Chapter 6: Disaster

EPOV

Today is our anniversary, though I don't know if Bella would remember that; human's can not remember or think of as many things as we can. We can think about much more than a human because we have had much more time for our brains to develop and grow. I should be celebrating not sitting locked up in my room in misery. It is the anniversary of the first time we told each other we loved one another. But how could I celebrate how could I even be happy without Bella by my side.

I have been like this ever since we were forced to leave her. I keep myself locked up in my room so I won't cause my family anymore pain. I especially try to stay away from Jasper he can not handle my emotions as well as his own. I basically only leave my room to hunt or if I am forced to go to school.

I especially could not face my family today and none of them ever dares to disturb me when I am like this. They all know better by now, it has been over a year but I still can not forget about her, my Bella. The pain on her face nearly killed me when I said I didn't love her anymore. How could she even believe that? All those times I had told her how much I loved her. She had believed one lie over all those times I had whispered in her ear how much I loved her and kissed her. The whole time I was thinking about it was to keep her safe and how I was no good for her. Keeping her safe was the only thing that could stop me from running back to her and begging for her to take me back. I had told my family to do whatever it took to make sure I did not go back to her and I forbid them from contacting her. I felt that a clean break would be better for her. Although at first they were not happy with this, they eventually agreed.

I was lying in my room listening to her lullaby but all I wanted to hear was her voice, her laughter, her. I was thinking of her when suddenly Alice ran into my room bringing me out of my daydream.

"Edward, Edward, she's gone, we need to save her!" she sounded distressed and I knew she would be crying if she could. She was trying to tell me something, I just couldn't make it out. I tried to calm her, but that was getting no where so I called in Jasper to use his power and told him to calm her. He did as I told him and she was soon calmed.

"Now tell me again what you were saying" I said to her slowly. She showed me her vision Bella, my Bella was lying on the ground laying on the ground unmoving. The vision ended and I was brought back to my room.

"We have to go find her, she's in danger!" I screamed at them. I know I shouldn't have screamed at them but I needed to get to Bella and fast. They would forgive me later. Alice, Jasper and I ran down the stairs as fast as we could. Carlisle, Esme, Emmett and Rose were waiting for us at the bottom of the stairs. They had obviously heard me screaming at Jasper and Alice is second before.

"What happened?" Carlisle asked me. I could hear the concern in his voice.

"Alice had a vision. Bella's hurt we have to save her", I said quickly. I did not want to waste a minute. We needed all the time we could get. We all ran to our cars as fast as we could, hopped in and sped off to Forks.

If we we're too late I'll never forgive myself. I kept thinking in my head. This was all my fault; I shouldn't have left her unprotected. My family wanted to stay, except for Rose but I know how much she has missed Bella while we have been away. We should have stayed but I thought she would be safe without me. How wrong I was.