Hey everyone! Welcome back! Sorry it takes forever for me to update... I'm trying my best though! So here is the long awaited chapter of Dark Minds, Even Darker Hearts!
DISCLAIMER! I DON'T OWN FAIRY TAIL! ONLY THE PLOT OF THIS FANFIC!
Lucy's POV
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You have no idea how much you hurt me… It's a constant thing… The pain… Oh the pain… You cause me so much pain… The way you act… You act as if nothing has happened… You still try an put your arm around me… And I have to fucking sit here and deal with it… Whenever I did react… You got all pissy… Rude… And obnoxious… So I had to fucking smile and deal with this shit because I didn't want to deal with your bullshit… It pisses me off so fucking much anymore...
I have to smile everyday… I have to fucking smile because if I don't you get all over me and just sit there and piss me off… You smile at me constantly and it makes my heart flutter… But I can't… I can't be like that…
You have her… You have her beautiful smile to wake up next to… Her beautiful sapphire blue eyes… Her perfect hourglass figure… Her amazing silver hair… Everything about her is fucking perfect… And I'm just… Me… How could you have just sat there and told me you loved me with all your heart but be engaged to her the next fucking day…?.. Do you know how much you fucking broke me?
Because if not…
You legit broke my heart into thousands of pieces and sold my soul to fucking Satan himself…
I'm sick of feeling this way…
I'm tired of all the pain…
Make it stop…
Please…
I'm begging you…
Just for now…
Make it all stop…
I'm done… I just want end everything…
Fucking slit my fucking throat open and bleed out as I drink some fucking bleach!
That sounds a little insane doesn't it?
But hey…
This might work…
Maybe I should write a note though…
Just to let everyone know what happened…
To tell them why I did what I did…
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Normal POV
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She stands up and walks to her desk. She dried her eyes and grabbed her favorite black pen. She sat now and sighed.
Even though she had just dried her tears, they were already forming again…
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Lucy's POV
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"I… I don't want to… But… What should I do…?.. I can't stay here anymore… It hurts too much…"
My tears are falling so much harder than before as I write out my note…
"Dear Fairy Tail,
"If you are reading this… That means that I have seriously gone through with my attempt… I'm so, so, so, so, so fucking sorry everyone… I wasn't strong enough to keep going with life… He hurt me to points that I didn't even know was possible…
"I'm not saying this is only his fault though…
"A lot of things that have happened… A lot of things that are going on… All of it is my fault… And I am so, sorry… I just… I break everything I touch… I make everything turn to ashes… It hurts me knowing that I've hurt all of you… But there's nothing I can do take any of it back… I've hurt so many people… But in the end… I still put my feelings first… I never thought of you guys… So I'm really fucking sorry for this… I'm just overly selfish… I know… So… I guess this is goodbye…
"Gray: Thanks for always being like my older brother.
"Juvia: Take care of Gray for me please.
"Erza: Please clear up Jellal's name, he's done nothing wrong.
"Natsu: Have fun and take care of yourself.
"Gajeel: Go for her already.
"Levy: You know what to do.
"And everyone else… Well… I love everyone here…
"Please don't cry… I'm not worth those tears… I've done nothing more than cause everyone pain…
"So… I guess this is goodbye…
"I'll see you guys on the other side…
"Goodbye - Lucy Ashley Heartfilia"
And with that I laid my pen down, folded the paper and placed it into the envelope and signed it to whomever my find it.
Drying my tears once again I go to the kitchen…
A bottle of melatonin, seventeen iron pills, and a knife…
That should be enough right…?..
A large bottle of water and some music…
"Just breathe…" I sighed.
Then pill by pill I began to swallow them all…
My body began to shake after about twenty minutes of finishing the pills…
I lift the knife to my wrist and began to push down into it.
"AHHHH!" I screamed as the blade slowly tore through my skin open.
The blood from the new wound slowly began dripping on the floor. Slowly, but eventually began to go faster as I removed the blade. The pool of blood began to grow on the floor and my vision began to blur…
Before I realised it…
I was on the ground…
Someone holding me…
Screaming my name…
Begging me to wake up…
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Normal POV
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A shadowy figure walked throughout the town…
No one knows who this man is… And this man doesn't know why he's here…
All he knows is that there's something or someone here he want's to protect…
And that's that you guys! Hope you liked it! I love you guys and I'll see you next time!
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