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My legs felt like jelly, but I kept them wrapped around him as his lips continued to claim mine. He used his tongue to push open my lips and I let him, never having been Frenched kissed before. I was a little afraid that it would be weird but if anything, it made me hotter. I was more aroused than I had ever been.
If being French kissing always felt this good, I was mad that I hadn't done it before. I was so lost in the kiss that I never noticed when his hand began its decent south. When his hand slipped between my thighs and stroked my personal area on the outside, I froze at the tingling sensation the movements were giving me. I relaxed after a few seconds trying to get a feel about how I feel about what he was doing, I wasn't used to this kind of intimate touching.
Sure, Edward and I had a few great make-out sessions, but nothing ever went this far. He always refused to let me take things too far and French kissing was on his Do-Not list. He said French kissing always gave us the greater chance of him accidentally breaking the skin on my lips or tongue. It frustrated me to know I couldn't tempt him to do something wild like this. It was one of the reasons I thought he wasn't interested in me because he was always so careful not to let me do certain sexual things.
And yes, Jake touched me, but it was always above the waist. I didn't feel like I wanted him to be intimate with me, because in a way back before I fell for Jake it still felt like I was cheating on Edward. But when I fell for Jake I wanted him to touch me in every way and although I had tried on a few occasions to get him to do more, he was always a gentleman and wanted to wait. He said planning things never worked out, so he wanted us to go with the flow, but he still wanted to make sure we had 'protection'. Then Victoria happened, and he just stopped touching me all together. It frustrated me and hurt me to know she was the reason we were no longer together.
Until I learned about him being a wolf and Phiona. Now I blame the existence of Vampires and the forces of Imprinting.
Now I was glad because I knew nothing would compare to this. I was glad I had never done something like this with them, because if I had I think I wouldn't have enjoyed it as much.
His lips were magic on my neck and his hand felt wonderful where it was at. I knew I wanted more but I also knew I wasn't ready, especially out here at the beach in the water. In the middle of the open where anyone can see, especially my cousins. My legs were starting to go numb from the combination of the freezing water and being tightly wrapped around Damon's waist.
"Do you want to stop?" Always the sweet guy. Something didn't feel right though, something was off. His voice was off. It was too soft, and he sounded like he cared. His body also didn't seem as muscled as it did minutes ago.
"Matt, please don't stop." I was begging? He smirked and pulled me tighter to his body. When did Matt come into the picture? Where did Damon go?
The air whooshed and then we were naked in his bed. The bed was soft, and the sheets were warm. There were candles burning everywhere in the room and the light was dimmed low to cast a soft glow on our bodies. When did this happen? Confusion swept through me, but I couldn't complain with the feelings he was giving me.
"Hey, you got to share." There was no mistaking that voice; Damon. But what was he doing here? When did he join us? Wasn't he the one I was in the water to begin with?
He was behind me, kissing my neck and kneading my right breast. Matt was making kisses down my stomach and his hands were on my ass. My body was so hot I thought it was on fire. I could feel something poking into me and I knew I should be freaking out that Damon's shaft was pressing into my backside, but it just turned me on more. It felt silky soft yet hard and powerful. I wanted to catch a glimpse of it but the two of them held me in place, so they could have their way with me.
Matt's lips were so close to where I needed them I thought I would start crying, I was in desperate need of a release. Just as his lips got to where I wanted him to be an annoying buzzing kept going off. Where was it coming from?
"Bella?" Matt was calling me, but I couldn't understand why. "Bella?" I looked around for him, but he was gone, so wasn't Damon. "Bella?"
I sat up and looked around me. Matt and I were parked outside of the boarding house and not in his bed with Damon doing things. I groaned in frustration as I realized it was all a dream and although wonderful, I was now left hot and bothered and needed a relief asap.
Why was I here instead of my house? If I was at home I could pull out the toy Alice bought me one day after about the 10th time Edward refused to sleep with me and left me alone to go hunt. She said she felt sorry for me because she knew what I needed and her ass for a brother would never give it to me until I was changed. I was so embarrassed to take it but then she showed me her collection and the embarrassment wasn't so bad. I had never used it because I still hoped Edward, then Jake would change their minds. But here, I needed it and would have used it for the first time because there was no way I was going to make it through the night if the dream returned. I mean I could always use my hand, but I wouldn't dare do this in someone else's house. What if I got caught, the embarrassment would kill me for sure.
"Why are we here?" He chuckled at me as I rubbed the sleep from my eyes.
"Don't you remember? We all agreed to crash here instead of having to drive around town dropping everyone off. Plus, you agreed to go shopping with the girls tomorrow early morning." I nodded, barely remembering what had happened after Damon and I joined the others.
