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I didn't leave the party until 3 in the morning, which is when the party ended. I was extremely tired, and I wanted desperately to climb into bed with Damon. If we had gone to bed earlier than now then I didn't plan on "sleeping" but having some fun with him behind locked doors. But now I just wanted to climb into his big bed and fall asleep, knowing in the morning he would let me down. But, unfortunately for me, he took that girl to his room.

I don't really know what they were doing, and I don't think I want to know. I just know how hot Damon was and I knew how skilled he was when it came to physical activities. Any girl would give their right arm for a night in his bed and I have seen many girls try, sometimes they tried a little too hard and it was funny. The girls and I would laugh about it for hours about their stunts, especially the disgusted expression on his face.

Although I knew he was a grown man and he could do anything he wanted, I still didn't feel comfortable knowing he was locked away in his room with another chick. I knew I didn't like it one bit the second I saw them go up the stairs together. I could just picture them having hot steamy sex as he sank his glorious teeth into her creamy white neck. I could just hear the moans she was making as he brought her to her climax.

I should have brought Matt into my room and had my way with him. It would have been nice to get off but then I would also have known if Matt and I were compatible sexually. We could have a nice connection now but when we had sex, it could be horrible. We could decide not to stay together for the fact that sex with one another was never going to work out. I would never use Matt for anything because of how nice he is to me, but ever since I had sex for the first time, I couldn't believe what I was missing.

The fact that I went so long without sex was a mystery. I knew matt would be ok with having sex with me. But I didn't think he was the type of guy to have a one-night stand and I wasn't ready to be fully committed to him just yet. I still wanted to have my fun and explore all options. I already had my heart broken twice, I didn't want to give it away again so easily. And Matt was the type of guy, you could lose your heart too in an instant. So right now, sex with him was a very bad idea.

I tossed onto my side and punched my pillow, trying hard to get comfortable so I could fall asleep and wake to a brand-new day. I was stuck in the bedroom Elena made for me, and although it was warm and invited, I metaphorically was freezing my ass of while she had my night, in his bed. The sheets and comforter were cold and not very inviting, but it was either this or sleep in the main room with like 30 other people and there was just no way.

I had changed into a t-shirt and shorts leaving my bra off. Since the shirt was black you wouldn't be able to see much in case anyone decided to walk into the room unannounced. I wouldn't be surprised if someone did come in here, it has happened before. I only brought the clothes as a precaution for after I had my dirty way with Damon.

I laid in bed staring at the ceiling, wishing myself to sleep but there was no hope as I continued to think about what Damon was doing with that girl. With her perfect blond hair and emerald green eyes. With her high full breast and perfect figure. I couldn't help but imagine how he hit the jackpot with her and how she would be here in the morning claiming to be his new girlfriend.

I knew I should never had had sex with him so fast, but I was tired of being the 19-year-old virgin. Plus, I was tired of wondering what the other girls were talking about whenever we brought up Steph and Tyler and giddy moves. Plus, I could never regret what I did with him and how we did it. It was a wonderful and beautiful time that I will always look back on. But I knew I could easily lose my heart to Damon as well and he was not the type of guy who would lose his heart to me.

I tossed on a sweater and some joggers, ready to go for a walk, when my door swung open and Damon stood there in sweats that hung low in his hips. I could see the happy trail of fine black hair that went from his belly button down into his pants. He was barefoot and shirtless, and he looked so hot. He didn't seem out of breath or sweaty and there was no smell coming from him.

He quirked an eyebrow at me and took small steps toward me.

I quickly jumped back on the bed as he came closer. He stopped on the side of the bed and didn't come any closer, it felt like he was taunting me. I sat up on the bed and pushed back until my back hit the wall, knees folded under me. Although I was cornered, I didn't feel the least bit scared. He smirked at me but didn't join me on the bed.

"And where did you think you were going? Drunk half out of your mind, I'm betting." He was so adorable being all concerned…and was that a slight bit of anger I detected.

