Chapter 14
**** Julia's Point Of View ****
"Newt!" I yell. I'm alone on an island with beautiful view at the ocean. I'm on a cliff and a wind is rougher with every second. I can see a forest about three hundred foot away from where I stand. It's a beautiful place, but there's no one here except for me.
"Julia" her voice is steady and what worries me the most, emotionless. I thought she would be happy, delight that she sees me, because I am. She's totally fine and I thought of her as dead. Her hair are a bit longer than I remember and her eyes darker. She doesn't smile at me like I do at her.
"Natalka" I say and take few steps forward, but she stops me by moving her hand up.
"Don't" she warns me and she's dreadfully serious. "You killed me"
You killed me.
YOU killed me.
YOU KILLED ME.
YOU.
KILLED.
ME.
"Sweetie, I-"
"Stop" she yells. "You chose him over me and you're going to, how would he say that?, BLOODY regret it" I don't realize my eyes watered until tears fall on my cheeks.
"Julia" I hear him, but all I see is her emotionless expression. "JULIA" she thinks I killed her. She thinks I chose Newt over her. She blames me. I killed her. I chose him. I'm the only one to blame. "JULIA!"
I open my eyes but she's not there. This time it's Newt. He looks so worried I want to smile and tell him that everything is okay, but when I try I fall to pieces. Nothing is fine. Everything is wrong. My sister is dead, because I tried to save my friends and failed. How dare I even try to be happy.
"Love? What's wrong?" he helps me to sit and I can't even find courage to look at him say what happened few months ago.
"Newt, I need to tell you some-" before I can even start explaining I hear Minho and Tomas' screams.
"Run!" They not far from and I can see something moves behind them. Those are people. People with flare. I make a mistake and stare at them for a second too long. Their terrifying, the whole life was taken away from them and now they're being controlled by the virus.
"C'mon, love" Newt tugs my arm and I run with him after the rest of our friends.