We grabbed our bags and went inside. Everyone else was already here but no one was in sight.
"Where is everyone?" I asked taking a seat on the couch. I kicked off my shoes and pulled my feet up under me.
"Everyone already headed up to bed, I'll show you one of the guest rooms." I followed him but was lost in my own little bubble.
After Damon and mine little make-out session in the water, we joined everyone else. I was relieved that it was dark out, so I was sure no one saw a thing, or I would have been very embarrassed. I sat with Matt and we chatted for a while, while eating smores and a bunch of other foods. I kept laughing at the stories Matt was telling me and eventually everyone else joined in. We ended up leaving around midnight.
I asked to ride with Matt again and the look on Damon's face said he didn't like it. He had a crossed look between anger and jealousy. Well at least I thought he looked jealous. I never knew since the only person that ever-showed jealousy over me was Jake. He couldn't stand me dating Edward, but he did a good job at hiding it most of the time.
Clumsy me ended up tripping while gathering my things and fell right into Matt, which caused us to fall to the floor. I landed on top of his chest and thanked him for catching my fall. At first, we laughed and then something happened. He swept my hair behind my ear and told me I looked beautiful and because the fire was still going, he got a good look at the blush that tinted my face red.
I smiled at him and got his dimpled boy smile in return. I didn't know what was happening, but I knew I should have stopped it once I saw the determined look in his eyes. But the slight pull I felt toward Matt made me wonder where this was going to go. He leaned up as I leaned down and just as our lips touched, smoke filled our lungs. We looked up to see Damon putting out the fire, he seemed in a jolly mood, even though the strain in his voice when he apologized told me how he was really feeling. I glared at him and Matt just helped me up and helped me gather my things.
When we met up at the cars, Elena suggested we all just stay at the boarding house since everyone was tired. Even though I knew I should have gone home, I agreed with everyone else. I started talking about not having extra clothes which ended with me agreeing to an early morning shopping trip. I guess I ended up falling asleep in the car because that dream was too good to be true.
I bumped into the wall, or I thought it was the wall. I looked up to find bright blue eyes at me, he was clearly intrigued with something, or should I say someone.
"Matt I'll show her to her room if that's OK." Matt didn't say anything, he just nodded and headed off. I heard a door slam somewhere down the hall and knew Matt wasn't too happy right now. "I was wondering if you'd like to stay in my room?"
"No offense Damon but I'm not going to be a notch on your belt. I may have kissed you but that doesn't mean I'm just going to sleep with you. Besides, the last time I was in your bed didn't go as I expected it too." He chuckled at me and I didn't know what was so funny.
"Did I ever mention anything about having sex?" He did have a point there. "I knew you wanted me, but this just proves how much." I didn't know what to say. I did let a small chuckle escape as I gave him a slight push, his smile was hypnotizing.
"Lead me to your room." I didn't want to make it sound like a death sentence, but I couldn't help that it came out that way. His eyes clouded over before they became clear again and I knew he wasn't happy with me. He pointed to the door next to him. "This is your room?" He nodded and grabbed a button-down shirt from the closet.
"I thought we could start over and where better to do it than where it began." I nodded as he handed me the shirt. "Since you don't have clothes. I promise to behave and not touch you." I smiled and walked into the connecting bathroom.
When I came out he was already under the covers. He wasn't wearing a shirt and I could just see him without pants since there was no outline of anything material like. His arms were behind his head and he was staring up at himself in the mirror on the ceiling.
"So, what do you think?" He looked my way and he just couldn't look away. I could see his Adam's Apple bob as he took a big gulp. "It's a little big, but very comfortable." I had to roll the sleeves up a little since the covered my hands. The shirt stopped mid-thigh but at least it covered my butt. I also left a few of the top buttons open so you could see the tops of the mounds of my breast.
My hair was down and wildly curly and messy. My hair looked as if I had just been tossed around the bed for hours. I loved how wild it looked and it helped the sex appeal I was going for. I wanted Damon to beg me for what we both wanted. I also want him to regret turning me away the first time.
"It looks great, you should wear my clothes more often. I wouldn't mind if it meant this feeling never went away" I smiled and climbed into bed beside him so that he was closest to the door. I felt better knowing if anyone tried to come in, he would be the one to get killed first.
I know that was an awful thing to think about. But I was a survivor. And I didn't survive multiple vampire attacks, two deadly broken hearts, and high school, just to dye by an intruder.
He pulled me close to him, so I had no choice but to lay my head on his chest. I wrapped my left arm around his waist and threw my left leg over his legs. I was right of course, no pants but he did have on boxers. His heat seeped into me and too soon I was asleep again