Oh last chapter was short, wasn't it? I hope this chapter will be longer but if it doesn't …. Don't blame meeeeee. I'm too busy so I can only write as much as I can in my free time, so don't expect it to be long.

I just got a bad feeling that I'll have to re-write this chapter ……

Disclaimer: I don't own KHR or any character of the series, this is for pure fun.

And now, on with the story...


Chapter 3: Feelings

The night after the accident….

Yamamoto was very confused. He was extremely happy about the accident happened at Tsuna's house the other day. Being able to kiss Tsuna like that, it was the happiest moment for him, even though it was an accident. But when he thought about what will happen after that, it made him very worried. What should he say to Tsuna? Should he just act normal? And what will Tsuna think of him now? Sure it was only an accident, but he just couldn't get the idea out of his mind… Grumbling to himself, he decided just to go to bed and deal with the problem later. He hoped for everything to be normal the next day.

Next day, he found himself couldn't act like normal toward Tsuna anymore. Every time he looked at Tsuna, the images of the accident kept popping into his head, and he would just feel like to blush and the words just wouldn't come out. Hell, he even got called by the teacher and couldn't get the answer correct! And Gokudera wouldn't just pass any opportunity to ask about the accident every time he and Tsuna is around. Man, talk about a bad day! He thought to himself. Maybe some baseball would help rest his head, which is full of things right now. Yeah that could be it, just something to clear his head. Then he rushed to baseball practice right after the last bell of school rang. He didn't care anymore, he needed something to extract the thoughts of the accident out of his mind. And he need it fast before his head exploded.

After the practice , he didn't feel any better. His head was still full of things, and he didn't play well today, either. He sighed, looking so worn-out.

I've got to do something about this. But what can I do? I can't just go and confessed to Tsuna. I can't tell anyone either, that would just get me more problem. And I already have enough problems in my head to deal with. ARRRRRRRRRGH!!

He thought while putting both his head and scratching it like crazy. Then he looked up and saw Gokudera. He decided to walk past Gokudera and pretend he wasn't there. Trying to act as if nothing happened, he walked past Gokudera and kept on walking, trying to keep Gokudera out of his head. After walking for a while, he decided it was safe and return to his own thoughts. He was happy being able to kiss Tsuna, but what is this feeling? It wouldn't just go away. It's like a part trying to convince him to confess, while the other keeps saying no. It wouldn't just go away and leave him alone. "This is so confusing!!" He screamed inside his mind, hoping that would help his mind cleared up someof the confusing thing

Another few more blocks and he would reach his house. And he could just get into the bathroom and sit inside the bathtub for long before his mind returned to normal. Suddenly he heard the some of someone fell over. He turned around and it turned out to be Gokudera. Being a simple-minded as he was, he didn't suspect why Gokudera suddenly appeared before him so he helped him stand up immediately

"Are you all right? You fell pretty hard, you know?" He asked worriedly.

"Grrr…. There's nothing for you to worry about." He grumbled as he try to stand up again.

"Oh, that's good then. I thought it was something serious since I heard you pretty loud. It was like "THWAM!!" He said while trying to make a gesture to describe something big with his hands.

"Yeah, whatever, just shut up." Gokudera said, completely ignored him.

Then the silenced take over again, the two began walking side by side, not talking for even a word. The atmosphere somehow seemed so heavy. Finally,and surprisingly, Gokudera broke the silence.

"So, what happened when I was unconscious at the Tenth's house?" Gokudera asked bluntly, straight into the topic.

"Why do you need to know about that?" Yamamoto questioned back.

"Because it concerned the Tenth and as his Right Hand Man, I have every right to ask about that. Just answer me, you baseball-freak." Gokudera growled, already fisted his hand near Yamamoto's face.

He didn't really want to answer that question, so he decided to lie about it." "All right, all right, well, you see, Tsuna and I already made a promise not to tell anyone about that so sorry but I can't tell you." He said with a sheppish smile, hoping Gokudera would just give up. Then he saw his house and with relief, he ran toward his house and wave back to Gokudera, saying goodbye. "Bye then. See you tomorrow".


That night, he found himself just lying in his bed, thinking about the accident and of course, about Tsuna. Surely he's fell in love with him, and they have even kissed!! And he thought about confessing his love …. But he couldn't find hot himself to agree with that. He thought about how Tsuna would react to that. What if he didn't like him? What if he rejected him? What if he was just a normal man who would fall in love with a girl? Sure Tsuna's been having his attention on Kyoko... All that thought made him felt scared of confessing. He didn't want to confess, he was scared of that. But if he didn't confess, then he would lose to himself, and he hate losing. So in the end, he decided to try and confess his love, if it didn't go well, he would just pretend like it was just a joke and retreat. With that thought in mind, he slowly pulled back to his sleep, preparing for the next day….


So, I guess it didn't turn out well …. Bet there's many mistakes. And I always have this thought that this didn't connect well with the previous chapter. And I'm sure I made quick end.

I'm asking this question though.

Should I make a one-sided 5927 ? voting question ! the vote end until chapter 9 !! (or it oculd be longer, depend on how the story goes )

Anyway, review please !!