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Ch 11
"Girlie you've been MIA long enough" I hear Steph exclaim walking into my office. I look up to see not only her but Rosemary and Juliet too.
"I'm busy" I say going back to proofing March issue.
"It's been you're busy, you're working, and you're tired for the last three weeks. We know you, you're avoiding us" Rosemary says.
"And we have had it" Juliet says. "I need to work, with Leigh gone I have to do everything. I don't have cushiony jobs like you three do. I actually work. I can't just leave when I want" I state probably more harshly than needed.
"Ouch" Steph giggles, "but Amber informs me that you're just proofing this and the afternoon is clear of all meetings."
"So" I state not seeing where she's going with all this.
"You're coming with us" she says grabbing my arm and pulling me out of my seat.
"Steph, let go you're hurting me" I say but she has my arm in a death grip and not letting up.
"I need all my bridesmaids for fittings, do you want to deal with my mother, because that could be arranged" she says and I look at her.
"Steph" I say shocked. I didn't know that she wanted me in the wedding party. Sure, Finn is because he's playing best man.
"Oh, like you didn't know. You're smarter than that Gilmore" she smirks as she starts walking and pulling me out of my arm.
"I need…" I start
"Jacket, gloves, scarf, bag, laptop, blackberry" Rosemary and Juliet say together holding up the stuff.
"I really hate all of you" I state walking pass Amber.
"I'll forward the all calls" she yells as we get to the elevator.
"She'll be in tomorrow the morning, maybe" Steph says amused pushing me into the elevator.
Wedding Shop
"Sorry, we're late, someone was being a bitch" Steph says walking into Versace and everyone looks at us. I just look away from both Finn and Logan. I really hate Steph right now.
"Being difficult are we Gilmore?" Colin laughs.
"Can we get this over with? I do have other things to do" I state angry that I'm here.
"Bridesmaids this way" the sales girl says and I take off walking away from them.
"You know you're going to have to talk to both of them sooner or later, girlie" Steph says as we're handed our dresses.
"Later works for me or never works too" I say going into the dressing room.
"Out in the main room, I need to see how they look all together and don't even think about leaving Gilmore" she laughs and I shake my head.
"You know, Finn's been so unlike Finn without you. He's all quiet and depressed" Rosemary says over the wall.
"I haven't been any better" I state undressing. It's not just Finn hurting here.
"Why are you not talking to him when it was Logan's big mouth, you know how Logan is drinking. Finn was an innocent bystander in all that. It really hurt him when you walked out New Years." Juliet says.
"That's the reason, I know Logan. I don't know Finn and I think I'm fooling myself by thinking I'm in love already. How can someone be in this short time?" I say looking at the beautiful navy strapless dress with crystal embroidery on the sweetheart corset and the mermaid style bottom I have on. Now, I really hate Steph. It fits like a glove.
"How are we supposed to dance in this, it's so small" Juliet says and I smile.
"Not sure, but I need a bigger size" Rosemary says "Rory, did Steph screw up on your sizing too?"
"Oh, that's not fair" She says as I open the door. They both look at me and smile.
"You're too thin it's not fair" Juliet comments upset, but I laugh it off. She still thinks that she has to diet to get a guy.
"Ladies is there a problem?" the sales girl wonders. "Oh, dear you both need new sizing and you can go out front" she says ushering me out of the way. I see Finn talking with Colin and Steph. He looks handsome in his dark silver tuxedo; well his ass does at least. I giggle and that's when they heard me.
"Wow" Finn says as I walking to meet me. His eyes burning a hole right through me, I realized that Juliet was right. I've been punishing Finn for Logan.
"Perfect, I knew it. You look great together don't they Colin? The pictures will be so great" Steph says gushing over the dress.
"You look…" Finn says caressing my cheek and I give him a small smile.
"Thanks" I say. I just stare into those hazel eyes that I have missed. There is still so much love and compassion for them.
"See Steph, I told you it would be a perfect fit" Logan says walking out and kissing my cheek and I look at him. "Steph didn't know your size, but I did" he says smirking. I just nod and walk away from them both. That's one place I don't want to be is between them. "Blue is definitely your color Ace" Logan says not leaving me alone as the girls finally join us.
"Steph, I'm sorry but I can't do this" I say hoping the tears stay in my eyes as I go back to the dressing room to change quickly.
"Rory" they all yell as I almost run out of the shop after changing. I need to get away. I can't be there.
"Ace wait" Logan says grabbing my arm and stopping me. Why can't he leave me be?
"You've done enough, just let me go" I say pleading with him and ripping my arm from him before hauling a taxi.
"Kitten, please" Finn says grabbing the door of the cab. I close my eyes and tears run down my face.
"I'm sorry. I just can't be here. It's too much with Logan and everyone" I state. I can't face them together. I can't even think straight anymore.
"Then let's go" he says and I look up at him. "You're either leaving with me or coming back inside with me, your choice love" he states firmly. I get in and he follows me. It's quiet after he gave the driver my address.
"You need to talk to me love" he says and I look away from the window to him.
"I hate Logan" I state and he laughs.
"So do I love, but he's my best mate" he says taking my hand.
"Why can't he just leave me alone? Does it think it's easy for me to see him married and with a kid on the way…No it's not! That could have been me Finn and it's like he uses that to hurt me. He can't stay out of our relationship and that's hurting us. He knows what buttons to use to make me rethink everything and I hate it" I say looking at him.
