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a/n: just Hiro x Fujisaki on this chapter.

Chapter 7

Truth and Lies

Many people know him, but no one knows he loves so much attention. As the dim lights focused on him, he smiled and swayed his way to the stage. He loves it when people look at him, when people clap for him, and when people admire him. But what he loves the most is his lover's eyes, hungrily looking at him, ready to devour him later.

His eyes wandered the crowd, Owner was proud of him because he was the youngest among the whores in Blue Boy. Who would have thought that he just ran away from home?

He felt sick every time he remembers his past. He was locked up inside his room by his stepmother. Is it wrong to be an illegitimate child? No one was kind to him. No body in his family liked him. No one ever talked to him.

At the age of 14, he escaped through the windows, bringing with him nothing. He left everything he owned, all the people that hurt him, and all the painful memories.

That's when Owner / Aoe Reiji adopted him and brought him to Blue Boy. He learned the hardships of life and was welcomed to a new world of being a whore. It wasn't the greatest job, but he accepted it. At least, in that place, he was special.

He danced on the center of the stage. Finally, his time came. Finally, he was number one. Finally, he was the one on stage. Finally, he was the star.

But then, things got worse as he saw a familiar face on the crowd. He felt uncomfortable and he was forced to finish his dance quickly. He saw that familiar smirk again. A blonde man looked at his body with lust.

When he finished dancing, he quickly ran to the backstage and collapsed in nervousness.

"What's wrong baby? Why are you shaking?" a brunette came to his side and opened the lights. He removed the mask from the trembling person in front of him.

"Hiro." He whispered in reply and hugged the brunette tightly.

"Suguru, what's wrong? You're not feeling well? Do you want me to carry you to the clinic?"

Fujisaki shook his head. "I love you Hiro. Make love to me."

The applause of people was still loud even though the two of them were on the backstage. Still, Hiro heard clearly what Fujisaki whispered to him. He carried the boy to their room and laid him gently on the bed.

In an instant, Fujisaki sat up and began kissing Hiro hard.

But Hiro pulled away immediately and pushed him on the bed.

"What's happening? You're different today. I'm not talking to you until you tell me what's wrong." Hiro said angrily and began leaving the room.

Fujisaki crawled fast on the bed and grabbed Hiro's shirt. "Hiro. Please. Please don't leave me."

Hiro looked around confusedly and saw that his lover was sobbing. He sighed and sat beside him.

"Alright, I won't leave you." He said soothingly and kissed his lover's eyes.

Fujisaki curled himself on Hiro's arms. He liked this feeling. He was happy that he was loved by the person he loves the most.

I hope this feeling won't last.

- - - - - - -

"Baby, wake up. Owner wants to talk to you. I think you have a costumer."

Fujisaki rubbed his eyes and stood up. He gave a quick kiss on Hiro's lips and took a bath.

He felt the door of the shower slide open. He smiled. He knew Hiro wanted to take a bath with him. But when he looked around, he pouted in annoyance. Hiro was grinning at him, fully clothed, and a video camera shining preciously on his hands.

Not caring if he was naked, he kicked Hiro outside and slammed the sliding door. He heard the older man laugh at him.

"Wow, I'm going to look at this everyday." Hiro said.

"I'm gonna kick your butt next time, Hiro." He said sourly and turned off the shower.

After he dressed up, he was escorted by Hiro to the lobby where he will meet his costumer.

He was wearing Hiro's gift to him on his birthday a month ago. It was a red leather fitted halter and black buckled shorts. His knee high boots were courtesy of Shuichi.

As they neared the lobby, he could see his costumer's face. He opened his mouth in shock. It was the blonde man from yesterday.

"No way." He gripped Hiro's arm and gestured him to turn down offer.

"Suguru, you can't turn this one. He already paid to be with you."

"Then return his money. I don't want him!" he walked away but Hiro pushed him on the wall.

"What are you scheming? You've been like this since you've become number one. Maybe I'm spoiling you to much."

"What are you trying to tell me? I've become bossy?"

"Yes. And you will stop being like that right now." He pulled Fujisaki towards the waiting area but the uke tightened his grip on a post.

"Hiro, please? I don't want him. can't you tell owner –

"I said no."

Fujisaki started to cry. "You don't love me. Why do you want to give me to a person you don't know."

