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Chapter 16

After that night, me and Natsu walked home, and we tried our best to keep conversation going so that there wasn't any awkward silence as we walked. He walked me home, even though I told him that I can walk home just fine, but he just said that he wanted to make sure that I get home okay. He even suggested that I stay the night at his place, but I declined and said that I just wanted to go home for the night. Luckily, he was letting me do that, so I didn't push him any farther.

Like usual, he walked me up to the drive way, and made sure that I got in safely, after I waved him goodbye, I walked into my house and sighed.

I walked upstairs and brought all my things to my room, and then I took out the piercing that was in my pocket, and observed it. It looked exactly like I remember it. It must be his.

I groaned, and then put in on my dresser, not wanting to think about it right now. There were too many questions that were unanswered that just hurt my head too much to think about it. So I just went downstairs so I could get something to help me relax.

As soon as I got downstairs, I went right to the kitchen, and looked through the cabinets. I don't even know why I bothered to look through the cabinets, I or knew exactly what I want.

I grabbed a bottle of alcohol, not knowing not caring what it was. And I poured it into a glass to the tip, and quickly taking a sip. Letting the burning in my thought relax me.

I took a sip to calm me.

I took a sip to teach me.

I took a sip to show me.

I took a sip to feel something.

I took a sip for everything that has gone wrong.

I took a sip.

I don't remember when, but at one point, I looked down to an empty glass, already finished it.

I put everything away, and went upstairs.

Everything was a big fuzzy, and I almost tripped going up, but I felt happy. Even if it was a fake happiness. Happiness is happiness. Weather it's fake or not.

I twirled in my room, and focused on the warmth that was going through my body. Being able to feel it.

And then I lie in bed. And I tear fell down my face as I went into a dreamless sleep with nothing but my saviors.

The rest of the week went by slowly. Just going through school, and trying my best to do everything that is needed. But finally, the week finally ended, and it's was the lovely weekend.

I couldn't wait until the last bell rung, and as soon as it did, I texted Cana and asked her where she was. She said that she was picking me up from school today, and I'm guessing that she's going to pick me up where she usually does, but it's better to just double check with her. She sent back a quick text saying yes, and I quickly ran down.

I tried my best not to bump into anyone, because then they would ask where I was going, and I would have to make up some wired lie. I just don't have the time to lie to them right now. And luckily, I didn't run bro anyone, and I was able to meet Cana where she had her van all ready to go.

"Hello Blondie." She said, as I sat in the seat, and buckled up. "How was school."

I gave her a look. "Fine."

"Fine? That's it's?" She complained. "I want to know the drama! What's going on in the school life of little Lucy?"

"I am not little!" I yelled. "And secondly, I don't know and I don't care about the drama in my school."

"Just trying to make conversation." She laughed.

"What are we doing tonight?" I said, changing the subject.

"Something fun."

"Like what?"

"Fun stuff."

"Cana!"

"Okay, okay gez." She said. "We're going to a party."

I nodded. "Who's party?"

"Mine."

"Your party?" I asked. "For what?"

"Just because I want to."

"Okay, You haven't thrown a party in a long time."

"That's because it's a lot of work, because of all the heartfelt Work I put into it."

"Sure." I said. "Where is it going to be? And who's going?"

"It's being held at that one place we went a long time ago, and just a bunch of random people, I'm not entirely sure who's going if I'm being honest."

"'That one place?' What are you talking about."

"That really cool one. The abandoned house we found in the woods."

Then it clicked. "Oh! I remember that, it was really cool looking."

"That's what I though."

"Do you need help with anything?"

"No sweetie, I got it. You just sit back and enjoy it."

"Okay, but if you need help I-"

"I got it all under control. Now shush."

"Okay." I said, and we turned the music up and listened to it as we drove to her house.

Once we got to her house, I put all my stuff down, and I got all relaxed on her couch.

"So." Cana started. "Tell me about your life."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know. We haven't talked in awhile. What's been going on in Lucy's life? Has she meet any new friends? Any more than friends.?"

I got red. "Wh-what? Why would you think that?"

"Ah come on! Tell me!"

"I can't!"

"Why?"

"Because there is no one!" I yelled.

"Stop lying to me."

"I-I'm not."

"That's not convincing at all." And she wasn't wrong. I'm good at lying, just not this type of lying I guess.

"Just shut up." I grunted.

"You don't gotta be all crabby about it."

I changed the subject. "Who else is going?"

"Just some random people."

I knew what that meant. Sting would be there, which was not really an issue, but kind of awkward. I still don't even remember what happened last time, but if what Cana said was true, then I really hope he doesn't remember it either.

But I guess either way I'm still going to have fun, and I am pretty excited.

It's been a little bit since I've partied with Cana, and so I'm happy that I'm going tonight. I need this tonight anyway. I've been stressed so much lately, so I just need to let loose. And I just want to now. I just want to drink, smoke, do crazy things. Maybe even makes out with some strangers. I don't know, I just want to do something.

But of course, we weren't leaving for a while, so I just sat on her couch and watched television trying to entertain myself.

At one point I started talking to Bacchus, but that conversation didn't last so long, and he left to go find Cana. Because Cana went into some room a while ago, and told me not to go in. And I have no idea what she's doing, but she told that if I go in she I would regret it. And I knew better than to disobey her, so I just didn't even go near that room for the time being.

As I was sitting on her couch, trying to relax and not die of boredom, I heard my phone vibrate several times.

One was from Sting.

