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Chapter Nineteen

Narcissa

The pompous part of me was under delusions of grandeur that he wouldn't affect me anymore. Well, I couldn't be farther from the truth. As soon as I seen his photo and the headline my magic was flaring, both in anger and fear.

When Bella died after having the Black Family magic for all of ten minutes and this godforsaken magic jumped to my own core, it had been difficult to adjust. Being in Azkaban didn't help the confusion and anger I was feeling. It was only after it flared out of me when a guard tried to stick his hand into my jumpsuit.

The shock to his body flew him across my cell and he ended up with broken collarbone and concussion for his troubles. Ever since I had been released I had been fighting against myself and hearing about Lucius filled me with that same anger and fear in my blood that is taking everything in me to contain.

He was in Azkaban, I had been safe and had gotten too comfortable. It was most definitely too much to expect Lucius to just forgive and forget everything, most importantly giving evidence against him. I don't know his reasons for escaping but it most certainly was not to gain just his freedom, it wouldn't surprise me if he came after me.

After his stint in Azkaban following Siriuss death he had come out a shell of his former self and whenever the Dark Lord took his frustrations of failure out on Lucius it in turn, nearly always came back to bite me in the arse. After dark he would come to my private wing in the manor, ranting and raving like a madman cursing me left and right before that wasn't enough and inevitably tried to prove his masculinity and assert his dominance over me sexually. Although his ability seemed to have been taken from him also which further frustrated him and he ended up using all manner of magic on me.

I had been brought up by my mother, Druella Black was a force to be reckoned with and made Walburga look like the Easter Bunny. She had made it clear to me from a very young age that I had a duty to my family, I needed to present myself as an immeasurable lady and nothing else. I was allowed hobbies of course but I needed to be as eligible as I could for my future husband.

No one knew of my proclivity for the female form except Severus, having caught me kissing Isabella Zabini in my fifth year he was the only soul who knew that side of me. It had formed a strange friendship between us which was one of my main reasons for naming Severus as Dracos Godfather.

Much to my complete anger my contract was signed with Lucius Malfoy I was told to suck it up and produce an heir, be a wife and nothing more. I did not sit idle for it was my one wand to complete extended studies and thankfully my father allowed it. For the past twenty years I studied anything and everything I could get my hands on and tried to aim for my life beyond Lucius. Although now that it is here, I have no idea what is next.

Over the course of our marriage I had been broken by my husband and the only reason I wasn't dead was because of my boy. This is not the life I would have chosen for myself, it was not the future I had envisioned all those years ago as a naive young woman.

Still the fear was present, the fear of his name and the flashbacks of everything I had endured as Lady Malfoy. All of it came flooding back at the mere mention of his name and that pissed me off more than I would allow myself to show.

A door creaking behind me broke me out of my head having expected Hermiones face I instead was shocked to find the brightest green eyes staring back at me, his entire personality showed no doubt in his parentage.

"Did Hermione send you to check up on me?" Harry shook his head and tentatively came further into my classroom, he really was a kind boy.

"Draco asked me to stop by. Are you alright?" I honestly didn't know how to answer him and I don't know if he even expected me to reply because he continued on walking to come stand in front of me.

"I won't sit here and pretend like I understand what you went through with him in that houseNarcissa but, if you want to talk

I am here?" I smiled at him and handed him a glass of Sparkling water before inviting him to sit down.

"Well considering the trials most of my skeletons are out floating in the public eye already, my life has became a bit of an open book as they say. You know the kind of family we have descended from Harry, they were not a pleasant bunch, the Malfoys were just as bad if not worse." He took a sip and just sat there letting me talk buff piping in when he deemed it appropriate.

" From the way Sirius described the House of Black I find it strange. Albeit most of them are dead but ai have met more decent menbers of the Black family than not. Sirius, Andromeda, you, Regulus and Tonks. Of course I don't know what happened to Bellatrix to create that insanity." I laughed slightly but he apologised halfheartedly.

"It feels suffocating, growing up in that family. Bellatrix was the oldest and took on the majority of our punishments as a child. My mother was not able to provide any male heirs and she only saw Bella as a troublesome child and would never marry. Essentially be a failure to the family, so she was sold to Lestrange at Seventeen. Bella was always darker than Andy and I, more prone to bouts of nonsense and crazy. She lost her mind somewhere along the way and saddled me with the Black Family magic which always feels tainted." He clocked his head to the side in confusion.

