Warnings: adult content

Chapter 4:

Rage

"Are you sure you can handle this Waverly?" Nicole said as she maneuvered the shuttle to the coordinates.

It had taken a lot of arguing with Dolls because he insisted even more fiercely than Wynonna that he should go instead of her plus the repairs and various triage centers were incredibly time consuming, so Nicole hadn't had a moment to ask Waverly.

"You should relax Captain, you're really stressed."

"Well my brand new ship needs about seven hours of repairs and a third of the crew is injured."

"Any deaths?"

"None thankfully but Ensign Gardner is in bad shape."

Waverly sighed deeply. "She sacrificed herself for Lieutenant Hardy. His feelings of despair and guilt were pretty suffocating. I trust Dr. Chetri though. I think he will save her."

"He's one of the best doctors in Starfleet," Nicole said. "She's in good hands."

"Wynonna's doing better," Waverly said. "Nothing a dermal regenerator couldn't fix. She had a cracked rib, it was repaired easily. She just needs one day of rest."

"Glad to hear it," Nicole said. "But you're changing the subject."

Waverly hesitated. "It's hard to explain the process when Angels take in someone else's rage and anger."

"Didn't you take my anger at Shea?"

Waverly smiled. "That's different Captain. You didn't want to murder Shea. It was just plain anger, not...rage."

"And what happens when you take in rage?" Nicole said.

"There's no danger to my life, by the time we return to Purgatory it will have passed," Waverly said. "But you will have to contain me in a force field."

"Contain you?"

"In our earliest days Angels were slaves to their hormones and emotions just like humans," Waverly said. "Rage is a natural basic instinctive emotion and from a young age we learn to manage it and cleanse it because rage can trigger all of them."

"All of them?"

Waverly nodded. "Every basic natural instinct. Rage. Happiness. Sadness." Waverly gulped. "L-lust."

"The force field is not for your safety is it?" Nicole said.

Waverly shook her head. "It's for yours."

...

King Anyarka looked grumpy and angry as Nicole and Waverly were escorted to his chamber. Royal guards surrounded the entire room and a few ambassadors were standing near him.

"We have received communication from the Starship Destiny," one of the ambassadors said. "They have everything ready to negotiate and hold the trial for Ambassador Sario."

"So let's get this over with so I won't KILL HIM RIGHT NOW!" King Anyarka bellowed slamming his fist on a table and making the ambassadors scatter away from him in terror.

Waverly stepped forward but Nicole stopped her. "Thank you for having us your majesty," Nicole said with a Federation greeting. "Counselor Earp will take your pain shortly but this will take quite a toll on her and I will have to transport us out of here immediately. With your permission of course."

"Yeah yeah yeah whatever let's do it!" King Anyarka said annoyed.

Nicole nodded to Waverly who walked up to King Anyarka and said, "May I have your hand your majesty?"

Several royal guards tensed up and gripped their weapons. Nicole moved her hand to her phaser hanging on her belt but made no further movement. King Anyarka gripped Waverly's hand roughly and Waverly closed her eyes to focus.

Rage. Anger. Hate. Pain. Devastation. Loss. Betrayal. Heartbreak. Rage. So much rage.

Waverly gasped loudly and staggered backwards into Nicole's arms. King Anyarka looked stunned then a smile broke out on his face. "It's gone! Counselor! You did it!"

"We must go now your highness," Nicole said. "Thank you for having us."

"Safe Journey Captain," King Anyarka said with a worried expression.

Nicole clicked her combadge, "shuttle Shortys, energize."

Blue light surrounded them and she felt the rush of being dematerialized and materialized again in the center of the shuttle.

Waverly was panting hard as she crumpled down to her knees. Nicole crouched down in front of her and saw Waverly's eyes pitch black and sweat sliding down her face.

"F-force f-field," Waverly said through gritted teeth. "N-now."

Nicole moved Waverly to the bench in the back of the shuttle then rushed to the console in the front. There was an electric zap and a small blue field appeared in front of the bench blocking Waverly off from the front.

