Ringkit yawned and slowly opened her eyes to the late Greenleaf sun sneaking into the nursery. She groggily sat up to Rushkit beside her and her mother nearby. Her vision adjusted as she made out the shapes of Willowleaf, Dawnshade, and her three kits: Honeykit, Sweetkit, and Flutterkit. All of her kits were beautiful. Honeykit was a fluffy cream tom with a dark stripe along his spine with bright blue eyes and short legs, Sweetkit, which she was anything but sweet, was a dark ginger tabby she-cat with amber eyes, and a Flutterkit was beatiful fluffy she-cat. Technically Flutterkit wasn't Dawnshade's actual kit. She was found by Acornstripe on a patrol about a quarter moon before Honeykit and Sweetkit were born. They believe Flutterkit's parents were loners that had left her, but she fit right into the clan anyways.

Ringkit yawned. She got up and stretched out to relax her joints. She looked more tentatively towards her mother. Worry boiled in her stomach. Softgaze has been acting different lately. Harenose came over to visit more and more often. Rushkit hates it, she did too, but she knew if Rushkit attacked Harenose, her father would lash out and might kill her brother. So whenever she saw Harenose head towards the nursery, she'd distract her brother. Sometime by convincing him to visit the elders with her, sometimes to talk with the apprentices, but usually she'd distract him by mentioning Fennelpaw. Rushkit has been drooling over the bubbly apprentice since his first day out of camp. Love is stupid, she told herself, I'll never act like that! She saw what "Love" was doing to her mother.

Over the course of four moons, her father was eating her mother from the inside out. Softgaze now seemed dull and numb to the world. Every time Harenose forced himself on top of her, she'd fight a little less. She couldn't produce any milk (Not that she needed to anymore, Rushkit and Ringkit were eating prey). Softgaze even seemed reluctant to eat her prey now. Ringkit didn't know what was wrong with her mother, she wanted to know so badly!

Then an idea struck in her head. Blossomnose would help her fix her mother.

Ringkit padded over to her mother and started to lick the fur in between her ears to wake her up. "Wake up, Softgaze."

"Mhm?", Softgaze drowsily murmured. "What is it Ringkit?"

"We're going to see Blossomnose", Ringkit saud nudging her mother up.

"B-Blossomnose?", Softgaze said flustered. "Why?"

"I'm worried about you", Ringkit meowed. "You're not yourself."

"I'm fine Ringkit-", Softgaze spoke softly before her daughter cut her off.

"No, you aren't", Ringkit huffed as she tried nudging her mother out of her nest, with no luck.

"If it gives you piece of mind..", Softgaze trailed off as she walked out of the nursery. Her daughter bounced happily behind as the walked into the clearing.

It was still fairly early as the two she-cats padded out. Everyone was either asleep or on the dawn patrol. Except two figures hidden in the shadows that the trees provided. The two spread to be grooming each other, but seemed startled when they saw Ringkit and her mother.

One figure got up. She recognized the small frame of Oakcloud, his face was as red as a rose when he padded by.

Odd.

Then she made out the other figure, it was Russel! He was a slave, but Oakcloud wasn't using him for mating... Ringkit has heard from the nursery queens that being romantic mates with a slave or the same sex was frowned upon in the clan. Could Russel and Oakcloud secretly be meeting?

Her gaze drifted upwards to her mother, but she seemed preoccupied as she let her eyes wander into the Medicine Den. Right now, Ringkit had no room in her mind to wonder about Oakcloud and Russel, Softgaze was her main focus.

She nudged her head against her mother's flank to get her moving again. Softgaze flinched as her thoughts were snapped.

The two padded into the Den, herbs flooded Ringkit's senses. She saw Blossomnose droopily raise her head at the entry of the two.

"Softgaze?", she yawned. The tone in her voice wasn't warm as it usually was, something seemed off between the two she-cats.

"Blossomnose", Softgaze replied.

