Thank you so much for the kind reviews. I can't tell you how much it makes me feel great reading those reviews. I would like to thank you all for staying with me to the end. I know that this might seem too short to end, but this is as long as my average story. More words less chapters LOL. Don't worry, I'll tie it up with a little fluff at the end. Enough talk and onward to the last chapter.

WARNING: FLUFFY YAOI! Very consensual. Very Hot.

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Chapter Seven

Blood smeared all around the white walls. People were screaming, and bloody arms reached towards me. "You are going to hell, Seto. You better run now. The evil inside of you will kill everyone you care about." Jou stood a few feet from me. He held his bloody arms out to me. I couldn't hear what he was saying. All I focused on was the blood all over his naked body.

"No!" I screamed, sitting up in my bed. My heart beat rapidly, and I felt two arms wrap around me. "No, no, I'm sorry. Please forgive me." Tears streamed down my face. "I killed them all. They're all dead." I wrapped my arms around myself, rocking back and forth on the bed.

I felt someone's fingers touch my forehead and the drowsy feeling returned. I lied back down on the bed and stared up at all of the faces. Atemu stood to the right and Jou to the left of my bed. Mokuba was at the foot of my bed, but he seemed scared. "What's happening?" I asked.

"Easy, Kaiba. I need you to relax so the magic can help."

"Magic!" I jerked again, trying to get up, but Jou pushed me back down again.

"Seto, calm down. Atemu is helping. You've been in and out of reality for two days now. Please calm down." Jou screamed and pulled back from me. I looked up and saw the same black barrier forming around me again.

"Get away from me. I'll only kill you." The nightmares plagued my visions again, and I held my head. I felt like I was high on some sort of drug. All the voices were coming in hollow echoes, and I could barely see two inches away from me.

"Atemu, help him."

"I'm trying. He's getting too strong for my black magic to keep him contained."

"Can I try something without you saying anything to anyone."

"If you can get him to calm down, go right ahead."

My body stopped suddenly as if someone was paralyzing me. Jou came into my vision, and I stared at him. I could practically see blood all over his body. Tears streamed down my cheeks. I felt fingers gently wiping my tears away. Lips met mine, and I breathed out very slowly. I wanted more. It felt great like honey on my lips. Fingers traveled down my chest, opening buttons to my shirt along the way. Those same lips kissed every part of my chest. Chills ran up and down my body. I arched my back into each kiss. I felt the barrier slowly fading away. "Jou," I whispered, wrapping my arms around his body. Everything came in clear.

"Give us some privacy," Jou said. Atemu moved away from my bed, taking Mokuba with him, and the door shut. "Feeling calm, Seto?"

"Very," I whispered. I sat up from under him and hugged him. "I'm so sorry."

"It's okay. Lie back and relax." Jou continued to kiss and lick my chest. His lips against my skin felt great. I wanted nothing but to continue what he was doing, but my conscious took over. I knew he wasn't ready for this, and I wasn't ready. I moved my hands up to his cheeks and pulled his chin up,

"We have plenty of time, Jou." Those were the hardest words to speak, considering how much I wanted to make love to Jou, but not like before. His body isn't ready for me and now my mind isn't ready for him. I didn't want to become a burden, and I wanted our…My mind trailed off. It wouldn't be our first time anymore. No, my life ruined our first time. "Jou, please let me rest." I felt Jou move off the bed. He must have known something was wrong. My mask wasn't fast enough.

"Call if you need something," he said softly before shutting the door behind him. Everything came crashing down. I curled as tight as I possible could and cried my misery. The special first time I planned for years smashed in a few minutes. He bleed because of me. Everything was my fault. I wanted to protect him from his father, but I should have been protecting him from me. How could he even stand being near me? Maybe it was time to send him back with his friends. I don't deserve happiness. My past haunted me over and over again whether it was this group of assassins or Noah or even the prophecy between Atemu and I. Everything showed me as an evil person. How could I possible have happiness?

Somewhere between my ranting and misery, I must have fallen asleep. As my mind began to wake, I heard bits of a conversation. "Atemu, how…that power?" I cleared the drowsiness from my senses to hear everything better. Maybe if they thought I was sleeping, they could reveal things that they would never tell me when I was awake.