Moments later Waverly let out a feral cry of rage and lashed out at the force field only to be hit square on and sent flying back. She hit the force field with closed fists non stop for twenty minutes before she dropped to the floor laughing hysterically.

Nicole who had been flying the shuttle put the controls on autopilot and went to sit in front of the force field across from Waverly.

"Are you okay?" Nicole said softly.

Waverly dark eyes looked her. They looked almost entirely black as if the whites of her eyes had completely disappeared. "A captain sitting on the ground?"

"I'm worried about you Waverly."

"Then put down this force field," Waverly cooed seductively sliding her hands into her midsection and lifting her uniform shirt up. "Touch me Nicole."

Nicole gulped nervously. "You know I can't."

"I can feel that you want to," Waverly said.

"What I want doesn't matter," Nicole said her voice a bit hoarse as Waverly pushed her pants down.

"Did you know that all angels are intersex?" Waverly said releasing her very ready erection from her underwear.

Nicole gulped. "I d-did know that."

"I'm different though," Waverly said. "I'm not intersex all the time because of my humanity. Human females get menstrual cycles, well I get those cycles but I do not bleed, I just become intersex like regular angels. The rest of the time I'm just a regular human female."

"You don't seem to be happy with that."

Waverly snorted derisively. "On Angelus I was different, always fucking different. Five days out of every month I could be like them. And now I'm here on a Federation Starship with so many different types of species where the fact that I'm different makes me...normal."

Nicole looked into her eyes. "You're beautiful."

Waverly's eyes cleared up for a moment then she said, "you're beautiful too Nicole. I want you to touch me, s-so so bad. But you can't."

Nicole bit her lip and nodded. "I would never take advantage of you like that."

Waverly shook her head so viciously Nicole was afraid she would hit the force field. "I know that Nicole," she breathed. "You can't because your career is so important to you."

Nicole's breath hitched. Her body hummed with arousal and it took effort to keep herself grounded.

Waverly let out a cry and arched her back high. When she opened her eyes they were pitch black again, the feral snarl returned to her face, and she purred, "You don't wanna touch me? FINE! Then watch."

Nicole gulped nervously and shifted uncomfortably.

Waverly smirked as her hand gripped her exposed cock and stroked it once. "Ooo Captain are you wet?"

Nicole just stared unmoving and quiet.

"How I wish this hand was yours," Waverly breathed stoking her cock slowly. "Seven inches. Pretty impressive right?"

Nicole didn't respond or move at all.

"I wish this was your mouth," Waverly crooned stroking firmly enough to make a soft slapping sound. "Taking me in all the way. Wet. Warm. Your tongue swirling around my tip."

Her hand moved faster and Nicole watched quietly as if in a trance. Waverly's hips angled up and a long cry escaped her throat. Long streams of cum shot out from her cock and landed on her bare thighs. Waverly continued pumping her cock through it all moaning and trembling.

Nicole watched entranced not even daring to breathe when Waverly collapsed back on the floor panting heavily. Waverly opened her eyes shocked and a bit confused and Nicole immediately knew the rage had gone through her system.

Nicole remained silent as Waverly got her bearings together and looked down at herself and immediately started crying.

Nicole brought down the forcefield on a nearby panel and handed Waverly a small towel.

"Captain," she said in agony. "I'm so sorry."

"Not your fault," Nicole said. "Come on clean yourself up."

Waverly nodded wordlessly and cleaned up quickly and fixed her clothes as Nicole turned away. Waverly finished up and threw away the towel then sat on the ground facing away.

"Captain," Waverly said softly.

"Waverly," Nicole interrupted. "Turn around."

Waverly hesitated and turned around where she saw Nicole kneeling in front of her. "I don't need empathic powers to know that you must be feeling so much guilt but this wasn't something you could control."

"I," Waverly said between a soft sob. "M-made you...watch."