"What are you here for?", Blossomnose asked as her amber eyes turned into slits.

"My daughter was worried about me", Softgaze meowed. "She thinks I'm not feeling well", her voice dropped to a whisper.

Before Blossomnose had the chance to reply, Ringkit jumped up. "Can you help my mother?", she squealed. "Or at least tell me what's wrong?", she asked as her voice quivered.

"Let me take a look", The she-Cat spoke as she circled Softgaze. Blossomnose examined her mother carefully. She took note of Softgaze's frail frame, the way her bones poked through her fur, but Softgaze's eyes captivated the Medicine Cat. They seemed hollow and gray, not as they used to be.

"Hmmmmm", the golden she-cat sighed.

"What's wrong with her?", Ringkit's eyes gleamed.

"I'll have to inspect her more carefully", Blossomnose commented. "I'm guessing a kit like you doesn't wanna stick around for the boring parts. You can go see Furzepaw."

Ringkit didn't want to leave her mother, but something in Blossomnose's voice said that it wasn't a suggestion. Ringkit turned around to see the dark brown tom starring at her from his nest. She slapped her tail down between her legs as she padded over to the tom.

"You're Furzepaw, right?", The brown tabby kit asked the tom.

"The one and only", he meowed to her. His tail swished back and forth as he cleaned between his claws. The tom has all ways put her off. He seemed rather bitter to talk to, grumpy all the time. She only ever saw him get excited right before "training" with his mentor.

Silence filled the space between the two as a certain awkward aura fell in between the kit and the 'Paw. It was inherent that the tom felt this, but seemed to ignore it.

"You know we're low on herbs. Will you help me look for some?", Furzepaw's eyes melted into her's as he spoke.

The fur on Ringkit's shoulders stood up. The situation felt all too fishy. "No thanks", she breathed out after an eternity. "Besides I don't think kits are allowed out of camp."

"I'm a Medicine Cat apprentice, remember?", he said puffing his chest out. "Besides what if your mother needs them? She might get sick and...", the tom trailed off, both could fill in the blank.

"Alright", she finally agreed. It was for her mother, after all.

"Great", the tom expressed.

The two started out of the camp entrance. It was early, but both guards were asleep at their posts (New warriors go figure). She figured they had the night watch and fell asleep, oh well, easier for her.

They padded wordlessly beside each in the wooded forest. Furzepaw would sneak a few inches closer to Ringkit every time he thought she wasn't paying attention. Soon their shoulders were touching. Ringkit's pelt bristled. Everything about this screamed danger.

After awhile Furzepaw stopped them in a woody area. The branches were tall overhead and light shone through the few patches of branches without leaves.

"There should be some borage here", Furzepaw meowed. His gaze was locked ahead. He instantly snapped his head towards a cluster of thin-stemmed plants with little star-shaped pink and blue blossoms. "There it is."

He padded up to a fairly tall borage plant. "I'll get this one", he meowed before nipping a leave off of the stem. "And you can get that one", he flicked his ears towards a small plant with pink blossoms.

Seems easy enough. Just bite off the leaves.

Ringkit nodded and walked towards the plant. She sniffed it carefully, it had no unique smell. She carefully maneuvered her jaw and nipped at the base, causing the lead to float to the soft ground below. She looked at it triumphantly, proud of her work, but that feeling soon ebbed away as she saw the stem lines with plenty more leaves.

After a bit she tuned out the forest and focus on biting off the leaves and stacking them in the big pile she had created. She didn't even notice that Furzepaw had stopped working until his hot breath contacted her neck.

"Hello sweet Ringkit. Finally noticed me?", the tom whispered. Shivers ran violently down her spine. The tom chuckled at her worry, laughing it off.

"Furzepaw... please don't do this", Ringkit cried out without turning around to face him.

"You know... that's what Blossomnose first said to me too, but she ended up loving it. It's hard to keep her off of my now", he chuckled at her pleas. "I'm sure you'll love it too", he purred as he started snaking his tongue up her neck to her ear. She wanted to run, but she felt the same sensation weighing her paws down as she did the night she first saw her mother being raped.