"I couldn't sleep so I was going to go for a walk. And I stopped drinking hours ago, I knew I needed to be sober without a hang-over in the morning." I answered pointing at the 2 full water bottles on the night stand, then at the 3 empty ones on the other night stand.

I stopped drinking about midnight and have been drinking bottled waters ever since. I even managed to drink a cup of coffee which is probably part of the reason why I couldn't sleep. I didn't want to have a hangover it he morning when I went home, Charlie would kill me. I knew he would give me the drink smart lecture and how I was under aged and he would especially get mad over the fact that I drove home still slightly intoxicated.

"Why are you in here?" He asked softly but I knew that he knew the answer to his own question. He just wanted to hear me say the words, but I wouldn't give him the satisfaction entirely.

"You had company and I wasn't going to interrupt you. I was having fun dancing with Matt all night and figured you deserve to have fun as well." I whispered knowing if I spoke loudly, whoever was in the next room will probably hear us and come investigating. He laughed at me and in a flash had me pinned to the bed.

Our legs entwined while our fingers interlocked. It was both a sexual position and an intimate position. I loved the feel of his body pressing down on me, the heat felt both amazing and overwhelming. I needed to lose some layers.

"She wasn't company, she was dinner." He whispered as he stared at me. My mouth opened as I registered what he was saying. "I won't take from you what you aren't willing to give. After I bit you the other day, I felt sick about doing it without your permission. I never wanted to do it, but you brought out something fierce in me and I just couldn't help it. And I would never compel you to give me something, I want you willing foe everything."

"So, if I told you to only feed from me...you'd stop feeding from the other girls?" I asked, an idea already forming in my head. He nodded and smiled at me then softly kissed me. I knew I would be ok if he wanted to feed from me because when he bit me earlier I was in bliss. I know it was very wrong to enjoy something so unnerving, but I did.

The bite without the burn. It was like getting everything I wanted but more. I didn't have to choose between becoming a vampire and losing my family or staying human but till living my life to the fullest with a vampire.

"I told you, the things I feel for you are...different. Before I wouldn't have cared and would have fed from you without question. I would have taken what I wanted, not caring how you felt, and it wouldn't have been just you, it would have been many girls. But ever since I first laid eyes on you, I haven't taken anyone for sex or to eat…except tonight. But I only took what I needed, nothing more you minx." He looked me straight in the eyes as he said that, and I knew he wasn't lying.

"I thought...You hurt me tonight by being with her. I don't know what this...thing is...but I know that I have an ugly green monster on my back when you're with another girl. So, from now on I don't want you feeding from anyone but me. I kind of enjoyed when you bit me earlier and I've always been ok with weird. When you were dancing with that girl, it made me do things I never thought I would do; I danced with Edward. And if he had stayed I am afraid to think about what would have happened." He smiled at me and kissed me.

"No more girls then. No more ugly green monsters on either of our backs. No more Matt and I sure as hell better not see Edward all over you again." I looked at him shocked because I thought he had been ok with Matt and me. The whole Edward thing I could understand, after last night I will not be drinking any time soon. "The way you feel about girls is the way I feel about Matt. And what I feel about your sparkly ex is twice as bad. I hate that guy and I wanted so bad to take you away from him, but I was not going to make a scene. I don't like this feeling, it's new to me. I hate feeling like any minute I am going to rip him apart and burn the pieces. I hate trying to get your attention knowing everyone wants you with him. I especially hate the way he looks at you." I beamed up at him and he chuckled. I was happy to hear these words because I was starting to feel weird about this love triangle.

"You want me, like all of me? But what happened to letting me have my fun with Matt? And what about this thing between you, Elena, and Katherine?" I teased, and he groaned. I could feel the rumble from his chest and it made me laugh even more. He dipped his head to rest in the crook of my neck. His breath was hot, even against my heated skin.

"After this morning there will be no experimenting with him or any other guy. And although I did, at one point, have feelings for both ladies, you changed that. Elena is nothing more than my sister and Katherine can rot in Hell for all I care. She means nothing to me." He kissed me deeply. "I want you, just you, more than I care to admit." He whispered in my ear and then he proceeded to show me just how much he wanted me.