Nicole shook her head. "You were locked in a force field. You didn't make me do anything."

Waverly sobered for a moment and looked into Nicole's eyes. The emotions came in like a wave so strong it made her gasp loudly. "Y-you w-wanted to?" She breathed.

Nicole didn't respond she just touched Waverly's face gently then leaned in and kissed her lips.

The kiss became frantic almost instantly. Waverly moaned anxiously and gripped Nicole's neck fiercely as she slid her tongue into Nicole's mouth.

Nicole responded immediately gripping Waverly's hips and swirling their tongues around.

...

*flashback*

Waverly threw the vase against the wall shattering instantly. She yelled in anger as tears slid down her eyes.

"Waverly."

Waverly turned around panting loudly, eyes pitch black with rage. Julian seemed completely unaffected by the outburst as he stepped forward and gripped Waverly's shoulders.

"You need to calm down Waverly,"

Waverly must have been 13 or so. "I'm tired of them making fun of me!"

"Who's making fun of you?"

"All the other angels at school!" Waverly cried stomping her feet angrily. "I'm different father. I can't do the stuff normal angels can do. I don't even have the same equipment!"

"It's okay to be different Waverly," Julian said caressing Waverly's face. "Why would you want to be the same as anyone else? Michelle was a strong and beautiful woman and what made me fall head over heels for her was the fact that she was different. Take those differences you have from everyone else and use them as a strength. Your differences make you strong. Unique. Beautiful."

Waverly's eyes changed to their normal status and a hopeful expression crossed her face. "You think I'm...beautiful?"

Julian smiled and kissed her forehead lovingly. "The most beautiful girl I've ever seen."

*flashback end*

...

Nicole gasped as a Waverly broke the kiss and their connection.

"Purgatory to Shuttlecraft Shortys, respond please."

Dolls voice seemed to echo in the small space and Nicole and Waverly were slightly dazed still from the intensity of their kiss and that wayward memory.

They looked down and saw that Waverly was lying flat on her back with Nicole firmly on top of her.

Nicole hurriedly got off of Waverly and answered the call. "Haught here. Report."

"Purgatory repairs are complete and the USS Destiny has taken Ambassador Sario and departed to Anyarka," Dolls said. "We see that you are about five minutes away should we meet you and tractor you in?"

"Yes Dolls please do so," Nicole said. "How are the injured crewmen? How is Ensign Gardner?"

"Everyone healed, only three have restrictive duties until cleared by Dr. Chetri including Lieutenant Earp," Dolls said. "Gardner is out of the woods. She will still need several facial reconstruction surgeries so she will be remaining in sick bay for a week."

"Thank you Commander, good job on your first assignment as acting captain," Nicole said. "Go ahead and tractor us in."

"Aye Captain," Dolls said. "Thank you very much."

"Captain?"

Nicole tensed and turned to Waverly. Waverly felt her dread and sadness and stopped her before she could say anything.

"I know captain," she said. "Your focus is your career. You cannot be with a subordinate crew member on your ship. What we did, that kiss, it meant nothing."

"No," Nicole said gripping Waverly's hands. "We cannot be together it's true and its best if we keep our distance from now on, but get this straight Waverly Earp, that kiss did not mean nothing. It meant everything."

...

"First official mission and you end up on bed rest," Waverly said with a smile snuggling up beside Wynonna on the sofa of her quarters.

Wynonna laughed softly and draped her arm lovingly around her sister's shoulders. "I'm really glad I finally get to spend some time with you babygirl."

"You only had to get injured to make it happen," Waverly said. "The Captain was very nice to give me some time off to spend with you."

"I'm sure it was Dolls who convinced her," Wynonna said. "I told him I really wanted to see you."

Waverly felt a rush of emotions from Wynonna at the mention of his name. Lust. Love. Affection. "You're in love with Commander Dolls?"

Wynonna snorted her laughter and shook her head. "I still forget you can do that. Yes I do love him. He is one of my husbands."