Each person with every generation is granted the honour if you can call it that of carrying on the Black Magic. Bella had it, that is why she killed Sirius in the Department of Mysteries. She killed him for his magic, but the magic jumped to Nymphadora and that is why she killed her at the Battle." Tears were beginning to show on his cheeks as he held onto my hand.

" She was insane for a long time but this thirst for what she believed was hers, it was manic and chaotic but if she didn't receive until the final battle and when Molly Wesley killed her an hour later I for sure thought it was going to jump to Andy but somehow it deemed different I don't know in what but I felt weaker than ever after getting it. My whole time I Azkaban was spent trying to adjust to the feel of Bellatrixs magic. It too was suffocating." He gripped tighter and I could tell he had more questions for me.

"Anyway in the end Abraxus Malfoy was manipulative, sexist, egotistical and horrid. Women were nothing but window dressing to him and as such that is what I became. A trophy on his arm, I have been brutalised, victimised and treated as lesser for all my life and finally, finally when I am free and statring to get a handle on my magic the universe throws me back down and I return to the scared little girl that I was when I married Lucius." He took both of my hands and eveloped them in his own before smiling brightly at me.

"You are one of the strongest people I have had the pleasure of coming into contact with. Everything you have endured should have broken men twice as big as you but, from the perseverance you have shown he doesn't stand a chance because now you have people in your corner to fight with you. Siriuss would be proud of you Narcissa and I know if there was any sanity in Bellatrixs at all she would too. Not to mention Hermione would kill me if anything happened to you." He finished with a laugh before hugging me close to him and I couldn't stop my arms from wrapping around the young man.

"Hey, get your mitts off my girlfriend." Entering the room Hermione had the largest grin on her face before coming over and pressing a kiss on my forehead and plonking down on the arm of the couch.

"I have to go meet Draco but I will see you later." I nodded to him and he smirked at Hermione as she flipped him the bird before coming and sitting down beside me in a heap.

"Are you alright?" I nodded and pulled her around until she was straddling me and kissed her with as much passion and need as possible. Everything would work out in the end. As she wound her arms around my neck I could feel everything pulsing under my skin.

Our magic moulding together like this was something I never thought I would ever get to experience and I knew in this moment I would protect her until my dying breath. As we parted I rested my forehead on her own and touched her lips with my thumb.

"What's wrong?" For years I had prided myself in my ability to hide my emotions from the masses and yet this little Gryffindor could read me like a book. Taking her face in my hand I couldn't help the smile that came over me.

"I need you to promise me something, I need you just to listen and not interrupt me OK?" At her hesitant nod I tucked a stray curl that had escaped and stroked her cheek as I went.

"Lucius escaping has instilled me with a fear I had thought ai had gotten over before now, it has paralysed me but nothing compares to the thought of him taking you from me." A soft, tentative smile started to bloom across her face and I loathed myself because I knew it wouldn't last long.

"I will not let him harm you Hermione, I will not let him come in here and destroy anything else. You are my soul, apart from my son I have never loved anything as ai do you. So I need you to promise me that if Lucius comes for me and by some miracle actually manages to take me from here. I need you to promise you won't come find me Hermione. I would not be able to live in this world if you do not exist. It would be a fate worse than death for me." She looked pissed, as I knew she would be...telling a Gryffindor to not react to something like this goes against every instinct in their body.

"Maya please promise me." She shook her head at me before sitting down on the couch beside me and took my hand in hers and clutching tightly.

"Narcissa, if you think I am about to do that you have another thing coming. I am gonna tell you something that I think you need reminding of. I love you. That's it plain and simple, you are the love of my life and I have been incredibly privileged to find you so young. I cannot breathe without you Narcissa. The future I have invisioned for us is not something I am going to let go of." This stubborn, insolent little witch is gonna be the death of me.

"Hermione." She shushed me before putting her hands on either side of my face and made me look directly into her eyes.

"I can make you a different sort of promise, I promise not to go looking for him. Even though every fibre in my being is telling me to hunt him down and put him in the ground I know how pissed I would be if you did that to me." Lucius so far did not know the extent of my relationship with this Gryffindor Lioness and until he is caught I only hope he doesn't find out.

