A/N: Go ahead and burn me, destroy me, do it all. I haven't updated in so long, and I am so sorry. Life just bitch slapped me. I've been re-watching Glee and I feel motivated. So lets get going.
The diva was staring at Quinn in what can only be described as shock.
"W- What do you mean you told him we were getting married?" Rachel's cheeks started to get hot and she was flustered, and not in the good way.
"I- I panicked! He did it right there on the stage. I mean, everyone was gone so I wasn't that embarrassed. Still, I couldn't marry Finn." Quinn took down her hair hair, shaking it out before grabbing Rachel's hands.
"I loved him once Rachel, or I thought I did. It may have just been the popularity going to my head. But now? I could never see myself going back to him. I hurt him in so many ways, and somewhere along I realized I was doing it all because I just wasn't happy. I didn't want him"
Quinn's grip on Rachel's was starting to get tighter and her face was getting redder the deeper she continued on with the story.
"I was never happy with him. I treated you so horrid because I was so mad at myself for not going after you. When you went for him in our sophomore year," Quinn's eyes turned darker. "I about lost it. I wanted you, and he had you. That's why I tried so hard to break you up. But I knew I would never be able to have you. I just didn't want to see you with him."
Rachel was having a hard time trying to keep all this together. Removing her hands from Quinn's sweaty ones, she spoke. "So, just so I get this straight, you made my life a living hell for three years, because you were jealous?"
This was starting to make the brunette very upset. She got that Quinn was popular, and being the head cheerleader, she couldn't show any signs of weakness or be anything from perfect. But she didn't understand why the blonde couldn't have told her, if nothing but in secret, things would have turned out so much better.
Quinn was smoothing out her shirt and messing with her hair before she was forced back to attention by Rachel. "It wasn't just about me being jealous, Rachel. I didn't want you to be with him, no. But, there was no way I could stop you. I treated you like I did to contain my feelings. If I didn't do what I did, I would have jumped you and had my way with you in the hallways."
Rachel looked down and began to blush a deep red, before looking up when she heard Quinn's voice again. "I had to make you think I hated you. You were supposed to be like every other normal person ever, and leave me alone. I hurt your feelings constantly, called you names, and you always came back. You tried to be my friend, and I couldn't deal with walking in the halls and seeing the girl I had these strange, mixed feelings for."
"So...that's why. Well, it actually does make sense." Quinn's face held shock, "it does?" Rachel just smiled. "Yes, it does. Its quite romantic actually."
Okay, now Quinn was confused. She in no way found that to be romantic, she practically made the other girls life a living hell. But, if she thinks so, then the blonde wouldn't try to correct her.
"Well I'm glad you think so, Rachel. Now uh, about the whole marriage thing."
Rachel straightened up. "Yeah, I do not think either of us are ready for that. We need to get to know each other before I even think about dating you."
Quinn just smirked and scooted closer to Rachel, their knees touching. "You've already seen me naked," the blonde whispered. The diva started to blush again profusely for what seemed to be the hundredth time tonight.
Rachel could feel a tingling between her legs. It seemed to only happen around the blonde. "T-that I have." The divas voice quivered.
Quinn just started to smirk more. "Have I gotten the oh so fabulous Rachel Berry flustered? Who would have thought." She started to snake her hand up Rachel's smooth, tan leg.
The brunette was not ready for this, this was not okay. But it was oh so good. They needed to take things slow though. Rachel slowly moved Quinn's hand away. "Slow down there cowgirl. We need to take this relationship slow if we are even going to consider trying...us."
Quinn groaned from loosing contact and put her own hands into her lap. "Fine. I'm willing to wait, but it doesn't mean I have to like it."
Rachel just laughed at the other girl pouting, she leaned over and brushed some blonde hair from her face, staring into the other girls hazel-green eyes, before deciding to kiss her.
Leaning forward to close the distance, the kiss was like an explosion. It was how Rachel imagined her first kiss with Finn would be, It was nothing like this. It was mostly the taste of Cheetos's and a hint of Dr. Pepper he had before hand.