"I'm not giving you to him. It's our job. You have to face him!"

"No!" Fujisaki shouted.

"What's going on." A low voice called from behind.

"O – owner." Hiro released Fujisaki. " He doesn't want a contract with that guy." He pointed on the tinted glass doors.

Reiji / Owner looked at the client and shook his head. "I'm afraid you can't turn down the contract, Fujisaki. That is a very influential man."

"I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH THAT KILLER!" he shouted and the other two were stunned.

The blonde man knotted his brows as he heard someone shout. He looked at the tinted doors and saw three figures. He stood up unnoticed and walked towards the door.

"Fujisaki. You're showing a very bad behavior. After your contract with him, you will be suspended for a month." There was finality in Owner's voice. Hiro gulped and was more confused. Fujisaki was never a brat when it comes to things like this. Yesterday and today was different. He knew his lover was troubled with something.

The heavy glass doors opened and in came a blonde man a little taller than Fujisaki. The uke jumped in surprise and hid behind Hiro's back.

"Mr. Seguchi, I'm sorry for making you wait. There was a little problem that I need to fix." Owner said.

Tohma narrowed his eyes on the green hair that was on Hiro's back. Hiro's heart lept. He felt a sudden urge to protect his trembling lover.

"Is that you?" he called out.

"Yes, this is Fujisaki Suguru, our current number one and youngest uke." Owner pulled Fujisaki and made him face Tohma Seguchi.

Tohma's face looked at the younger boy with disgust. He gritted his teeth and crumpled his fist. Fujisaki was not looking at Tohma. He was still crying - his head bowed so low.

"I refuse to the one month contract that I've signed Reiji." Tohma said with authority and advanced on Fujisaki. He placed his hand on Fujisaki's chin and pushed it up forcefully.

"Mr. Seguchi, what is the reason? I mean, don't you like him? I'll get another u –

"No need for that Reiji." Tohma removed his hand from Fujisaki's chin and grabbed his green hair.

Hiro gasped and Owner was shocked. "I'm having a lifetime contract with him." and with that, he dragged Fujisaki outside Blue Boy. Fujisaki said nothing. He shut his eyes tightly while crying.

"Wait! What are you doing to him! Bring him back, you bastard!" Hiro ran to follow them, but three men in black suits guarded Tohma.

Tohma smirked and threw Fujisaki inside the car.

"Reiji, you should teach your whores some respect." Tohma said.

"Tohma, this is enough. You shouldn't hurt my employees. Bring Fujisaki back here." Reiji said.

"He's not your employee anymore. Don't you know? This number one uke of yours is the third heir of the Seguchi assassination clan?"

Hiro and Reiji's eyes widened. Fujisaki covered his face with his hands.

"You mean. He's your –

"Yes Reiji. He's one of the richest in Japan. He is our missing cousin."

Hiro fell to his knees. Tohma gave them one last smirk before gesturing his guards to go to the car. As Tohma went inside, Hiro looked at Fujisaki, and in a blink of an eye, the car sped up towards a place Hiro couldn't find.

"Nakano. If I only knew that Fujisaki was the cousin of Tohma, I wouldn't let this happen. I'm sorry." Reiji apologized and helped Hiro stand up.

The brunette felt hot tears running down his cheeks. This was the first time that he cried. He didn't know why, but he felt he could never see Fujisaki again.

"Don't worry. I'm taking responsibility on finding him."

Hiro just nodded, wiped his tears and ran to his room.

This is the end of the world. Fujisaki said to himself as he inhaled Tohma's tobacco. He hugged himself and wanted to escape and run to Hiro's arms.

What does he think of me now? I think he's mad because I lied to him. He was an insulter of the rich. He hated rich people because of what the rich did to his family. That's why I hid the truth that I am rich.

I don't care about riches, I'm contented with being with him. This Seguchi family should just die. They will lock me up again, made fun of me. I don't want to go back to that time!

"You silly little disgrace!" Tohma slapped his cheek. "How dare you ruin our family's name? You've become a slut. You escaped the mansion just to be a whore?"

Fujisaki didn't say anything. He's used to this. Playing dumb and useless. Once, he tried to shout back, but his other cousin, Tohma's sister, Yukino, burned his finger with a cigarette.

