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See you guys at the end!

Definetly should listen to

Sober - Demi Lovato

"Alright. Start writing kiddo."

She looks down at the papers and begins to write.

Let's start with Erza... She thinks.

Normal POV

Dear Erza,

Oh my gosh Erza, I don't know what to say. I am literally speachless. I'm going to miss you so much, and I love you just as much I'll miss you. You took care of me, held me, loved me and trained me to be an incredible mage. It's because of you that I've made it this far. You mean so much to me. You're like the big sister I never had and I don't think I'd be able to thank you enough for everything you've done.

I promise it'll be okay Erza. I pinky promise it will be.

Hey Erza, I'm going to be leaving soon. Wait! Don't stop reading please! There's so much I have to tell you! Please don't cry... I promise. I'll be okay. Everything is just a little bit messy in my head right now. I've become addicted to many things in the past couple of years. Drugs, pills, alcohol and pain. Don't worry, I got help, so now I don't want you to have to worry anymore.

I got into alcohol after joining Fairy Tail, it kind of numbed everything.

I got into weed after one of my missions and loved the feeling of relaxing.

I got into acid after a one night stand with a man I no longer have the heart to mention.

I got out of acid eventually, but I got into heroine and still haven't put been able to put the needle down.

I got into pills when I couldn't get my needle.

The pain I've been in is because of the man I refuse to mention.

I promise I'll be okay though. I have people taking care of me.

No Erza, I see it in the back of your mind! Stop blaming yourself. You aren't my mother. You can't control or help someone who doesn't want to be helped or help themselves. It's almost impossible.

I think it'll be better for everyone if I disappear. Stop crying Erza. I don't even need to be there to know that you are.

It's okay Erza. I swear it's okay.

I'm sorry I didn't sya goodbye to you. I regret it, but I know if you saw me, you'd stop me. You and a few others would stop me. I don't want to be stopped though. It'll be better for everyone this way. I'm sure of it.

I will always remember the way we met. The way you hugged me. The way we talked and laughed. That all means so much to me Erza! I hope it means something to you too... Can I trust you enough to ask you to watch my apartment? There should be enough rent there for a while.

Wipe those tears Erza. You are one of the strongest girls I know. Straighten up soldier, stiffen that upper lip.

If I give you a song, promise you'll listen to it,

Sober - Demi Lovato

Remember Erza, I don't have an excuse for this, but I do need to be sober for a change.

Thank you for never leaving me. It means a lot to me. You were one of the bestest friends I could've asked for, and I will always love you.

Love you forever,

Lucy Ashley Heartfilia

Goodbye Erza.

P.S. I promise you, I'll become sober Erza.

She folds the letter into thirds and slides it into the envelope.

A single tear falls down her cheek and onto it.

"One down, nine to go Lucy. You can do it." Laxus encourages her.

"I know, I just wish it didn't have to be this way Laxus..."

"Shhh, I know Lucy, I know." He hugs her, "It'll be okay, it's just a few more."

Lucy looks at the clock.

3 pm.

"You know I'm going to become a mess when I write his...right...?" Lucy asks.

"Yes Lucy, I know you will."

I have a new poll on my page asking about a sequal. I currently have a story called Life That's Not There and I know I haven't been writing much lately , but I would definetly love to write a sequal to it when I finish that story. There are 5 canidates running for the male that will be pairing with Lucy:

Rufus,

Gray,

Gajeel,

Hibiki, and

Elfman.

Please vote on it! I'd love to know what you guys want to see next!

Also, the next couple of chapters are going to be her letters to them. Depending on the length of the letter, they might be their own chapter, I might have two letter in one chapter though. I should have them firing out like hotcakes off the grill!

Let me know what y'all think in the review section down below!

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See y'all next time!

Love,

E.C.