Quinn tasted like literal honey. Tongue's fighting for dominance, Quinn won over. Taking Rachel's head, she guided her to lay down on the small bed, barely fitting the other girl. The blonde laid on top of the diva and began to kiss her more.
Rachel let out a whisper "over the bra." She said with a smirk. Quinn pulled back and let out a small laugh, "ah. Using my own words against me are we?"
She didn't give the other girl a chance to respond, pressing her mouth against the others instantly again, earning a moan from Rachel.
Quinn started to wriggle her hand between the bodies and lightly fondled Rachel's right breast. The other girl started to moan and buckle under the other girls hands. "I've barely touched you and you are already a mess." Quinn stated, laughing. Rachel just glared at her.
"just keep doing what you're doing Fabray." Rachel said pulling the blonde back down towards her. Quinn smirked and started to kiss the girl, taking the divas bottom lip into her mouth, biting it gently.
She went back down to Rachel's breasts and started to lightly squeeze them, then she started to suck on the divas neck. Its like she couldn't get enough of her.
Through all of this Rachel was in heaven, her whole body felt like it was on fire, it was amazing what Quinn was able to do to her body and make her feel.
Quinn started to bite and nibble on Rachel's neck, "Ow! Did you just bite me?" the brunette was quite shocked. The blonde just stared at her, "yes, I want people to know you're mine."
With that, Quinn pushed the diva back down and began to do her thing again. Rachel wasn't really against the idea, but they weren't even dating yet! She couldn't just be leaving bite marks on her, she still had to go out in public.
Quinn was starting to lift Rachel's shirt up a bit when the other girl moved her hands away. "Okay, I think that's enough for tonight, Quinn."
The brunette wanted to continue badly, but if things continued, they would regret it in the morning. Quinn sighed, but got up, bringing Rachel with her.
"Yeah, I guess we should stop if we are taking things slow. You're just so kissable." Rachel blushed and touched her swollen lips. She could see that Quinn's were also swollen.
"I do not think I have ever kissed someone so long, or hard for my lips to get like this." The brunette said, still touching her lips.
Quinn looked over at her with her eyebrows raised. "You and Finn didn't make out like that?" Rachel got up and walked over to the mirror, smoothing out her hair. "No, he always got really worked up before we got to that point and started shouting 'mailman, mailman, mailman,' I still don't know what that meant by the way."
This made the other girl burst out laughing, hugging her stomach as she spread out on the bed laughing to the point of tears.
Rachel turned around with her hand on her hip, "What is so funny? Is there something I missed out on?"
Quinn leaned up and put her feet on the floor, wiping a tear from her eyes from laughing so hard. "Ill tell you one day, but not tonight."
The brunette pouted but turned around figuring she wouldn't get it out of Quinn if she tried. "But to answer the question, I don't think I have ever been kissed so hard, by anyone."
Quinn liked that. The idea of actually being Rachel's first at something. It was small, but she hoped she could be lots of Rachel's firsts.
"I do have to be up for classes early tomorrow though, so maybe we should get to bed Quinn." Rachel said walking to the bathroom, "I'm gonna change real quick." With that, she was in the bathroom.
Quinn sat there in silence looking around the brunettes room, gold stars everywhere.
A few minutes later, Rachel walked out wearing cupcake pajamas with her hair flowing around her shoulders. She looked beautiful.
The brunette looked at her funny, "What?" Quinn must have been staring at her, "Oh, uh nothing, sorry."
Rachel just shook her head and folded down the covers to get into bed, "Are you going to change?" she asked, staring at Quinn's t-shirt and yoga pants.
"Oh nah, these are pretty comfortable for bed. Ill just stay in these."
Quinn crawled into bed next to Rachel and wrapped her arms around the smaller girl, nestling her head in the crook of the divas neck, falling asleep to the image of the beautiful Jewish girl.