Achievement unlocked: You stayed long enough to reach a smutty scene.

If you haven't noticed this is your warning, there is smut ahead, but I feel like most have you seen the M rating and are mature enough to make your own decisions. If you are below eighteen years of age though…well there is nothing I can do about you. You made this decision consciously. Just don't hold me responsible for anything. You better not say anything like "Fox turned me into a pervert."

By the way, remember back in chapter one that I said that this was my first fic? Welp, that means that this is my first smut scene and I'm incredibly shy around sexual content so you could guess how hard this was to write... Maybe that's why it took so long for me to get here…No wait; I like the pace this story is going in. Okay, time to stop procrastinating. Good job if you finished reading me talk this entire time. Enjoy chapter 11…or at least try.


Chapter 11

Nel didn't tell him why she was the one walking back to his room with him. He waved goodbye to her when he got back to the room okay and she gave him a hug before she took off herself so that she could get to her next class on time.

When he stepped inside the unlocked door of the room he noticed blood all over his roommate's sheets, his desk, and the floor. Dammit Grimmjow, he wasn't exactly the cleanest guy around, but Ichigo always reminded him to keep his stuff in order and to keep the floor clean since it is their shared space. Seriously, cleaning up dry blood is such a pain when living in a college dorm with limited resources.

As Ichigo put his stuff down on the chair in front of his own desk Grimmjow walked in with his hair dripping wet and he was shirtless with a towel draped over his shoulder. It seemed like he was fresh out of the shower.

"Geez, you made a mess." Ichigo pointing at the blood that was dotted all over his side of the room, that's when he noticed the blood bags and remaining blood poured into the trash can.

Ichigo sighed, not startled at all to see bags of blood in a place where he would never expect to see them. "You know those could have been used in a hospital or something right?" Ichigo said as he started to take off his shoes and socks before putting them underneath his bed.

Grimmjow didn't tear his eyes away from Ichigo he just breathed in deeply, taking in Ichigo's scent. After a particular deep breath he just let out a half assed "sorry."

Ichigo cocked his head to the side and put a hand on his waist as he noticed the obvious discomfort in his roommate's face.

"What's wrong?" He asked cautiously, "I'm not really upset you know. Not all blood that's donated gets used since blood has a shelf life. I guess this is what they do with the extras."

Grimmjow grunted. "No, I know you aren't upset." He didn't move from where he stood, not moving any closer or any further from Ichigo. His eyes didn't waver though. He looked at Ichigo with hunger, depression, and what seemed to be the most evident, anxiety.

"Okay, seriously. What's going on?" He asked, but this time getting a bit more impatient. Grimmjow finally managed to tear his eyes off his roommate standing in front of him though it took some effort.

"It's nothing, I'm just hungry." Grimmjow squeezed his eyes shut and tried to control his increasing heart rate.

His senses were going crazy. All his instincts were screaming to feed, but he knew better than to pay attention to them. He had no choice, but to fight them. Vampire instincts were primal and he was always one to follow his instincts. This was an entirely new battle.

He could smell Ichigo's natural scent and blood morphing together and wafting through the air. He could hear him breathing and his heart beating in a steady rhythm. It took everything out of him to just take his eyes off of him and keep them shut.

Vampires can last a long time without blood since the blood immediately gets converted to energy and every time they feed it lasts them for a long time depending on what they drank. The thing that really speeds up a vampire's hunger is fighting and losing their own blood, just like how Grimmjow was recently.

Grimmjow has been getting hurt more than he does on average just from this past week, fighting Gin banged him up quite a bit and running into a room where he wasn't invited didn't exactly help. Seriously, his burns were still healing after what felt like a week and now he was on the brink of starvation. How has he not noticed it until now?

There was no purpose to actually eating human food since it didn't have any nutritional value to them. Most vampires eat it so that they can blend into society and because eating food is freaking awesome.

Something about eating made them feel human again if they have been a human at some point and was turned. Eating was more of a nuisance if you were born as a purebred though since they never experienced what it was like to eat food as a human nor are they used to using the facilities. You don't realize how weird it feels to have food move throughout your body until you lived without needing to go through that.

Ichigo looked at him curiously before looking back at the bags that were in his roommate's trash can. "Umm, you're not exactly convincing me." Ichigo said.

"Those taste terrible, you have no idea." Grimmjow said. "I guess I'm just craving the blood of something living." He cracked one eye open to look over at Ichigo silently waiting for him to figure out what he was implying. It didn't take too long as his eyes grew when he caught on.