Waverly looked at her surprised. "One of?"

Wynonna nodded. "My other husband is Doc."

Waverly felt the same string of emotions and smiled. "You love him too."

"He was more complicated though," Wynonna said. "He was dating the revenant, Rosita."

Waverly looked stunned.

Wynonna nodded. "Yep. She grew up with Champ Hardy. I do feel bad that I stole her man. I know she hates both of us."

Waverly sighed. "It's not safe to have a revenant who holds resentment."

Wynonna nodded. "Probably."

"Hardy is not doing too good either," Waverly said. "And Gardner is worse."

"Poor Mercedes," Wynonna said with a heavy sigh. "Jeremy is trying his best but I think her face will never be the same again."

Waverly nodded. "And Hardy is wallowing in guilt."

"You have your work cut out for you don't ya?"

Waverly laughed. "That's just the beginning. Since I returned from Anyarka I already had twenty crew members who claim to have PTSD."

Wynonna looked at her bewildered. "Seriously? We've only had one battle!"

"Yeah," Waverly said. "My office hours are completely booked out for the next two weeks."

"I prefer you there right next to Jeremy then on the bridge," Wynonna said grabbing Waverly's hand. "It's just so dangerous."

"Anywhere on the ship is dangerous Nonna," Waverly said with a pout. "If deck 4 was hit directly..."

"I know I know but most enemies aim for the bridge," Wynonna said. "Anyways I'm glad I got a night in with you before your crazy work schedule begins."

"Me too," Waverly said. "When do you go back to work?"

"One more day of rest and then I begin my shift with a mess hall rotation."

Waverly laughed. "You got punished already Wynonna?"

"I was late for duty."

Waverly laughed and shook her head in mock disapproval. She reached into her small duffle bag and pulled out a small platform.

"Is that a holographic projector?" Wynonna said as Waverly placed it on the table.

"I've been waiting for the right moment," Waverly said nervously. "Um Wynonna..." Waverly paused her eyes filling with tears.

Wynonna knew before she even said it. "How did mom die?"

"Disease," Waverly said. "The doctors tried their best but it was too advanced."

Wynonna felt a wave a grief and tears started sliding down her face. "I figured when I stopped receiving coded transmissions from her."

"She was sending you messages?"

Wynonna nodded solemnly. "When did she die? I was 18 when the transmissions stopped."

"Sounds about right," Waverly said. "I was 12."

"Is that..." Wynonna bit her lip and pointed to the projector with her head.

"A message for you," Waverly said.

"Play it," Wynonna said.

Waverly looked at Wynonna, crying with her because her grief was so powerful. She had worked with her father for three years to get over her mother's death so she knew the grief wasn't her own.

"Don't take it away," Wynonna said softly. "I want to grieve."

Waverly nodded and sent calming emotions to her. "I never take away grief, it's important. But I can help to ease the pain."

Wynonna smiled through the tears. "I feel that. Thank you Waverly."

"I'll leave you to your message..."

"No stay with me."

"Are you sure?"

Wynonna nodded. "Play it."

Waverly clicked the button and small holographic version of their mother appeared. Wynonna let out a small cry of distress and Waverly continued to send calming emotions.

"Hi Wynonna," the holographic Michelle said, "if you're seeing this then I have left this world. I'm sure Waverly will get it to you somehow. My dear Wynonna everyday without you has been so difficult. I've thought about you every single day and I have no doubt that you will be the best pilot in the galaxy. I'm sorry I won't be there to see it. One day you and Waverly will be reunited and I know you will have the most beautiful relationship. I just took the time to make this for you so you could have something of me, so you could always remember that your mom loves you much and always has. I am proud of you beyond words and there's nothing in the world I want more than to hug you tightly. I love you Wynonna, always."

The holograph disappeared and Wynonna started sobbing as Waverly hugged her close. They stayed like that until they fell asleep snuggled close on the couch.

AN:

Had to add (Sexy AF) Gooverly :3 Thank you for reading!