"Our future is too important to risk it on him, he is nothing and will drift into obscurity once he is caught. If he comes here we will face him together if needs be. He will not harm you again, never. Do you understand? I will not let him hurt you again. One day in the future you will be my wife, not his. He has no claim on you because from now and forever more you are mine and I am yours... Always."I nodded my head at her before pulling her in close and on top of me again before grasping her waist.

"I love you Hermione. So very much." Upon her smile at me I couldn't help but mirror it and she got to her feet and held out her hand.

"I love you too, come to bed and I will show you how much. Let me worship you from head go toe." I nodded and stood up before following her to the bedroom and as soon as the door closed instead of guiding me toward the bed she took me through the double door into the bathroom and with a wave of her hand the water in the tub started up. Lavender oil and bubbles poured into it and I looked shocked at her.

"You've been practising your wand less magic." A soft, faint blush appeared on her cheeks as she lit the candles all around the tub and smirked before slowly unbuttoning the front of my robes with a twist of her fingers.

"Oh little witch, don't tease me." As my teaching robes flew off my body and into the bedroom behind me I felt a pool of heat in my stomach. She was extraordinary. I only started giving her tips on wandless casting ten days ago and already she is undressing me with her hand.

" I want to take care of you, get in the tub Narcissa. I will be right back." With a flick of her wrist the taps stopped and the room was overwhelming with Lavender and it instantly relaxed me. I peeled off the rest of my clothing and sunk into the large tub. It was more like a jacuzzi than a bathtub and so there was more than enough room for her when she comes back.

As she crossed the threshold I could see she had changed into one of my silk robes which looked amazing on her. She said mine always smelled of me and so when she put it on she was like a crack addict when she wore it. She had two glasses and a bottle of wine floating behind her and she came to sit at the side of the tub but didn't get in.

"Are you not joining me?" The tub was set down into the floor so she sat right at the rim of the tub and was looking down at me in the water.

"I will in a second, I have refreshments for you and something else which you might e joy or be mortally offended by." As the bottle poured itself wandlessly I couldn't help but smirk at her, my little witch was showing off now. She pulled a small wooden box seemingly from nowhere and opened it before pulling out a small bag with some type of herb in it.

As soon as it hit my nose I knew instantly and was sort of surprised at her of all people. This sweet, innocent girl was holding a bag of marajuana which had three pre rolled joints in it. "Professor Granger. I am shocked, how long have you been hiding weed and haven't shared up until now." That beautiful broad smile got impossibly larger as she practically beemed at me.

"Well I was doing my rounds before the break and imagine my surprise when I find Blaise, Luna, Pansy and your baby boy smoking in the Room of Requirement. I took it from them, cautioned them and told Minerva. She punished them and then took half of it before leaving this with me."

I couldn't stop the laughter that bubbled out of me, the thought of Minerva McGonagall stoned filled me with amusement. Now I know why she was a lot more relaxed, well that and Poppy has probably been fulfilling all of her needs to relax in other ways.

"Well Professor hand it over..." I wandlessly dried my hands as she handed me one of the pre rolled joints. Isabella Zabini always did have the best herbs. I will be having words with Draco though. I wandlessly lit the end of the cone and upon an inhale I couldn't help but think of my sisters.

Other than the odd one with Severus they were who I had done this with, it was childish antics but we always had the best time together. Now having Hermione here felt like the opening of a newchapter, my life can now officially begin. Before I passed it to her I wasn't too sure of she had done this before.

"Will you be partaking darling." She leant over me and whilst it was still in my hand she took a draw and expertly exhaled without a splutter and my eyebrows shot up.

"Well well, you are just full of surprises aren't you." I lifted my free hand and opened her robe before pulling it off her body and she was not wearing anything. As naked as the day she was born, I pulled her down and into the water with me before resting her arse of the seat of the tub and climbed onto her lap.

"You are incredible, do you know that." her hands came behind me to rest on the curve of my arse. I set the half smoked joint into a transfigured ashtray before coming back down into the water and my groin was pressed against hers.

"You shock the hell out of me sometimes." As I gazed down her body her legs were open and I lifted myself up and back from her core to get a look through the water. I trailed my hands down from her shoulders, scraped across her nipples gently on the way down before meeting the hard nub of her clit. Her head fell backward as I stroked and flicked and nipped at her clit before testing the waters so to speak and dipped my finger into her entrance which already felt impossibly tight around my digit.

