was born within their main HQ.
Before his thoughts could continue Blanche walked in a look of shock crossing their face for a moment at the sight of Spark.
He couldnt Blame them, never was he ever early, unless forced.
Gold growled lightly, not used to Blanches colder personality, Mystic members where a rarity at the labs only coming once or twice a week, but valors were there every two days to have there pokemon healed.
Kai sat close to Sparks feet his eyes only moving from Blanche When Candela burst through the door.
Gold and Kai jumped slightly and became lazer focused on her, candela of course just smiled and laughed.
"Well lets get this show on the road!! What we got first prof"
Willow laughed quietly as he placed photos on his desk for them to see.
"We will be re discussing last meetings topic, This is team rocket, each member is trained in both physical combat and pokemon combat, though we've noticed grunts are signifigantly more skittish so they rarely attempt to engage in physical fights, we havent had contact with many other members other then grunts but from information we can assume with 80% accuracy that they have a higharchy of sorts."
Blanche thought for a moment, "so they have their lower members, grunts, then other branches? possibly based off on how long they have been involved?"
The discused for another moment, Spark was fine, well sorta, he refused to look at the pictures.
But he was listening into the conversation, they were getting close, but they were still wrong.
"The Director"
Everyone seemed to freeze when he spoke,
"the what" Candela asked looking at him like he grew another head.
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(i made some stuff up cause im tiered)
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Spark begrudgingly looked at the photos his mind screaming at him not to,
"these are the grunts, lowest, weakest, least intelligent, expendable" he pointed to an odly dressed one they couldn't place,
Unconsciously he hugged Gold a little tighter. Aki nuzzling his cheek encuraging him to continue as kai purred.
" lower grade scientist, not trusted with important information, smart, weak, expendable. Captains, stronger, more pokemon, still expendable. Scientist, intelligent, weak, possibly expendable.
Executive, intelligent, trusted, powerful, unexpendable."
He took a shaky breath before continuing.
"Director, unquestionable authority, disobedience with not be tolerated, those who disobey shall not be exempt from punishment no matter the position. "
He had it memorized, they had forced him to reapeat it as the beat him, when they did their tests.
It was a mantra that haunted him in his dreams.
He haddent noticed but he was still staring at the photos.
He didnt notice until Kai, aki and gold started nudging and poking at him.
After he came out of the dazed he noticed the worried stares from the others in the room, including his own pokemon.
"sorry! Zoned out"
Candela spoke first "how did you know that ?"
Blanche was about to speak, obviosly somthing that would make Spark uncomfortable but the professor spoke first.
"Thank you spark, anthing else?"
Spark waited for a moment, he almost felt scared that if he spoke it would trigger another attack, "They're from the Kanto region, they were well known for poaching and using pokemon for experiments and sometimes even the ocasional human"
He stopped, he couldnt keep going, his head was starting to spin, his stomach began to twist.
No
no
no
no-
He needed to leave.
Candela was blocking the door, the window was locked , he couldnt escape, there is no escape.
tHeRE iS No EsCApE
He couldnt Breath...
He felt his hands clawing at his throat.
Escape, Breath, Run, Please, please...
Im sorry...
Please...
Everything went black.
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wanted to end it here buuuut nah ill give you some more, i might not update for a while so theres that
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When Spark woke up his head was pounding and his body felt weak.
Where was he?
He was in the meeting, he told them information an- and he had a panic attack and pased out.
Damn it.
He looked around the infirmary slowly not to adgitate his headache, Aki sat asleep at the foot of the cot, Kai was Sleeping on a chair and Gold was standing by the door.
"Gold, could you get someone for me?"
The small Umbreon crooned before going out the door (i imagine it having like a pokédoor or somthing)
She came back with the professor, Blanche, and Candela.
uh oh.
Candela was first to speak, or yell.
"SPARK WHAT THE HECK?! YOU SPOUT OUT ALL THAT INFORMATION AND THEN PASS OUT???! WHATS GOING ON?!?!?!"
Blanche seemed to sigh "Candela please calm down, i too would like yo know what happened, but the proffeser made it clear we are not to force out any information"
Candela of course pouted and crossed her arms glarong at Blanche as she walked closer.
"But spark I must ask why you passed out"
Spark sighed he knew he would have to explain somthing, this was a bit easier then explaining the information.
"it was a panic attack, well and a bit of claustrophobia...it started as panic and my mind went imediately too 'i need to escape, get out now' and Candela was at the door and the windows were locked, so i kinda felt like I couldnt breath? I dont know its kinda hard to explain"
Candela was confused, while Blanche looked thoughtful, the professor only seemed to watch from a distance his expressions changing from time to time.
"It makes sense for the reaction then"
Everyone looked to the professor, Blanche and Candela waiting for an explanation.
"Last meeting he showed...discomfort, twords the topic of Team Rocket, Telling us all that information, it only makes sense he had such a strong reaction."
The others nodded, "well, Spark you hit your head pretty hard, so we'll leave you to get some rest, the doctor told us you were also experiancing fatigue."
Candela and Blanche gave him a stern look before they were both pushed put of the room by the professor.
Atleast he got that over with.
Blanche is smart, they'll figure out somthing eventualy, and Candela, candela acts like shes all brawn but shes pretty smart when it comes to it, hopefuly her emotions will over power he obsevation skills as they do when she gets worked up.
He looked down at his arms, he's used that trick too many times.
There are alot of things they didnt need to know about.
He would keep them from knowing.
But for now he wanted to sleep, he haddnt gotten alot of that.
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HAHAHA
im sorry my precious bean, i love you but i also love torturing you -