Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. I only own B.T and his secret Identity Spark.
Chapter Eleven: Fight
I was standing in the living room of the house. My parents Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, Esme, Carlisle and Jacob were all there with me sitting on the furniture. The T.V. was going and Emmett had a baseball game on. Not that I really cared for sports. From what my mom tells me, she was horrible at all sports.
"Hi." I waved to everyone. They all turned around to wave back to me. "I'm surprised Alice isn't already planning for Jacob and mine's wedding." I laughed.
Jacob turned his attention to me smiling. I couldn't help but feel the comfort and warmth of his smile. Then as Jake shared a laugh he disappeared from my sight.
"Jacob!" I screamed.
The next thing I knew I was touching the large blue castle that grew out behind the Cullen house. I took my hand off the gigantic smooth surface. Behind me was my parents, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, Esme, Carlisle, B.T., Leah and Seth came over as well, along with a boy I was not aware of.
"Nessie." my father called. "Are you alright?"
I smiled. "Never better."
"So, you said yes to Jacob." my mom said excitedly.
"Who?" I asked. I was completely oblivious as to who it was. I never heard the name Jacob before. "I don't even know who that is."
"Nessie, you don't recognize me." the mysterious long haired boy said.
"I've never seen you before." I answered. Everyone looked a bit shocked. I guess he's someone I should know.
"What did you do to her?" my father hissed grabbing B.T. by his neck and raising him up.
"I don't know what's wrong with her. Nothing like this has ever happened." B.T. replied scared for his life.
It happened again only this time I didn't touch the large blue castle. I was in the kitchen with Carlisle and Esme talking. I remembered it since it happened a few years after I was born. It was a day I was spending time with my Cullen Grandparents.
"How do you do it?" I asked.
"Do what?" Carlisle wondered, confused by my question.
"Not give in and hurt the humans while your at the hospital." I explained.
"Aw, Nessie. After years of practice you don't even notice the smell of blood." Carlisle answered smiling.
"You don't even notice it." I said curiously.
"Nope. I have compassion and I will never give our secret of existence away." he laughed.
It was right then and there my memory of Carlisle and Esme began fading away from my mind. Carlisle was gone leaving me with Esme.
"Where's Carlisle?" I asked. I had no idea where he went.
"We're running away." Esme smiled as I ran towards her to hug and keep Esme there with me. I held on tight but it wasn't enough. Esme disappeared as well. I was all by myself.
"Carlisle, you and Esme need to take her to the hospital to check on her." my father ordered.
"Stay back." I said stepping away from the ones called Carlisle and Esme.
"Nessie, dear. Don't you recognize us?" the lady asked.
"I've never seen you before." I announced to the members of my family that were there.
"Nessie, you have to fight it." B.T. stated. "If you don't you will forget the memories of everyone you love." he explained. My father still had him by the throat. Maybe B.T. knew something we didn't.
"Fix it." my father instructed B.T. letting go.
"I can't. what's happening to her is not my doing." B.T. explained. I had no idea what they were talking about.
"Wait!" I ordered causing everyone to turn towards me. "What's happening to me?"
The one they called Jacob started to come towards me but my parents pushed past him. They both hugged me tightly to no doubt assure me I was going to be safe.
"It's going to be fine, Nessie." my mother whispered in my ear.
There it was. I was in a dark room, a hallway to be exact. At the end of it was my parents, Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie. I began running to the end of the hall. I wanted to be safe and they were the only way I was going to be.
"Come, Nessie." my father called in his velvet voice.
I kept running and running to my family but the hall kept getting longer and longer. I couldn't quite reach them. Then as I did begin to catch up to them, first Alice, then Jasper disappeared. There was just my parents, Rosalie and Emmett left. I didn't know what to do. I was losing everyone. It was a fight for my memories and I was losing quickly. But why was I forgetting everything? As I got closer Emmett and Rosalie vanished leaving just Edward and Bella Cullen, my parents in the doorway.
?Hurry, Renesmee. Before it's too late." my mother cheered.
"I'm coming mom!" I yelled. "Dad, I love both of you!"
I lunged towards my parents trying to grasp both of them. I didn't want them to leave me alone as well. All I could hope for is, please, don't disappear from me. I love you. I began to cry as I floated, gliding to my parents to save me. Renesmee! Fight it! a voice in my mind ordered/ it sounded familiar, it sounded so kind. It didn't help because as I reached out to take hold of my parents, they too were gone.
The same unknown group of pale people stood in front of me. All I remembered was Seth, Leah and B.T., who I met a little while ago. So many strange people that I had never seen in my life were staring at me. It was like they were waiting for me to do something.
