Hey, guys... I'm back... Sorry, I'm late, I know everyone has been waiting for me. Welcome, and I hope you enjoy the chapter!

See you guys at the end!

1. Faery'sConfessions chapter 1 . Apr 13, 2016

This seems like it's going to be really interesting and I LOVE that you're making it a zerlu/zelu fanfic, there aren't many and I Can. Not. Wait. For the next chapter to come out and see what ideas you've come up with for this particular story!

I'm glad you like it, I'll make sure to keep it up!

2. Akira2993 chapter 2 . Jun 18, 2016

Please update Soon!

Here I am!

3. DemonEmpress33 chapter 1 . Jul 29, 2016

love it

Yay!

4. DemonEmpress33 chapter 2 . Jul 29, 2016

when will she meet zeraf ?

Well...assuming you've read my past chapters...

5. Faery'sConfessions chapter 4 . Oct 3, 2016

AHHHHHHHH! Omg I totally wish I had the time to nag you about updating...but I'm sure as we both (sorta..not really) have lives, that can't happen, I can however day it now UPDATE ASAP I fucking love this story(have I said that before) and I must read more, so please get to it as soon as POSSIBLE...LUV YA. THNX :)

I'm so happy you like it! :D

6. princess of hope -Lights chapter 4 . Oct 9, 2016

please update

I'm trying my best!

7. Okazaki Kaito chapter 1 . Jun 2, 2017

When i finished reading the first chapter , it made me cry , it reminded me alot of myself , all of it but the reason it made me cry was because it made me realize something ... Anyway people tell me im an emotional person and i dont agree with it but this fic is amazing... The reality and the emotions from it are overwhelming ... Its genius , its amazing , im glad im reading this now, i think it may have saved me in some wierd way ... Im not sure to be honest ... Anyway , thank you, so much sorry if you think im wierd but seriously ,
thank you...

I'm so glad I messaged you about this and we became friends! I never knew my writing could mean so much to someone. I personally don't respond to the text when I write it or reread it. Is it really that powerful?

8. N Umbra chapter 4 . Aug 6, 2017

Wat da... N more already!

Lol, this actually made me laugh! I'm trying my best!

9. Samira Vongola chapter 4 . Sep 10, 2017

I hope you update soon

I am lol

10. RogueKarma Akashi Ace Ackerman chapter 4 . Oct 18, 2017

This is a good story so far! You left on a cliff hanger (I think) and haven't updated for over a year. Please update soon!

Yeah...sorry about that...Life got a little crazy...

11. arapyanime chapter 5 . Oct 28, 2017

Good fic! You should continue!

I will!

12. Unknown chapter 5 . Aug 6

UPDATE MORE!
PLS!

Let's do it!

I love the reviews guys and I love responding to y'all! Let's keep it comin'!

Now...

Back to the story!

"Leave us, I must talk to her," Zeref spoke.

Laxus waved goodbye and walked out.

"Zeref I-"

"Shh...It's okay, I know," Zeref rubbed Lucy's back and got her to relax.

"I can't kill you..."

Normal POV

"I know you cannot, but you will have to." Zeref pulls back and looks into her eyes. "I am meant to die by your hand, Lucy, you have to."

"But..." Trying to put her words together they ended up dying off into the air surrounding them.

"Lucy, you have to..."

"Who says Zeref? Honestly! Who says? I've actually stopped and talked to you after all the nightmares I've had about either killing you or...or...you know the other one I don't have to say it! Anyway! This is what you choose? Am I really that bad of a person? That you don't want to be with me? I'm that horrible, huh..? Fine!" Lucy started to pull the medical equipment off of her and out of her arms.

"Lucy! What are you doing?!" Zeref shouts.

"I'm leaving. I'm going anywhere but here." She stands from her best and summons Virgo and asks her for clothes. She strips in front of Zeref not even caring while she continues, "First your brother hurts me over and over again, then you. You come into my dreams and treat me amazingly, and when I finally meet you in person! You tell me over and over that I 'have to'!Have to my ass! I don't have to do anything!" Tying her hair into a loose bun she signs herself out of the hospital ignoring the warnings of the doctors.

"Ma'am? Are you sure you're stable enough? You're still pain and the medicine still hasn't completely left your bloodstream.." A nurse spoke, genuinly worried.

Lucy walked up next to the nurse and spoke quiet enough so only she could hear.

"If you'd like, we can go back to the room I was in and I can show you just how much better I'm doing?" The nurse's face turned beet red and she began to studder.

"W-we-well~ I-I mean... N-no! T-that wou-"

"Just kidding~!" Lucy finishes signing her self-checkout sheet and walks out the door followed by Zeref.

"Lucy, I-" He starts, but Lucy cuts him right off.

"We'll meet at my apartment tonight at 9. I'm going to meet Laxus at my place before anything else. Bye." With that, she begins walking away.

Walking to her apartment she calls Laxus on her lacrima and he answers almost immediately.

"What's up sis?"

"Zap to my apartment?"

"I got chu."

She walks into her apartment just as Laxus zaps in.

"Have you talked to Master yet?" She asks sitting on her couch.

"No, not yet."

"Cool, so, instead of you playing messenger, I want to write out a new letter, and give it to Master."

"But..." He knows she has more to say, but is having trouble saying it.

"I want to give it to him, but I don't want anyone to see me."

"Okay, so write the letter, I'll zap you there and we can all talk. There's going to be more than one letter though isn't there...?" He gets up and grabs two Diet Coke's from the fridge handing one to Lucy while she pulls another chair up to her desk.

"Yes, there will be." She sighs.

"To whom?"

"Erza, Gray, Wendy and Charla, Gajeel and Lily, Juvia, Levy, Cana and Mira." Labling the envelopes she began to write. "Oh, and one to the guild." She pulls two more envelopes.

"Sis, you pulled two.." He picks up the second envelope. "Who's this one for?"

"..."

Lucy just sits there and stares.

"Lucy... It's not for him... Right..?"

"I... I... It is..." She finally confessed.

"Are you sure..?"

"...yes..." She whispers.

"Alright. Start writing kiddo."

She looks down at the papers and begins to write.

Let's start with Erza... She thinks.

Sooooooo...I know it's been forever, but shit went down and life sucked...BUT I AM HERE NOW, SO!

I missed you guys!

I have a new poll on my page asking about a sequal. I currently have a story called Life That's Not There and I know I haven't been writing much lately , but I would definetly love to write a sequal to it when I finish that story. There are 5 canidates running for the male that will be pairing with Lucy:

Rufus,

Gray,

Gajeel,

Hibiki, and

Elfman.

Please vote on it! I'd love to know what you guys want to see next!

Also, the next couple of chapters are going to be her letters to them. Depending on the length of the letter, they might be their own chapter, I might have two letter in one chapter though. I should have them firing out like hotcakes off the grill!

Let me know what y'all think in the review section down below!

R&R

See y'all next time!

Love,

E.C.