"That's because he's jealous" he says as we pull up to my place.
"Jealous" I say as Finn pays the cab.
"He knows that he lost you and he can't stand that you're with me. He will do anything to ruin it, and he's doing just that because you're letting him" he says and I look at him.
"I don't want to, but I can't help it. He was right about so many things" I say as we proceed inside.
"We may not know each other's deepest secrets yet love, but that doesn't mean we won't. We just started this, it took you what a year before Logan would even utter the words I love you" he says pressing the button to go upstairs and I nod. "I don't have problem telling you how I feel. I won't make you second guess your feelings for me, because I love you Rory. No one is going to change that" he says lifting my hand and kissing it.
"I'm sorry that I've been so distant lately. My mind is all scattered everywhere and I feel trapped inside it" I say stepping in front of him.
"It's okay, but you need to talk to me, just like I need to do with you" he says caressing my cheek.
"I think I have some making up to do, Mr. Morgan" I say smirking at him and unbuttoning his shirt.
"Love, don't you think…" he says as I pull it out of his pants. By the look on his face, he wasn't expecting that.
"Talk is overrated, action speaks louder and I missed you. Didn't you miss me Finny?" I say hitting the stop button of the elevator and he looks at me.
"Not here" he says hitting the button and we continue upward.
"But Finny" I say, slightly whining and biting my lip. I slide my hand down the front of his pants and groans as I stroke him.
"Love" he warns me, but I continue applying more pressure and he moans. Yep, that's it Mr. Morgan give in. You know you want me.
"Bloody hell" he moans and door pops open. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him, thanking that I wore a skirt today. It makes it easier for him.
"Keys" he says between kisses against my neck.
"Bag" I say and he props me against the wall as I pull my bag over and grab my keys. He moves us expertly through the door and slams it shut with his foot before pinning me against it. His kisses are like heaven. My body is craving him. I feel a jolt of life inside me when we dual for dominance in the kisses.
"I missed you" he says hoarsely as he cups my cheek with one hand as the other is supporting my butt to stay against the door.
"Make love to me" I say in a whisper and he kisses me passionately. He puts me down before lifting me back up bridal style, carrying me into the bedroom. He lays me down and removes his already unbutton shirt before joining me. He removes my clothes leaving kisses on the exposed skin and looks at me.
"Naughty love" he says of the black lace bra and thong set and the garter holding my stockings. This morning, it was like I knew this was going to happen. That I was getting dressed for him and it needed to be sexy and naughty.
"Like it" I smirk already see his erection present through his pants and he kisses me passionately. We stayed there the rest of the day making love to one another like we did in Australia. It just confirmed that I do love him and that I need Finn to feel alive. To hell if everyone thinks otherwise.
The next morning
"We need to talk" I say storming in Logan's office with his secretary following me.
"I tried to stop her" she says covering her butt.
"It's fine" he says and she leaves.
"Angry still works for you, Ace. Makes me want you" he smirks walking around his desk to me. "And you look so sexy like this, I like this corporate Rory" he adds indicating to my black pencil skirt and white dress shirt that is held together with a red belt and heels. My jacket is open so you can see it. I slap him hard across his face.
"That's for assuming that you know anything about me. We're over Huntzberger. We have been for almost two years. I will never be yours again. Get that through that thick, pathetic, arrogant skull of yours" I state poking him in the chest.
"You slapped me" he says stunned rubbing his cheek.
"Damn right I did and I will do it again god help me if you don't stop this moronic game you're playing" I state furious tones coming out of me.
"God, angry is so hot on you" he says cupping my face and kissing me roughly. I push him away and slap his face again. He looks angry and stunned but I did warm him.
"Don't you get it, I don't want to be with you" I yell not believing the balls he has right now.
"The baby isn't mine. We're getting a divorce and I'm free. Free to go after the one thing I want more than anything…you. You know how I get when I want something, I will stop at nothing to get it" he says pulling my waist to him as he leans on the desk. I slam my heel into his foot and he yelps in pain.
"You forgot one part of the equation Logan, I want Finn not you" I state pushing away and crossing my arms.
"For now" he laughs off standing up and looking at me.
"No, that's where you're wrong. I will always want Finn. I realized that. You played my insecurities to make me rethink everything. To turn me back into that naïve girl from Yale, but that's not who I am anymore. It's not who I want to be. I changed Logan and I will never be that girl again. You can't flash your money or your charm in front of me. It didn't work the first time and it will not work now. And before you start, Finn knows everything. We had a long talk last night and everything is in the open. Everything" I state purposely emphasizing everything.
"Even…" he says surprised.
"You and I almost having a child back in Yale right after your accident; yes, but lucky for us it was a false alarm. He knows about Dean and Jess, everything. Hell, he even knows about Tristan and our sexual escapades throughout the tour. There are no more secrets, he knows everything as I do" I state.
"I don't believe you, you didn't even tell Lorelai about that" he tries and I laugh evilly at him.
"Then don't. I honestly don't give a crap anymore. That' your choice, but as for you and I, we're finished. You ruined any chance of us becoming friends with all your crap. You may be his friend, but until you can accept the fact that I love Finn and want to spend the rest of my life with him, we're not. And you should know better than anyone that making me forgive and trust you again is hardest thing you will ever do" I state leaning on his desk and directing into his eyes. He looks stunned and almost afraid of me. Good, that's exactly what I wanted.
"Goodbye Logan" I state standing up and walking out of his office.