Illusion Chapter 7: Everything I Do, a wheel of time fanfic

Title: Everything I do
Rating: K+
Pairing: Lan/Nynaeve
A/N: I don't like this pairing, but I had to write this
Summary: Is Lan really worth all the heartache?

Nynaeve was walking through the hallway, she was looking for Lan. Where could he be? She entered the dining hall and immediately spotted the stonehearted warder. He sat there eating with Moiraine close to his side. She felt a sting of jealousy. That woman was bonded and close to the man Nynaeve loved. She stood there watching Lan, her gaze trying to pierce his very soul.

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Lan looked up and met her eye. He said something to Moiraine and then got up and walked towards Nynaeve. Nynaeve turned on her heels and walked aways, his long steps caught up with her easily.

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Nynaeve stopped when she got outside. She leaned on the wall and looked at Lan. He stood in front of her; she had to look up to meet his gaze. She hated that he was so much taller than her. He just stood there watching her, his ice blue eyes staring down at her. He didn't say a word and neither did her.

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Nynaeve loved Lan with all her heart. She would do anything to be with him. Light burn that Sedai he was bonded with. She clenched her fists in anger. Lan reached out and took her hands in his. He looked down at her and smiled softly.

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

That was all that needed, Nynaeve felt the anger slip aside. She found this man stubborn, impossible, cold, jaded; yet handsome, strong, loyal…and someone else's. She should just leave. Try to forget this man that she could never have, there are plenty of other men around. They wouldn't be bonded with other women either, Nynaeve felt an urge to scream or run away and hide. Is this man really worth all this waiting?

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Lan leaned in and gave her a light kiss on her lips, he then whispered in her ear: "I love you…"
Then he let go of her hands and turned around to go back inside. Before he reached the gate he turned around and gave her a quick smile.

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - yeah I'd die for you

Oh yeah, he's defiantly worth waiting for. Nynave would wait until the end of the world, and if not sooner he would he hers. She purred happily to herself, in the end she would win.

You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you