"Oh no, I kinda have a bad experience with vampire bites." Ichigo said as a response raising his hands defensively.

Grimmjow gripped his hands into tight fists, his nails leaving marks on the palms of his hands. He was fighting against every instinct in his body to just attack the boy standing in front of him. At this rate he was going to go insane.

"Please, I won't lose control like last time." Grimmjow pleaded. "I have experience. I was in a frenzy state last time. Please, give me another chance." He never asked someone so politely for anything. He never felt like he needed something so much in his entire life and he wouldn't function without it. Ichigo's scent seemed to have poisoned his mind. He let go of his pride so easily in just hopes for being allowed to have a drink.

Ichigo sighed and scratched his head as he considered Grimmjow's request. "Fine, but if I say stop at any point you better listen."

Grimmjow's eyes widened, looking at Ichigo in surprise. His eyes practically shined in satisfaction and relief as he walked over to him and pulled his shirt over his head.

"Whoa wait. Why do you need to take my shirt off this time?" Ichigo asked blushing bright red, already expecting what the answer was going to be. Grimmjow lightly gripped his hips and pulled him closer, "also, why this?" He turned even brighter making his skin turn hotter under Grimmjow's touch which only made his blood seem even more appealing.

Grimmjow took another deep breath, breathing in his scent once again, his eyes turned wild again if only for a second before they turned back to their original state as he dropped the towel that was on his shoulder on the floor next to Ichigo's discarded shirt. "So if the blood drips it doesn't stain your clothes. As for me holding onto you, if you move around too much you might get seriously hurt. This is to make sure you don't go anywhere."

Ichigo looked at him somewhat amazed that he gave him a proper reason. Every time Grimmjow did something that was a bit more on the nose it always confused Ichigo. Renji brought up his suspicions about Grimmjow liking him, but there was no way Ichigo was going to believe him. Seriously, what did he have to offer that Grimmjow would actually find attractive.

Ichigo didn't know why thinking like that made him so depressed. There was a reason why Grimmjow cuddled up with him in the infirmary and a reason why he kissed him even though there were better ways to get his point across. Grimmjow interfered with Ichigo's thoughts by adding on the last reason, "also fan service." Goddammit.

Even with the reasons and the running joke aside Grimmjow didn't want to tell Ichigo the hidden reason why he was acting all intimate with him. Even though he was hungry there was no way he was going to pass up an opportunity to touch Ichigo's bare skin. Yes, his blood was top priority, but he would regret not taking advantage of the situation.

He held his roommate closer to him so that their chests were touching before he leaned over slowly as to not accidentally hurt the person he was holding on to and gently bit his neck.

Ichigo hardly felt his fangs sink in, but he could feel his blood getting drawn out of him like water flowing out of a broken dam. He felt light headed, his breath hitched in his throat as blood rushed through the holes on his neck and the rest of his blood started to flow downwards, wait what? His entire body started to flush against Grimmjow as he started to feel really good for a reason that was completely lost to him.

Grimmjow wrapped his arms around him in a tighter embrace so that he could have a better angle on his neck causing Ichigo to moan. Grimmjow's lips formed a smile loving the taste of Ichigo as well as the sounds that found their way out of him. What excited him the most was the fact that those sounds were coming because of him. He wanted to hear more.

Grimmjow felt Ichigo's hard member against his leg. It was a great confidence booster and it was to be expected. Vampire bites the didn't contain venom tended to have that effect on humans, and well, basically anything that was living. That didn't stop Grimmjow from getting excited himself though.

Grimmjow's eyes darkened and released Ichigo's neck from his jaw giving a tender lick to the two holes that were now present on his neck, catching the blood droplets that were flowing down like rain on a windowpane leaving a wet trail down his roommate's neck. Grimmjow loosened his grip on Ichigo, but still kept a firm grip on his hips and looked at him with predatory eyes.

Ichigo could only gulp when he saw Grimmjow's dark eyes and blood trickling down his chin, his eyes were half-lidded and he was breathing deeply. It wasn't the same expression that Grimmjow usually wore. Instead of his usual angry or smug look, there was lust and longing.

Grimmjow wanted to feel more of Ichigo and he could barely contain his desire. He pounced at him crashing his lips into Ichigo's as he violently licked and nipped at it demanding entrance. He knew that his animalistic instincts were the thing that was acting for him, but he didn't care. He liked what he was doing and he didn't have time for logic.