"I have no idea who most of you are." I said scared of what they might do.
"Nessie, dear calm down." a bronze haired man pleaded.
"How do you know my name?" I asked curious about these people.
"Nessie, I'm your father." he replied with an assuring smile.
}I think I would remember who my own father is." I said ready to flee away.
"Renesmee. Your slowly forgetting everyone and everything you know." B.T. cu in walking forward. "We need to get you some help before it is too late."
"I don't need help." I said dashing away from everyone.
I fled away from all those people I didn't know. I felt bad because I ran from Seth and Leah. B.T. not so much since I didn't know him that well. I was in the woods all alone. I was scared because I didn't know what was going on. B.T. was right, I was losing memories slowly. I had no idea why but I was and it was getting worse.
Stay Calm. a voice in my mind ordered me. I stopped dead where I was.
"Help me!" I pleaded hoping the voice would talk.
"Nessie!" Seth called as he ran up in human form to catch up to me.
"Seth, I have no idea what's happening to me. I only remember you, Leah and B.T." I explained dropping to my knees.
"Everyone is going to help you, I promise." Seth assured helping me up.
I was calm for now, not sure what to do. I could smell something coming but I think Seth did, too. I don't think it was a good smell either because Seth changed into a werewolf right there in front of me. Seth growled.
"Is it another immortal?" I asked unsure of what it was.
Seth growled. I took it as a yes.
It appeared in the flash of an eye out of the trees. Seth tackled him to the ground but he was unusually strong for an immortal and pushed poor Seth off into a tree. The immortal turned towards me, his eyes were dark red. I had never seen an immortal's eyes that color before. I knew that I was going to have to defend myself since Seth was taken out.
"What do you want?" I demanded with a hiss.
"To end your misery my dear." he laughed smirking at me.
"What misery?" I asked confused. Was I missing something.
"Your forgetting everything and everyone you know. It's haunting you. Your trying to fight it but you can't. I can help you. If you let me." the immortal explained.
I wasn't sure whether to trust him or not. He didn't look friendly but there was no one else I could go to. It couldn't be that bad to trust him. I starting walking to this immortal. He didn't look like he was going to do anything bad to me.
"Come to me, child." the man smiled. I hesitated. He crouched and lunged towards me grabbing hold of me and began running off.
I tried to escape his grasp but he was too strong for me. I decided to give up even thought I had no idea where he was taking me too. Along the way I started to doze off. I was a bit tired and fell asleep while he was running, oblivious to where we were going.
When my eyes finally opened up i was In a cell down in a dungeon. On the other side of the bars were three nicely dressed men, immortals to be exact. These three I did recognize as Aro, Marcus and Caius. They made up the Volturi empire leaders of all immortals.
"Welcome young, Renesmee." Aro greeted smiling.
"Why am I not surprised that your behind this." I said crossing my arms.
"The daughter of Edward and Bella Cullen is always a pleasure to have." Marcus snickered at me.
"What's going on?" I ordered. "I don't even know who Edward and Bella Cullen are."
"You are experiencing the feeling known as love. Our ally Mr. Silver has shown us that love is a crime and anyone in love must be punished." Aro, the leader of the three explained.
"That's wrong. Love is a way of life. It's something everyone should be apart of." I argued but I knew there was no reasoning with the Volturi.
"We shall leave you alone now to reflex on your miserable existence." Caius stated as the three walked away.
It was at that point I knew my life was about to come to an end. My legs gave out and I collapsed to my knees, crying uncontrollably. All I wanted to do is just remember everything so I could die peacefully, I would know who I loved.
My mind was only seeing green numbers and letters float in the air, a black screen. It switched to a classroom and next to me B.T. appeared. I knew it was a dream this time. My mind switched to the opening near a cliff as I watched B.T. teleport before switching to me and B.T. in the woods by ourselves when he collapsed.
I was wondering what my mind was doing. Memories of B.T. were slowly coming to me. Even his explanation of what he was filled my head. All these memories were being returned and my sudden want for B.T. was much more urgent. He had told me that if I thought about him, he would be there. Something shined in my face and when it faded he was there but he wasn't alone as well he was in wearing his Spark costume.
"I'm here, Nessie. Just like I promised." B.T. announced smiling with his sunglasses on.
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A/N: Here's a new chapter. It might be a bit confusing. Anything questions you have please ask. I don't want anyone to get confused going into the next chapter unless it's a question pertaining to who is making her lose her memories. What are you waiting for Please Review.