"It's probably Seth reawakening or Seto tapping into a strange power. I banished his evil years ago, but you remembered when Pegasus brought him back."

"You mean that disgusting looking man?"

"Evil and darkness are never pretty. I banished him again. This time much further than the Shadow Realm. I didn't want to risk him entering Kaiba again. I don't know how he tapped into Seth's power. It's clearly Kaiba controlling it. Seth is where I left him. It could be like Yugi tapping into my power during our final duel. That's why I didn't want to leave Yugi for fear that he couldn't control it. I didn't want anything happening to him. I would have never dreamt that Kaiba could do the same thing."

I felt someone touch my hand and flipped it over. Something cool was smeared over it. "Are those burns from using the power?"

"No," Atemu whispered. "He's doing it to himself. Kaiba is causing himself misery. Seth did horrible things while in control of his body. He played with his mind so much that Kaiba believed it was him doing everything. And getting that stubborn mule to believe otherwise is a waste of time." I felt nails digging into my palms and hissed, pulling my hand out of obviously Atemu's grasp. "Are you going to get out of your mind and listen to what we have to tell you, or do you want to continue in your misery for another two days?"

"What?"

"Kaiba, it's been a week. Four days since you pushed Jou out of the room." I couldn't believe that much time went by. It felt impossible that I wouldn't remember anything that was happening in those four days. I turned my gaze back to Atemu who grabbed my hand again to put more aloe on the burns. "I'm going to say one thing before leaving you here with Jou since you seem more mentally like yourself today. Seth is gone. You weren't the evil one, he was. Stop looking at all the horrible things he did and look at all the good you've done. Seth would have left Mokuba to die when Pegasus kidnapped him, but you risked your life to get him back."

"You were the one that saved us both."

"That's because you didn't have a chance with no magic. The point is you tried. You finally built Kaibaland after Seth was gone. You were helping us through saving the world. Let's not forget the most important thing. Who was the one to search high and low for Jou when he disappeared?"

I shook my head. "I didn't search hard enough."

"How could you possible think to search every inch of America? It's huge. You managed to eliminate half of it before you were forced to disappear. Stop looking at all the negative and look at the positive. You've done more for this world and the people around you to make up for everything Seth has done. Stop wallowing in self-pity and look at what's right in front of you." Atemu got up and walked out the door. The pharaoh was always known for speeches.

Jou got up and lied beside me, pulling himself as close to me as possible. Reluctant, I rolled over and pulled him to my chest. "I love you, Seto. I'll give you my heart, soul, and blood if you just kiss me like you did a week ago."

Gently placing Jou on his back, I realized that Atemu was right. There was more to life than the past. "I want to go back in time to where you stood outside of my room on the blimp during the KC tournament, telling me to land so you could get Mai help. I wanted to push Yugi away and pull you into my room. Tell you how much I loved you. Kiss every part of your body and pleasure you to the point where you would scream my name."

Jou stared up at my eyes with no hint of fear or hesitation. "Then show me. Show me what you wanted to do. Make me scream your name. You've already pushed 'Yugi' aside. We're locked in your room. Show me what you wanted to do. I'm ready, Seto. I'm ready to forget everything my father has done to me. Help me replace it with all the pleasure you want to give me. You've already shown me how gentle you could be even when someone was forcing you. I'm sure he hurt you much worse than you hurt me. How much of that pain did you keep to yourself?" Jou reached up and brushed his fingers on the side of my face. "I saw the blood on your clothes, Seto. I know how much you want to protect me. Now, show me how much you want to love me."

I kept myself held above Jou for a long time, searching his face for any sign that he wasn't ready. Even though he said I had blood on my clothes, my body doesn't feel like after a night with Gozaburo. He wanted me to replace all the memories. Go back in time to when I wanted him the most. I smirked and leaned down, kissing him deeply. "After getting you on the bed. I think that's the perfect place to start," I whispered in Jou's ear. I felt him tremble. He needed this. This was what he wanted. I kissed him again, sucking on his lower lip until it swelled. I moved lower, doing the same thing to his neck as I did his lip. My fingers glided down his arms, his sides, and stopped right before diving under his shirt and swirling circles on his stomach.