Ichigo's mind was too muddled to think coherent thoughts so he just did what felt right at that moment without thinking. His instincts seemed to like what was going on so it granted Grimmjow entrance allowing his tongue to enter. Ichigo tasted a hint of his own blood in Grimmjow's mouth as the other explored his mouth hungrily, mapping out every part of it before sucking on Ichigo's tongue with his own drawing out another moan from him that was muffled by his own mouth.

He released Ichigo's lips, nipping at it affectionately, and a trail of their combined saliva traveled down his face watering down the blood that was on his chin. Grimmjow fixed his eyes on him again "Ichigo" he whispered.

Ichigo watched as his eyes roamed his body, making him turn bright red. He looked away shyly wiping away the trail of saliva and blood that was left from Grimmjow with the back of his hand. "Let me…please…" Grimmjow pleaded.

People have looked at Ichigo like that before, but never with the same intensity that was present now. The amount of desire on his face was something he has never seen before not even from his ex-girlfriends. For some reason words wouldn't come out of his mouth.

He was confused; he wanted to know what was going on and how this was even happening. He would usually refuse at this moment, but he could feel himself lightly nod. He didn't even feel that ashamed for agreeing to do this kind of stuff with a guy.

Grimmjow smiled and kissed his forehead and then his cheek before pushing him down on his bed. He quickly roamed Ichigo's bare stomach with the palms of his hands as his lips started to suck on his neck and chest leaving more hickeys then the one that was already present before drifting southward and capturing one of Ichigo's nipples in his mouth.

"Shit…" Ichigo moaned as he wrapped his arms around Grimmjow and dug his fingernails into his back. This got an approving grunt from Grimmjow who was distracting himself with Ichigo's chest. Grimmjow held his nipple in his mouth sucked and pulled on it while he rubbed the other with his hand before pinching it making Ichigo grasp.

Grimmjow's own member was now starting to bother him and he couldn't stop himself from grinding his lower half against Ichigo's own. Ichigo's eyes clenched shut at the sudden friction and bit down on his own lips in an effort to suppress his moans. He thrusted his hips upwards to try to get more friction which Grimmjow happily gave him.

He let go of Ichigo's nipples moving back to his neck where he nuzzled his face taking another deep breath of Ichigo's scent before biting down on the other side of it, leaving two more holes. He started lapping at it eagerly as Ichigo felt shivers run down his spine as more pressure started to build up in his stomach.

Ichigo's blood really was the best. He couldn't quiet place a description on what his blood tasted like, but he wouldn't be able to believe that anyone has better tasting blood then he does. Ichigo shivered at the feeling of Grimmjow's tongue on his neck again. Ichigo had no idea why getting bitten didn't hurt him anymore, but rather it felt amazing. Grimmjow's lips on his sensitive neck also added to the amount of pleasure that he never experienced before.

Grimmjow kissed his neck and travelled southwards leaving a trail of burning kisses as he traveled feeling his own body heat up against Ichigo's flushed skin. He finally reached Ichigo's jeans he blinked twice before he moved his hands and quickly undid the button and dragged down the zipper.

Ichigo's breath hitched in his throat not expecting that this surprise hook up was going to go that far, but surprisingly he was okay with it and didn't protest. Ichigo lifted his hips up and allowed Grimmjow to pull them off before throwing them across the room.

He looked down at Ichigo who was now a panting, blushing mess and he could feel his appendage twitch in excitement and anticipation from the sight that was laid out before him. He did away with his own pants that were starting to become agitating so that both of their lower halves were bare. Ichigo's line of sight descended from Grimmjow's eyes to his previously wrapped package. Grimmjow laughed at the look on his face.

"May I?" He asked reaching down and brushing his hand over Ichigo's legs, not proceeding without Ichigo giving him the okay no matter how hard it was for him to contain his urges. Ichigo looked up before nodding again slowly feeling his face heat up again before he quickly turned his head away and broke eye contact.

Grimmjow chuckled and gave Ichigo a chaste kiss on the lips before he wrapped his hand around the human's erection causing his entire body to shake. Grimmjow's hand was calloused probably because of all the fights he was in, but the feeling of a hand that wasn't his own had a different feeling then what he was used to.

He quickly threw his arm into his mouth and bit down on it to stifle the moan that almost burst out of him. Grimmjow grabbed onto Ichigo's arm in his other hand. "I want to hear you, Ichigo" Grimmjow said hungrily looking at Ichigo as if he was ready to devour him.

