Thank you TheSnackPack! Making someone cry wasn't actually my intention but thanks anyway.

It was just supposed to be sad. That poem was inspired by a song "Kiss it all better" by He is we. It's a really sad song and if you guys focus on the lyrics and read between the lines, it's just sad. Really sad. That's how I made it. To top it off with heartforhumanitys story "Here for you" I got major depressed.

Anyway... Here's another sad one because I am a very sad person today.

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Gray has once again filled my vision.

My mind darkens without reason.

But now I do remember why,

As I stare as where my love last lie.

My heart and mind darkens to evil and deception.

As I walk down the rocky roads of my crippling depression.

Fresh tears flowed down to my cheeks,

My insanity, at the edge of its peak.

I wish I could forget but I don't want to,

I wish I have never met you but I'm thankful that I do.

My heart weakens from my raging sadness,

I'm dying from the deafening silence of loneliness.

When you were here, it was brighter, more fuller

When I was in a deep hole you were there to pull me out after.

But that's before and now that you're gone,

I can't do it anymore, I'm done.

If I was gray then now I'm black.

Afraid of what's to come for what I lack.

I wanna die now and let the world tear me to pieces.

As the thoughts of suicide increases.

You were my love, my light.

The one who shined to me so bright.

Your touch, your kisses are phantoms upon my lips.

Your words, your encouragement are but memories nobody can fix.

For my heart you who touched my soul,

Now the pain has finally taken its toll.

Knives and blood surround me,

Something I knew what came to be.

As I lie down on the grass and gaze upon the stars,

My tears was still flowing as my memories brought scars.

I miss everything about you, but you don't have to worry,

And no, I'm not in a hurry.

Please stay with me until I fall asleep,

As you in my heart I still keep.

Just wait for me and know that I love you,

Because finally...

We'll be together again once I'm done dying to where you last lie to.