OK, so I suck something major.
I swore I would never post an author's note, but I feel that I need to let you all know why I haven't been posting as often I as I promised I would.
So as you may or may no know, I am a full time college student, and I never took into account how much time I really did need to study and how much time I actually spent at school learning and doing homework and what not, so that is completely my fault and I am so sorry for that, but the good news is that my last final is May 18 and then I have the whole summer off to do nothing but write! =)
So, I have been writing the next chapter, whenever I have the time, and because you all rock so much I'm going to give you a little sneak peek…
Beep, Beep, Beep…
Ugh, where am I?
"Well Ms. Swan you are in the hospital, apparently you fainted during a meeting you were having."
"Oh okay." I didn't even realize that I had asked my question out loud.
"Well Ms. Swan, everything appears to be fine but we are going to keep you in overnight just to make sure that you are completely stable," the doctor tried to offer a comforting, friendly smile, but it just came across as creepy and forced.
"Thank you Doctor." I didn't even get to finish my sentence because he was out the door in a second like my room was on fire.
Some doctor he is.
I thought this day couldn't get any worse, but apparently, I was wrong. This day was the suckiest ever and because I went all Bella and passed out, I'm going to have to re-live this day all over again because I'm pretty sure I didn't sign the stupid papers.
Before I could continue my internal rant, there was a soft knock at the door.
"Come in."
And as soon as I saw him appear in the door way I forgot how to speak and breath.
"Hi Bella," he said as he walked carefully over to me and to stand awkwardly by my bed. "I wasn't sure if you would want to see me, but I just wanted to make sure you were okay."
I don't know how or when I became capable to use my voice and I'm sure it took a while because he looked more and more uncomfortable the longer it took me to answer, but eventually I was able to answer.
"Thank you Edward, I'm doing fine." I offered up in a small voice.
"Well that's good, so I'll let you get some more rest then…" he trailed off in a sad tone, and he still looked sad, like he did in the meeting...
But as he was walking away I couldn't help but feel completely sad that he wasn't next to me anymore and I couldn't explain why I was feeling so lost now that he was leaving my room and before I could stop myself...
"Wait, Edward... if you aren't busy... or don't have anywhere to be...do you think...you could stay...so…I don't know…we…could maybe…talk?"
So everyone I promise I am not just going to leave the story, we will finish and there is still so much more to come, so please just bare with these next couple of weeks and I promise I will be better with the updates.
And I want to have the next chapter out within the next week, so please don't give up on the story or me!
Thank you to everyone who has reviewed as well you all rock so so much and it means the world to me that people are enjoying the story!
Thank you, and see you all next chapter!