Ichigo unclenched his jaw allowing his arm to fall back down to the bed. For someone who was able to resist Grimmjow's magic before he was now completely under his spell. He wouldn't usually let Grimmjow have what he wanted, but now that they were in this situation it seemed that he didn't even care that his pride was completely forgotten about.

Grimmjow started to slowly move his hand up and down Ichigo's member covering it in precum. Ichigo gripped the bed sheets, panting at the contact and thrusted upwards urging Grimmjow to pick up the pace. He ignored him keeping the same rhythm he had before, that was before Ichigo sat up and grabbed a hold of the other's member and started to jerk him off. Grimmjow moaned in response. He didn't even realize how hard his own appendage has become until it was in Ichigo's hand. He didn't expect the orangette to turn the tables and take care of him. It seriously turned Grimmjow on making his member twitch in interest.

He didn't even bother teasing him. He knew that if he took his dear sweet time then Grimmjow wouldn't pick up the pace either. He looked up at Grimmjow with hardened eyes as if he was challenging him sparking Grimmjow's competitive spirit, it excited him even more. He smirked and started to move faster, his pace matching Ichigo's. He twirled his thumb around the tip spreading even more precum and Ichigo yelped in response biting down on his lips again.

Grimmjow did everything he could to prevent himself from jerking upwards into Ichigo's hand. He has never been so excited in his entire life, and that was saying something. He could feel the pressure build up in his pelvis, but there was no way he was going to let himself cum before Ichigo does.

He leaned over and sucked on Ichigo's neck making him gasp and grip his hair. Ichigo's member twitched more than it already was. It would seem that he was close too. He took Ichigo's hand and tentatively off his dick. Ichigo looked up at him in confusion, but Grimmjow gave him a reassuring smile wrapping Ichigo's arm around his back and placed him back down on the bed before kissing him viciously placing one hand on his arm to hold him steady as he wrapped his other hand around both of their weeping members and started to take care of both of them. A new rush of pleasure rushing through them tearing moans out of their throats in unison.

Ichigo moved his hips as Grimmjow pumped them both, but wasn't able to keep the rhythm as he started to have spasms of pleasure. Wet noises and heavy breathing filled the room, but they were too focused on the pleasure and their hearts pounding to care if they could be heard.

Grimmjow used their collective precum to make it easier to slide across one another. Grimmjow leaned more to Ichigo's right to try and get a better angle, which seemed to have worked as Ichigo nearly cried out at the new position as he squeezed his eyes shut.

"Ichigo," Grimmjow whispered in a husky voice when he heard Ichigo's voice. Ichigo's back arched as his body had another spasm. Ichigo's panted, trying to take in large amounts of air in short breaths. Ichigo's face twisted in bliss as he spilled his seed all over both of their stomachs his mouth hung open desperately bringing oxygen into his lungs as his body cooled down.

He finally opened his hazy brown eyes after having had them clenched shut. He looked up at Grimmjow who was still stroking him so that he could ride out the pleasure to the fullest. Grimmjow then grunted and spilled his own seed along with Ichigo's before he slumped down and laid on top of him as he rode out his own wave of pleasure. He wrapped his arms around Ichigo hugging the human beneath him.

"I love you, Ichigo." He said wrapping his arms even tighter around him. He nestled his face in his neck. Grimmjow could feel Ichigo flinch underneath him. Ichigo's face now looked like he has seen a ghost as he was forced to accept reality. It didn't last too long until his face started to heat up again right after his body cooled down making it look like he went to the beach without putting on sunscreen.

"I n-need to take a shower." Ichigo stuttered pushing the larger man off of him and quickly got off the bed, grabbing his shower stuff and towel wiping off the evidence of what just happened on his chest before wrapping the towel around his waist and practically sprinting to the communal bathroom.

Grimmjow turned himself over so that he can lie down on his back. He groaned and put his arms over his head. What did he just do? Ichigo was back to his senses there was no way that he would have done that in his sane mind.

Also what was he thinking saying that? There was no way that Ichigo wouldn't feel awkward after hearing that. Yes, guys say that all the time when they feel that good, but they were finished. The journey was over. He said it at the time where it actually might have meant something. What did he expect to happen? Ichigo to say okay and they lived happily ever after?

He knew Ichigo was more shy then that and it was going to take a while for Ichigo to actually give an appropriate response. He mostly agreed to become part of his clan…did he? Becoming his mate is a completely different subject though. It was in Grimmjow's original plan to make him his mate, Aizen even spelled it out, but that didn't mean that it was actually going to happen. At least Ichigo knew for sure how he felt so he can actually put some thought into it now.