As quick as I started though she wrenched my fingers from between her legs and lifted my arse from her knees and within seconds had me sitting on the edge of the bathtub before diving headfirst in between my legs and sucking hard on my own clit.

"FUCK MAYA!" I could feel her smirk against me and it flooded my senses, it didn't take long to make me fall off the edge but other than backing away when I came she was like a women possessed. Her hands had joined her tongue and she fucked another three orgasms from me before relenting and lifted me back into the water.

It was a good thing she had a hold of me because my legs were shaking, I actually think my entire body was shaking. She turned me around so my back was resting on her front and slowly started to wash me all over. My hair was taken out of its confines and she ran her hand through it to looses before scrubbing my hair clean and my body. I had never felt more moved or cared for and once she was done she washed herself and got out of the tub.

With a wave of my wand we were dry of water and I pressed her against the wall of the bathroom and immediately knelt between her legs. Grabbing each thigh I thrust her up so they were dangling over my shoulders and rested halfway down my shoulders. Giving Hermione head must be the sexiest thing I had ever seen, every single time I give her that initial lick from back to front she looks down at me with the most gorgeous intensity that shot fire through my veins and upon a small pressure of suction on her clit she grabbed the back of my head and pressed fully in between her legs. She was close I could tell and as she reached her peak I thrust my fingers inside of her and watched them glide in and out coaxing her through her orgasm before a flood of liquid gushed from her and landed on my chest.

Slowly bringing her down I kissed the top of her thigh where her tattoo sat and gently brought her legs down but wrapped them around my waist and lifted her from the ground. Time for my witch to come to bed. I lay her down on the sheet and climbed in beside her dragging her body close to mine.

"What the fuck was that Narcissa. God I am so embarrassed." I was confused why in the hell was she embarrassed. It took a few seconds but the light bulb went on and I touched the bottom of her chin to lift her eyes to my own where she hid them in my shoulder.

"Hermione, have you never squirted before?" She was blushing bright red and choked slightly at the question.

"Squirted...no...Narcissa I didn't even know my body could do that. That cannot be normal I practically pissed on your face Narcissa." I decided to put a stop to her spiralling anxiety but shaking my head and interrupted her.

"MAYA, it's all perfectly normal, it was the sexiest thing I have ever seen in my life. Spread out in front of me I could see and feel everything! I made you lose all of that control and just let go. I plan on doing it again, and again, and again. You are the most magnificent human being on the planet. I love you MAYA, please do not be embarrassed." As she nibbled even harder on that bottom lip I gently pulled it away from the abuse her teeth were causing.

"I thought I peed on you baby I was mortified. So... I...squirted. I haven't heard about it before. Can you do that?" Her nervousness was ebbing away to allow for curiosity and I knew she had just set a goal for herself.

"Maybe? Just remember little witch I enjoy everything we do!" She smiled and flipped me over before diving down and in between my legs. She was a, quick study and had managed it relatively quickly and we took turns making love until fireworks erupted outside the castle signalling the beginning of a new year. A new life.

"Happy New Year baby!" I kissed her and we were both pleasuring each other with our hands and whispered into her ear.

"Happy New Year my love." Many more to have with one another if I had my way, she would not be able to get rid of me.

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HARRY

I didn't know what way the new year was going to go down but I knew my relationship with Draco would be a big part of it. The news of his father's escape had put a slight strain on him and I could feel him pulling away.

Everything had been going great, the man can kiss. He was warm, kind, gentle and didn't put any pressure on me. We hadn't done anything more than kiss and rubbing each other over the clothes. I wanted more and I know he had a little bit more experience than I did. He had a friends with benefits situation with Nott at one point so he knew what he was doing.

Even through it though he never pushed me for more than what I could handle, recently though the dreams have been getting to me. Dirty, hot dreams which led to me waking up with a boner that felt like it could break steel. Only after thinking of him and wanking one out in bed I couldn't get rid of it. Hermione assured me it was all perfectly normal and I should jump his bones already.

It felt hard when he wouldn't stay with me, I know he was in a downward spiral and might need his space but tomorrow all of the rest of the school would be arriving back and we would be busy prepping for NEWT exams. I need him to know I am here for him and that was how I, ended up outside the Slytherin Common room.