Jou moaned, but it wasn't enough to make him scream my name. I didn't want him to do it so early anyway. I wanted to enjoy everything and share that enjoyment with him. I slid his shirt up and took it off, throwing it somewhere on the floor to be found later. Kissing my way from his neck to his naval, I swirled my tongue around each nipple and his naval. I dipped my tongue in, earning another moan from Jou. "You taste like honey."

"Strange," he replied between breaths, "I didn't bath in honey today." I snickered and bit his nipple. He hissed and gently smacked the top of my head. "Don't take revenge that way."

"Oh, and what way should that be?" I asked barely giving him enough time to respond before pulling his pants and boxers off in one swift motion. I held them up to him before dropping them on the floor. Jou reached up and began to unbutton my shirt, but I swatted his hand away. "This is my revenge." I bent down and licked the inside of his thigh all the way up to just before his member and pulled away. I watched it harden and pulsate with need as I took my shirt off. I moved my finger over the tip, taking the pre-cum and sticking my finger in my mouth. I noisily sucked on it. "My favorite type of dessert. A pupsicle," I sneered.

I wrapped my mouth around his member, very slowly taking him all the way in. Not because I feared my gag reflex, but to punish Jou more. To evoke a scream from his lips. I was rewarded with a half scream, half moan, when I finally reached the base. I sucked strongly and then very slowly lifted myself up again, licking the underside the whole way up. I swirled my tongue along the tip, taking more pre-cum into my mouth. Jou whimpered and pushed his hips up. I pushed his hips back down and held him still. I looked up at Jou. His body was speckled with beads of sweat. His cheeks were flushed, and he looked like he was done with foreplay. I took my pants and boxers off and threw them over the side with the rest of the clothes.

I reached to my nightstand and pulled out a bottle of lube. Jou eyed it. "I've never had anyone else beside you in my bed. Unless you think a hand is enough to be jealous over."

"I don't know. Was it better than me?"

I laughed. "I'll let you know afterwards." Opening the cap, I smeared the oily substance all over my fingers. I didn't want to hurt Jou. He watched me closely still with no fear in his eyes. He trusted me. "Take a deep breath." I slid my finger around his entranceway waiting for it to relax before slipping one finger in. His body tensed for a few seconds before I felt his inner walls relax. "That's my good puppy. Relax." Once he felt slick enough I add another finger, slowly moving it in and out and scissoring his passage. He closed his eyes and I pulled my fingers out to check for blood.

Satisfied, I added a third feeling, watching him squeeze his eyes shut. "I'm okay," he answered before I could ask. Very gently and slowly, I moved the fingers in and out of him, pressing my fingers against his prostate. His body jerked and his lips unleashed a moan. I looked up to make sure he still had his eyes closed before moving my body to see his passage. I wasn't going to continue if he had blood. "I'm not bleeding, Seto, please. I need you inside of me," he panted.

Smiling, I grabbed the lube again and coated my member. I positioned myself at his passage with just the head rubbing against the muscle. "Ready?" Jou nodded and forced his body to relax. I pushed myself in slowly until I was fully inside of him. Jou panted and looked at me.

"Move, Seto," he pleaded. The heat was becoming too intense for either of us to stay still. I slowly began to pull myself out and push back in. Taking it slow for a couple minutes was boring not only me but Jou. I quickened my pace, earning beautiful sounds from Jou. I kissed him and wrapped my hands around his member, pumping it in time with my thrusts. I broke away from his lips, moaning with Jou. I was close and I could feel Jou coming close. I quickened my pace, adding more friction. Jou body tensed and released all over my hand, screaming my name. The tightening of his passage pulled me over the edge as well.

Breathing heavily for a few minutes, I barely supported myself over him. My arms were shaking as I pulled out of him and lied down next to him. He wrapped his arms around me. "Thank you, Seto."

I smiled and held him close against my chest. "Anything for you, Puppy. Much better than that hand." Jou laughed and snuggled closer.

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YAY! The end. WOW! Let me tell you I have no idea where this chapter came from. I started typing it early this morning and five hours later it was done. Gravitation is going to be the next fanfic as per request. Just give me a week or two, and I'll have the first chapter up. I have to plot and plan before I start writing. Thank you all for reading this. Please review.

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