Ichigo practically ran to the showers. He needed to cool off and fast. All he was doing was letting Grimmjow drink his blood. How did this happen? How could he let this happen? The feeling of blood being drawn was a new feeling, but he thought he had more self-control then that.

Renji said that he thought Grimmjow liked him, but he only took what he said with a grain of salt. He didn't actually expect it to be true. Renji said that he should give him a chance, but Ichigo thought that even if it was true he wouldn't actually give him that chance. He's never been attracted to guys before, heck he was never really attracted to girls either, but he has hooked up with them and told himself that that he may eventually spark feelings for them. He never got those sparks nor did he actually desire going all the way with them so he broke things off with every girl he tried dating and fooled around with.

This time was something that he's never felt before, he never desired wanting to do something with someone so badly before. It only started dawning on him now that it should be weird that he was so lustful towards a guy, something he never even considered before. He wasn't opposed to the idea, but he wasn't interest in trying it with guys because he didn't think sparks would fly even if he tried it. Boy was he wrong.

He would have never thought that he would be attracted to a vampire either. Wasn't that a bit dangerous? Also that said vampire was his freaking roommate Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez. Last week Ichigo thought of him as a horny stalker that was potentially dangerous. Just now he was under him and he liked it.

Ichigo stepped into the shower and turned the nobs letting the water hit his face like warm rain as he relaxed his muscles. He rubbed his chest, where his and his roommate's evidence was before he wiped it off and his face heated up when he remembered what happened just minutes ago.

He never thought he would let himself get feelings like that for his roommate. It's true that he may have gotten a tingly feeling for him in the infirmary, but he thought that was only because he saved his life.

He lathered his body up with suds in an effort to try and get rid of any sweat, blood, saliva, and the unspeakable off his body, but most of all he was trying to scrape off the shame. Ichigo looked down at all the newly formed love marks on his body, as if the stupid hickey on his neck wasn't enough.

Grimmjow really went to town on him and he couldn't believe that he actually allowed him and even enjoyed it. He thought back to Grimmjow's husky voice whispering his name and a blush appeared on his face. Shit, was Renji right this time? This was actually happening.


Grimmjow was lying in his own bed, the semen was wiped off his chest, but he didn't want to bother with another shower, and he didn't exactly want to have that talk with Ichigo in a public place like the hall bathroom. He was wearing sweatpants and stared at the door, waiting for Ichigo to walk through it.

He wanted to talk to him about what he said. He didn't want to be the one to confess first, but plans change and at that moment it felt right. He knew that Ichigo wasn't going to confess his feelings even to himself; he realized that because he was usually the same way. Ichigo had to have a near death experience for Grimmjow to realize how he felt about him.

The door to their room clicked open. Grimmjow sat up quickly about to spew out one of the excuses that he was rehearsing in his head, but before he could say anything. Ichigo spoke first.

"Fine," Ichigo said. Gimmjow looked at him, puzzled. "I can't believe I am saying this, but we can try this 'together thing.'" Grimmjow looked at him with an astonished look. He must have been hearing things. There is no way that Ichigo would accept his confession so quickly.

"You better let me back out if I want to though. I've never dated a guy before, much less dated a vampire." Ichigo said, turning his head to the side so he didn't have to see the guy he was just accepting. He was too embarrassed.

A warm feeling flooded Grimmjow's chest as a smile broke out on his face, a genuine smile, one that Ichigo has never seen before as Grimmjow got up from the bed and wrapped his arms around Ichigo's now clothed body and pressed a gentle kiss on the top of his head that was covered in wet hair from his shower before he bent down and kissed him on the lips.

Ichigo could feel Grimmjow smiling as they kissed, and Ichigo couldn't help but smile back slightly, his face still red. He was unexpectedly happy for someone who just told himself that he was willing to only try it to see how it feels, but for some reason it felt right and that he belonged.


A/N: I'll be hiding in the corner now as I try to reign back in my inner demons. Do me a favor and review. If you don't know what to say give me some pointers or some reference stuff so I can teach myself how to write...that better. If you want to be really nice and make me feel special you can even write something encouraging.

I'm so sorry for the confusion on upload for this chapter. I tried to post it through the FanFiction app on my iPhone... don't upload on the FanFiction app on your iPhone. It messes everything up and it's hard to use. Please forgive me for all the reuploads.