He continued trailing her scruff for several minutes, but it felt as if seasons passed for Ringkit. "Enough foreplay", he murmured as he mounted the kit.

Now he certainly wasn't the strongest tom she'd ever meet, but he was strong enough to keep her down as she fought him. "Now, now", he spoke softly. "Relax and enjoy yourself."

She shivered as she felt something slimey enter to her core. Finally Furzepaw found his way in, and pushed until he found her barrier.

"A virgin. I expected otherwise from you, but a pleasant surprise", he snickered. Then drove his member through it.

Ringkit cried out in intense pain as tears welled up and spilled over in her wide, gray eyes . The was the most painful thing she'd ever felt. She thought that Furzepaw has put fire inside of her.

As Furzepaw started thrusting in and out of the kit, Ringkit let out a miserable wail. Furzepaw instantly grew furious at her and swiped at her ear tip causing blood to well up.

"Shut up, whore. You know you love it", Furzepaw said at the miserable kit. He started pounding in and out faster. Ringkit wanted to cry out because it hurt so badly, but but into her lower lip to avoid being punished anymore.

Furzepaw flipped the She-Cat onto her back to get a better angle, Ringkit knew she couldn't fight him off. She was weak and at the disadvantage.

Ringkit has to stare into piercing, amber his eyes as her furiously raped her. She hated this. She started to choke on her tears. This is what her mother had to go through on a daily basis- sometimes more- This was hell. She started gasping for air as her heart rattled in her chest with every thrust from Furzepaw. She hated this.

She felt her heartbeat in her torn ear tip as hot blood flowed out. It started a trail down her face, slicking down her fur just like her tears. Soon it reached her left eye, slightly reddening her vision. Then it slide it her mouth. It was salty. She hated this as well.

"I'm gonna cum", Furzepaw exclaimed as he thrusted harder into the she-Cat.

Oh,no.

She thought silently. She knew what would happen if he came inside of her. She'd learned from apprentice gossip. She drew the line here.

She realized he was in a thought of ecstasy and took his distraction as an advantage. She sliced her claws across his face. Okay, sliced was over exaggerated, she wasn't that strong, but managed to tear through cheek fur and some skin. Luckily for her, Furzepaw was distracted so he was more surprised. He backed off of her enough for her to pull herself away from him. Just in time too, as his member shot his seed onto the forest floor.

"Bitch!", he snarled at Ringkit. A small trail of blood slicked his cheek fur.

Ringkit tried desperately to get up, but her legs were too wobbly and gave in. She knew it was game over. He'd kill her or keep raping her.

Furzepaw smirked at the kit, who was desperately trying to get away from him. He found humor in her suffering.

"Fine slut, you win this time. However, my day will come", he chuckled at the horrified kit. He started walking back to camp, but paused and turned his head around. "Don't speak a word of this either, or else your brother will suffer just like you did", he purred smoothly before continuing.

Ringkit inhaled, panting harshly after the events that had just unfolded.

It was over.

It was over.

She tried once more to get up, but failed. She decided on staying there and regain her strength but what else cloud she do?

Tears spilled over her gray eyes once more as the impact of what really happened hit her. She wept in the forest ground. Her body was sore all over, especially her core. She felt light-headed andnauseous. Like mother like daughter.

Ringkit laid their, half conscious, tears streaming down her cheeks. All the while she murmured,

It's over

A.N. Whoop whoop remember when I said there probably wasn't gonna be any smut for a few chapters. Sorry if this seems rushed and short I did it in one sitting, so yeh. I'll probably start on another chapter tomorrow. Another thing: A few moons has passed since the last chapter around 5 so Ringkit and Rushkit will be apprenticed soon. If you couldn't catch on, Furzepaw is a bit of a sadist when mating, otherwise he's just a grump.