Chapter Eleven

AN: Hey sorry… about the last chapter… it was severely short. It seems long on Microsoft Document… then I post it and it's sooooo small.

Anywho. This chapter will hopefully be longer.

(You guys should listen to My Immortal by Evanescence while reading this story… It was my muse…)

These are the people who got the special look into this chapter… :

" Alice?!" I screeched into the phone. " Where are you?"

" That's not important. Is Edward ok. Has it already happened?" She asked, her voice was low.

" I'm not sure if he's ok. Alice, I'm afraid of how he's going to be after he gets control. He's going to be to… hurt. Emotionally."

" I know. You have to cheer him up Bella. You're the only one who can. What ever you do… don't mention Jasper and I. He feels guilty for us leaving.

" Make sure you talk a lot about the baby." She added.

" You believe me?"

" Yes. I've seen the future… you're child is very beautiful Bella. You're extremely blessed. Even if it doesn't feel like it now."

" Thank you Alice. I know I'm blessed." I took a shaky breath. " Are you ever coming back?" I ask my throat feels mangled.

" That's not clear right now. I have a feeling the answer is no. I love you and the rest of the Cullens…. It's just that Jasper and I… we need to spend time alone. Like a coven."

" I love you too Alice. I'll try and change the future… so one day I'll see you again."

" Bye Bella." She hung up. I looked at the phone then slammed it down on the receiver. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks.

I huffed angrily, at myself, and sat on the couch. The clock on the wall indicated it was around three o'clock. I picked up the phone again and dialed the Cullens home number.

" Hello?" I heard Esme sweet voice answer.

" Esme! How's Edward?" I asked.

" Oh! Bella." Her voice went from sweet to distressed. It was a façade. " They just got here. Edward is torturing himself! He's blaming himself."

" I'm coming over then."

" I'm heading over soon to… clean up your house for you. So I won't be here when you arrive."

" Thank you Esme. I don't think I could stomach seeing it again." I whispered.

" Good bye, dear." I heard her soft smile over the phone. She hung up. I quickly ran out to my truck, not bothering locking the doors. Esme will lock them when she's done.

I drove as fast as my poor truck would allow me to, fifty five, all the way to the Cullens.

" Edward?" I call out once I get inside. Emmett had let me in, just as he and Rosalie were leaving to go hunting.

When he didn't answer me I made my way up the stairs to his room. He was there, on the floor, just looking at his hands.

" Edward." I sighed, glad to see him. But my contentment flew out of the window when I saw how tortured he looked. His shoulders were hunched over, and his head was bowed down. I made my way over to him, slowly at first, then quicker as I neared him. " Please look at me." I whispered.

When he finally does look at me, I'm not surprised when I see the scarlet red of his eyes.

" Bella. I'm so sorry." His voice was strangled.

" I'm not sure why you're apologizing."

" I growled at you, and pushed you… and I fed on a human girl. A little girl!" He hid his face in his hands.

" I don't care Edward. It's obvious you were set up. Why else would there be a dead girl in my kitchen?" I said, a little more harsh than I intended.

He didn't speak. I decided to change the subject… to the baby. Like Alice suggested.

" Have you thought about what I told you?"

" About what?" He mumbled through his hands.

" Please look at me Edward." I whispered. He looked to me, the tortured look still in his eyes. " Do you believe me, when I say I've only ever been with you? That this baby inside me is a creation of our love?" He didn't even hesitate before answering.

" Of course I believe you. I've thought about it, and all that you've said is true. I would have smelled anyone on you. You've only been with me, you're my mate, my love, and now you're the mother of my baby." His eyes brightened slightly and he moved his hand to touch my stomach. " I'm sorry I ever doubted you, my love. Please forgive me."

" Now that, I'll forgive you for." I chuckled slightly and leaned over to give him a kiss on the lips. " I love you so much Edward. I can't wait till we're parents."

" Me neither. Have you thought of any names?" His eyes lit up even more as the conversation went on. I told him some of the names I had thought up. Names like Eileen (Pronounced like I-Lean) or Lizzy for a little girl and Masen for a little boy.

He told me some names he had thought up for our baby. He said Kathleen for a girl and for a boy he said he liked David.

Later, when I had to go home to talk to Charlie about me being pregnant, Edward thanked me.

" Why?" I asked, confused as to why he'd thank me.

" You cheered me up. And… for finally showing me how to live. I love you Bella." I smiled adoringly at him and kissed him.

" I love you too." I waved goodbye and drove down the long driveway and made my way home. Oh joy.

AN: GAH!! It's only four and a half pages on Microsoft Document. Sorry… I thought it would be longer, but it turned out to be a filler chapter. Just for resolution… Really sorry. Sorry. The next chapter they'll be investigating what happened… the Cullens that is. I really hope that chapter will be longer.

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