"Potter, what can I do for you?" Pansy stood with Theodore who was quieter than Zabini but just as odd and vulgar.

"Can you tell Draco I am here?" She smiled at me which was unnerving enough as it is but shook her head and grabbed me by the arm to drag me inside.

"Come on Potter." Keeping up with her should not have proved difficult and yet she was a quick little thing. She led me further down a staircase to the next floor before stopping outside a black door with the initials D. L. M printed in Silver and she knocked gently.

" Have fun Potter, password is Tolerance for again. I will let you know if it changes." She, disappeared just as his door swung open and he looked shocked for a, second.

"Potter... Are you OK?" I shook my head at him and pushed into his bedroom and I could vaguely hear the door click closed behind me and it was like the past two days spewed out of me.

"I get you're upset about your dad but please don't pull away from me. I can give you space but just tell me because I miss you and you're not alone Malfoy!" He stood stock still before smiling at me and pinning me to the wall before kissing me stupid.

"I'm not pulling away, I just needed a bit of time to think. I know what I am going to do now. I am gonna become a Black like my mum. I don't want to be associated with him. I have been in contact with the Goblins and even if I don't carry the Malfoy name I am still the heir to the Malfoy fortune and so it is mine." He kissed me hard and felt myself melt into him and as he pulled away again and put a respectful distance between us I couldn't stop the hurt.

" Do you want me? In that way? If you don't I understand I mean you're fucking gorgeous and have all this experience and I am this bumbling virgin who doesn't know what he is doing? You have never pressured me and I am thankful of that but does that me a you don't want me?" I knew I was fucked up? I mean my most intimate relationship was with Ginny and all we did was a bit of dry humping and I was being dosed the whole time so does it count.

" Potter... " He sauntered over to me and took my hand in his to press between his legs and I could feel his huge and hard erection against my palm and he smirked.

"Of course I want you, the things I want to do to you...fuck...would frighten you. I want every inch of you Potter never doubt that. You need to want it too, I am never going to force you into something you are not ready for. This is important, you are important it doesn't have to be rushed we go at your speed ok? " I will say it now, I think I'm in love with him even more now.

Realising my hand was still pressed against him I felt his dick twitch against my hold and I was feeling bold and pulled open his belt and the top button of his trousers.

" Can I touch you?" He nodded his head in consent before I pulled the zip down and with one tug took his trouser and boxers down to pool at his knees. Holy shit he was huge, I didn't want to brag, I was large enough but Draco had been hiding a beast.

Wrapping my hand around it I tried to mimic what I do to myself and he immediately pressed his back against the wall for support and sucked air into his mouth.

"Yes Harry. Oh yes." Pumping him up and down was amazing, seeing his reactions were amazing. It didn't take long before he tensed and held onto my wrist.

"I'm gonna come..." I didn't stop and kept going causing his eyes to widen in front of my own.

"It's OK, I want to see it." That done him in and white spurts from his cock into my hand looked amazing. Casting a tergeo on him he pulled his trousers the rest of the way off and took my hand in his before leading me to his bed.

"Will you stay tonight Potter. Sleep with me?" I nodded and he shrugged out of his shirt leaving him bare and I didn't feel weird about being naked so removed my shirt and trousers before pulling my boxers down and off leaving my back to him and I set my clothes folded on his dresser.

As I turned he was climbing into the bed which it looked like, he had enlarged slightly to make more room. Lying beside him felt glorious, our skin met and he threaded a leg between my own and kissed me. My own erection was rubbing against his groin before he took it in his hand.

"May I?" I nodded and pushed himself up slightly before rubbing me up and down and it felt so much better when he does it, than when I did it to myself. Gently his other hand started to play with my balls and I was in heaven it felt amazing.

"God Draco...that feels great." He smiled and kissed me which I returned tenfold this is what everyone meant about sex. I felt surprisingly comfortable with Draco and when my own orgasm took over and spurted out at him he smiled and it was the sexiest thing ai have ever seen.

" I think I am falling a little for you Potter." I smiled as he cleaned us up and pulled me close to him.

"I think I am falling for you a little too." Falling asleep in each others arms was where we were meant to be. And no one could drag me away right now.

End of Chapter Nineteen, I hope you have enjoyed, please leave a little review and let me know your thoughts.