Last Time
"Inuyasha calm down, we don't know for sure if he killed her, he probably found her hurt and took her." Miroku said in a claim voice.
"I hope you're right miroku." Sango said in a sad voice. "I hope you're right."
Now
Kagome woke up next morning with the sun on her face, blinking a few times, she opened her eyes. She looked up at the ceiling of the room she did not know. Where am I? How did I get here? The last thing I remember is seeing inuyasha with kikyo, and then I went to the hot spring, and then I sleet my wrist." She thought to herself. She was brought out of her thoughts by a cold voice.
"So you are awake I see." Sesshomaru said as he looked over to the miko. He had slept here all night to make sure the miko did not attempt to take her life again.
Kagome turned to look to where the voice came from, looking at him with cold eyes that mach's his own she nodded, without saying a word. Sesshomaru could see the void in her eyes still there, as he looked at her. He felt a tugged at his heart, without seeing the ocean blue her eyes normally held. "Inuyasha you baka of a half-breed, you broke her, you took her sprit, her fire, her courage." Sesshomaru thought to himself. "Then we'll just have to give it back to her." his beast said going out of nowhere. "And why would I be the one to do it?" he asked his beast. "Because she will be our mate." "No she will not, I will." Sesshomaru hissed at his beast. "She will, because this is what I have decided." His beast growled at him, and with that he was gone. "Damn him, I will not be like my father."
Sesshomaru was brought back from his thought, when he heard singing; he turned to look where the song was coming from, and saw kagome on the balcony singing.
And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
Kagome sang as she looked out at the western lands. She could not stop the tears that rolled down her checks as she sang. She felt like someone ripped her heart out and feed it to the dogs. She told herself that she could not love, and will not love again.
Sesshomaru watched as kagome sheered tears and sang of her heartbreak, he then thought that he did not like the sadness in her voice or her eyes, walking up to kagome, sesshomaru said, "come, you must eat." He said to her as he took her hand in his, without realizing what he had done before it was too late. Kagome let him take her hand, and let him take her to the dining room for breakfast.
When they got to the dining room rin run up to sesshomaru "father, rin thought you were not home." Rin said as she hugged sesshomaru's leg, she then notice kagome. "Hi kagome-chan."
"This sesshomaru came back yesterday rin, my apologizes for not seeing you then. How do you know the miko rin?" Sesshomaru told the child as he pat her head. Kagome watched the scene that unfold before her in awe, she could not believe that the almighty sesshomaru could be that sweet to anyone, after all he was cold, heartless, and a killing machine, and now seeing him like this with the child, kagome didn't know what to think anymore.
"Rin and kagome-chan always talk when you fight with your half-brother." Rin said to her father. "Is kagome-chan gonna stay with us father?"
"She will be staying for awhile, yes." Sesshomaru told the little girl. He could see her smile get brighter as he told her that.
"YAH, kagome-chan gets to stay with rin." The little girl said happily, as she took her sit on the right hand of sesshomaru.
Sesshomaru led kagome to the sit on his left, and while he sat at the head of the table. "Nana, bring out the food, I have much to do today." Sesshomaru said to the demon girl.
"Yes my lord." Nana said as she left the room, about two minutes later, nana came out with the food. There were eggs, bacon, rice, miso soup, and toast. After nana left the room sesshomaru said, "Shell we, as he and rin began to eat. After a few bits if his toast, sesshomaru notice that kagome was not eating.
"Why are you not eating miko, is it not to your liking?" Sesshomaru asked her. Kagome turned to face sesshomaru with her void eyes. "I do not like the look in her eyes…hold on, why do I care, she's just inuyasha's wench after all." You will care, because she will be ours." "Why? why do you want her?" she is what I want, do not question me." His beast said and with that he was gone. "Why is he so taken with the miko, what is it about her, that drives him crazy?" and with that thought sesshomaru signed.
"Everything's fine, am just not hungry." Kagome said in a cold voice, which sound like she had nothing left to live for. Sesshomaru just looked at kagome. "Why does his eyes hold the look of pain, surely that is not what his feeling." Kagome thought to herself.
"Kagome, you have to eat some thing, you lost a lot of bleed." Sesshomaru said in a soft voice, that it surprised even him. She turned to look at him, her eyes still void of any emotion she might be feeling, and just nodded as she lift some rice to her mouth. After about ten minutes everyone was done with breakfast, and nana come to clean the table of the empty plates.
"Rin why don't you take kagome out into gardens, I have some work to do." Sesshomaru said to rin as he got up in his chair and walked to the door.
"Yes father." Rin said as he left the room. "Come on kagome-chan." Rin said as she took the older girls hand as she led her into the gardens. Once outside, rin brought kagome to a bench that was under a sakura tree, she then turned around to pick some flowers to give to kagome. "Here you go kagome-chan." Rin said as she put the flowers into kagome's hand. "You will feel better with these."
Kagome looked at the flowers then at the child and gave a weak smile, but her eyes still held no emotion. Rin smiled back at her, but she could see that kagome was not feeling happy. Not knowing what to do, rin sat down on the ground by the bunch, and then kagome started to sing
Hey... hey... hey... hey... Ohhh... Ohhh Ohhh
No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
Keep my hand in the fire,
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed the truth is a
Stranger soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free to...
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind
(Chorus)
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not bout taking sides
When I looked in the mirror,
It didn't deliver, it hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I got to be strong and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken no need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I love you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you
If I live every moment,
Won't change any moment,
There's still a part of me in u
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.
Oooh...
(Chorus)2x
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken no need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're in my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll Always have you...
When kagome was done singing she looked to rin and smiled. Not knowing that certain demon lord was behind her. While he was in his study doing his paper work, sesshomaru heard when kagome began to sing. Slowly he got out of his chair and went to the garden where he knew they were, when he got there he saw rin sitting on the ground with her head in kagome's lap listening to the song she was singing, while kagome stroke her hair in a motherly fashion, he stood by until she was done singing.
"You have a great voice you know that, why waste it on the half-breed." Sesshomaru said as her took a sit by kagome.
"Sesshomaru, when did you get here?" Kagome said voice void of emotion, as she looked into his eye. "Why do I see pain in his eyes, is it because of me…, no it can't be." Kagome said to herself as she continued to look into sesshomaru's eyes. "And why do I see pain in your eyes?"
Sesshomaru was taken back by her question, he looked her in the eye never once did he blink. "Can I tell her? Can I really tell her why its there?" "Yes you can and will tell her, then she will be ours if she so chooses." "Because, you put it there." He said to her. He watched as she looked at him in confusion.
"Me…how did I put it there, I do not know of what you speck." Kagome said as she looked for a sigh to tell her that he was massing with her, unfortunately she found none. When he did not respond to her she called his name again. "Sesshomaru"
I know cliffy, but I will have to live it here for now. I have a lot of school work to do, and I have to study for a test. I will write the new chippie as soon as I get the chance.
Sesshy: and when will that be, in the next two months?
Me: no sesshy, I'll write it soon ok.
Sesshy: how soon.
Me: I said SOON sesshy ok…damn.
Sesshy: don't damn me women or I will kill you where you stand.
Me: no you won't!
Sesshy: and why not?
Me: cause if you EVER say that to me again, I will have inuyasha kill you in this story.
Sesshy: "…" you would not dear, have that half-breed kill me…would you? (Puppy dog eyes at me)
Me: "…" no you know I can't; now we have to go.
Sesshy and Me: read and review, Sayonara!