Heard you were coming tonight, I'm happy that I'll get to see you. We need to catch up.

~sting.

And the other was from Natsu.

Hey Luce, just wondering if you wanted to hang out later:)

~Natsu

I fitted my thumbs over the screen for a minute, thinking of who to answer first. I tapped on Sting's name.

Yeah, I'm going. I'll see you there, ttyl.

~Lucy

He replied only a few short moments later.

Save me a drink

~Sting

I giggled at his response. That's sting. Always thinking about his drinks more than anyone else.

I then replied to Natsu, but tried to be a vague as I could

I can't hang out today, sorry. Maybe another time:(

~Lucy

I hit send and then put my phone down before I could get his response. I didn't want to have to ignore him.

Suddenly, Cana called me into the room, and said for me to go in. I was weary to go in, because of what she was saying earlier, so I went in slowly. And there she was, standing in front of the bed, and it looks as if she is holding some type of clothing.

"Took you long enough to get in." She said jokingly. "Here. Do you like this." And she held up possibly one of the most beautiful dresses I have ever seen.

It was a short black form fitting dress. It had a open back, and the top has simple black lace detailing. It was so simple, yet so beautiful.

"Wh-what is this for?"

"You need to wear something for the party, right? So I got you this."

"Y-you got this?" I asked. "For me?"

"Of course, silly. You gonna look great in it. We need to get ready anyway." She handed it to me.

"Cana I can't take th-"

"Just go try it on."

I couldn't form any worlds, so instead just held the dress that she put into my arms and went to go try it on in the bathroom. I took a moment to just really look at this dress. And look at the fabric, and really just see how well it was made. It must have been an expensive dress, and I have no idea where she got the dress or why she would get it for me.

But I put in on carefully, and didn't get to look in the mirror since their is only a small one in the bathroom. So I walked out to greet her.

When Cana turned around, she didn't saw anything for a few long moments.

"Wow." she said.

"Wh-what?" I said, embarrassed.

"If It wasn't for Bacchus, I would totally bang you right now."

"Cana!"
"What? You look hot in that dress. I knew you would."

"Why are we getting all fancied up?" I asked.

"I don't know." she said. "Because it's fun, and it's my party".

"When are we going, anyway?"
"Well, I'm going in about twenty minutes." she said. "You're not going for about another hour and a half."
"What?" I asked surprise. "Then who's taking me."

"I asked Sting to drive you there later. He'll pick you up at around 8."

"Why can't I just go with you?" I sighed.

"Because I need to get some stuff done before you get there. It's nothing to worry about, I just want to make sure that everything is perfect by the time you get there."

"Then what am I supposed to do here all alone?"

"Don't die of boredom."

I gave her a look of annoyance.

"Fine, I don't know. Call sting, maybe he'll come earlier to pick you up." She suggested. "We gotta go, but I see you later." She said, and then walked out.

And I just sighed as I fell onto the couch. I didn't want to call Sting, since I was seeing him later and I didn't want to bother him. So I just sat on the couch, and before I knew it, I was fast asleep in a dreamless slumber.

"Lucy." Someone said while gently pushing me in my sleep state. "Lucy."
"Huh?" I wined as I started to wake up slowly.

"Wakey wakey."
I squinted my eyes, and I could see sting knelled down in front on me.

"Sting?" I asked lazily.

"The one and only."
"What are you doing here?"

"I was told to come a bring you to the party. But you weren't answering the door, so I just walked in since the door was open. Which is very unsafe by the way."
"Oh my god the party!" I said,as I got up quickly
"Slow down!" he yelled. "You don't need to rush."
"But we need to get to the party."
He laughed slightly. "Just take your time. Cana said that we are in no rush."

I took a deep breath. "I'll be ready In ten minutes" and I walked into the bathroom to get ready as quickly as I could.

I don't know why, but as I was getting ready, I was starting to feel nervous. Which is very strange for me. Because I never get nervous for these types of things. I just felt like something bad was going to happen, But I had no Idea what.

And that just made me even more nervous. Because I had no idea why I was feeling like this, but I was. But I tried to just ignore it, and just continue on with getting ready so I can get going. Besides, I don't want to keep Sting waiting.

So after I was done cleaning myself off, I walked out of the bathroom, and turned to sting.

"I'm ready." I said to him, but he didn't saw anything and was looking at me strangely. "You okay?"
"Ye-yeah. It's just that you look really good in that dress."
"Oh, thanks Sting. Cana got it for me."
"Well then let's get going." he said quickly changing the subject.

So we both quickly got into Sting's car and started driving away, and went to the party.

The drive there took a while, since where we were going was deep in the woods. We didn't talk for much of the ride, because there just wasn't much to talk about.

But during the ride, all I felt was nervous and anxiety. I wanted nothing more than to just turn around and leave. But I also just wanted to go straight to the party and just dance, and party, and do whatever the hell I wanted.

And I couldn't just back down now, I had to go. Besides, Cana was there, and if anything did go wrong she would be able to fix it. Everything is going to be fine. I just need to relax.

Before I knew it, the cat stopped. And we were in the woods, In front of a huge abandoned house, and mentors started rushing back.

How me and Cana have been here a few times, and we would just hang out and do whatever we wanted. So many good memories.

"Let's go in." Sting said.

"Let's go in." I agreed.

And in we went.

And that's the chapter! The next few chapters are going to be really interesting ( think?) so lets hope I can get them out quickly. And I apology for any spelling mistakes in this lol.

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