Illusion Chapter 2: I don't want to miss a thing, a wheel of time fanfic

Title: I don't want to miss a thing
Rating: K+
Pairing: Moiraine/Lan
A/N: I know it's been long since I wrote something. And that this was meant to be an oneshot. I'll keep writing songfics and put them up here. I know there are grammar mistakes, but i am doing my best to edit them. Lan POV.
Summary: Lan is watching Moiraine sleep

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile when you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I watch as your chest rise and fall, you're breathing heavily. You look calm, like there's no worry in the whole world. The fire sparkles in the night. I'm sitting wrapped up in my cloak, just watching you sleep. The night is silent, nothing is audible. I shiver and wrap my cloak closer around myself. It has been a long day; I can feel that you are exhausted. I watch as the shadows dances on your cheeks. I want to reach and touch you, caress you.

I love you, but we both have responsibility against the Light, against the world, against ourselves. Besides I don't think you feel the same way about me, as I do about you. I've watched you kiss other men; you haven't let a single feeling slip when I've kissed women. I sigh and watch as you roll over to your side.

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I will always be by your side. I will die for you. I stretch my legs, it's getting colder. The sun is long gone and the moon has come up. I watch the stars, shining in the sky. Will the war ever end? Will we still be here when the fighting has subsided? Will I be by your side? Will you still be by my side?

I don't think we ever will be lovers. I love you; and I hope you love me, but I doubt you do. I feel whole when I am close to you. You would be surprised if you knew how many nights I've been awake just to watch you.

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I would give anything to stay with you forever. Forget about the war, this cursed war. We're doomed to die in this war. There's no way we will win this. Even if we survive it will never be the two of us. No matter what happens you will never be mine.

I wish I was your husband, the one to hold you; the one to comfort you, and keep you safe. I know that it won't happen. We've been through too much. The fight has brought us close to each other. But all the horrible things we've seen, and done, are reminded when we look at each other.

I climb to my feet; slowly I approach you, careful not to wake you. I wonder what you are dreaming, you're smiling lightly. I hope that it's a nice dream, and maybe I'm in it? Probably not, but one can always hope. I brush aside a strand of hair from your eyes. My heart is throbbing more powerful at the sight of your beautiful features. I think my chest is going to explode!

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

We need to go on with our search, search for the Dragon Reborn. I would give anything for the time to stop. You and me together for eternity, I sigh, that will never happen. Not even the Dark Lord can stop the time, so far as I know. I prize every second I'm with you. And when you smile, it feels like it's the reason I live. To protect you and make sure you can smile.

I sit next to you, watching you. You look peaceful. I love you. I want to take care of you, protect you. I will always be here for you; it's an honor to serve you. I would be the happiest man in this world, if you loved me. But I am satisfied just to be close to you, I want to see you happy and safe. If I can't make you happy, I will at least keep you safe. I swear, you will never get hurt as long as I still breathe.

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss one thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I lean forward and kiss your forehead before whispering in your ear:
'I love you Moiraine, I will always do. I am going to protect you against the Dark'
I watch as your smile broaden in your sleep, and my heart skips a beat.

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

A/N: "I don't want to miss a thing" by Aerosmith

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss one thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing