A/N Ok guys, sorry about the wait!! It took me ages to decide where I was going to go with this chapter. I've left the ending open so it could have another chapter or I could leave it as it is. Anyway, this is wasn't you wanted to read so lets get on with what you clicked the link for!!

"I'm not in love with you anymore."

That sentence had been running round in McGee's head for hours now. Tony had left soon after he had ripped McGee's heart in two. He had been dreading it for weeks but as soon as he had realised Tony wasn't cheating on him the cloud had been lifted. But then he had told him something far worse. All that McGee could assume was that Tony had found someone else. McGee had managed to control himself until Tony had walked out of the door before bursting into tears for what seemed like the fiftieth time that week. But at this point his dignity meant nothing too him, it was over. It was really over. Though neither of them had said it aloud, McGee knew it…

Why would Tony want to be with someone he didn't love anymore? And now there was only one question left.

Had Tony ever really been in love with him? Or had it all been a lie?

McGee couldn't work out how he was going to face walking into NCIS, how he was going to work alongside the man who had broken his heart, how he was going to face waking up every morning to the fact that it was over… and he had lost the one thing that was important to him in the world.

Tony.

And he would never get him back.

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Tony sat alone in an empty park crying. What had he done? He had heard McGee begin to cry as the door swung shut. And the sound of his crying had broken his heart. This was exactly like him, too scared to admit that he cared passionately about someone. So what he did was to turn it all around and tell them that he didn't care, or just never tell them that he cared in the first place. He kept his pride and his heart intact and moved on to the next relationship, and that was how he liked it.

But this time it had gone further than just caring. It had gone further than physical passion He had loved McGee. He'd told him that he loved him. And when he told him it had scared him. He had felt more than just desire, he didn't just want McGee, he needed him… and without him his world seemed cold and empty. Everything had become worthless. And the worst thing was he had done it to himself. He had sabotaged his own relationship and brought everything crashing to the ground.

Because, when he thought about it, he had been lying.

He was still in love with McGee.

So let me know what you thought, whether you want another chapter and, if you do, what should happen next!! Thanks!! :)