Tohma pushed him outside the car as soon as they arrived the mansion. "Yukino!" Tohma looked for his sister and threw Fujisaki on the marbled floor.

"Yukino! I have a surprise for you." He called out again.

Yukino went down the stairs and smiled greedily as he saw Fujisaki sitting on the floor. "Well, the stray dog is back!" she looked at him from head to toe. "Oh my, don't tell me you've become a whore. What kind of clothing is that?"

"Yes, I found him at Blue boy while I was doing some business with Reiji. I didn't know he was there."

"Welcome back, cousin. I'm sure you missed your room."

Fujisaki shook his head and tried to escape. "No! I don't want to go back in there! Help me! Hiro! Save me!"

"Hero? You believe in Heroes?" Yukino said and grabbed Fujisaki upstairs, towards his old room.

Yukino opened the door and pushed him inside. "Same rules. Same punishments." She eyed Fujisaki's body and laughed. "You're disgusting. What a disgrace." She advanced on Fujisaki and ripped his halter.

"No!"

"Since you're ambition is to be a whore, maybe you won't mind if I do this to you."

Next, she ripped Fujisaki's shorts and removed his boots. He placed handcuffs on Fujisaki's wrists and tied him to a nearby chair.

"Oh, there's something missing!" she slapped Fujisaki's face until it turned red.

"Stop, please." Fujisaki pleaded, but Yukino was sadistic. She kept on punching and slapping Fujisaki's young face.

"Yukino, stop that." Tohma scolded. He rested his back on the door and looked at his cousin.

"Brother, I just miss him so much." She stopped slapping him and stood up. "Be a good boy, Suguru." She said mockingly and ripped her cousin's brief.

Tohma sighed and shook his head. "Sadistic as always." He muttered and walked outside the room.

Yukino laughed and locked the door, leaving a fully naked Fujisaki lying on the floor, with bruises on his skin.

"Hiro."

Please save me. He thought before passing out.

Hiro was inside the shower room for two hours. The water was running nonstop on his whole body, washing away his tears.

"Why did you lie to me?" he asked no one in particular. He punched the wall and collapsed on the wet tiles of the bathroom. "Rich people are really worthless. They are a bunch of liars!" he shouted.

He turned off the shower and dried himself. "Why am I being stupid? you shouldn't have believe in him Hiro. You're really, really stupid!" he cursed himself.

As he opened his closet, the first things that he saw were Fujisaki's clothes. Right, they shared a closet. But it was all his now. He threw all of Fujisaki's things on the floor, including their picture together, and a picture of them and Shuichi. He ripped it and shoved it under the bed. He kicked the things toward the balcony and stomped on them.

Back on the mansion, Fujisaki felt that his heart was stabbed to pieces.

Hiro checked if there were still things that don't belong to him. He saw a couple of Fujisaki's boxes and threw them on the floor. Accidentally, one box flew open, and its content rolled on the floor.

Hiro slowly picked it up. It was a glass ball; inside it were a small snowman and some white confetti. On it's base were handwritten words which read:

I LOVE YOU

The glass ball rolled out of Hiro's shaking hands, and once again, he felt those hot tears.

Fujisaki tried to open his eyes but instead, he vomited blood.

On the box were the words: To Hiro, From Fujisaki. Maybe it was some sort of advance Christmas gift. Fujisaki was fond of buying early presents. There was a small Fujisaki - like stuff toy that lay on the ground. When the brunette picked it up, there was something shining on its neck. The stuff toy wore a white shirt, and it had the words:

I (heart) Hiro.

The shining thing turned out to be a necklace with a small guitar pendant. He remembered looking at it when they were strolling on a mall. It was too expensive that he had to save up for it. But he didn't know, Fujisaki already bought it for him.

When he examined its back, he curled his fist.

On the back of the pendant were the words:

Fujisaki was calling out Hiro's name, but all the words turned out to be blood. With one last strength, he tired to speak.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

And Fujisaki's world turned black.

a/n: aw, poor Fujisaki. I thought it was always fun to torture Shuichi. But now I realize, it's also fun to torture Fujisaki. Hm, with Hiro's realization and findings, what will he do next?

Next chapter: It's back to Shuichi and Eiri, and how they face a new world.

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