soryy i didn't post that night, my iternet wasnt working, so i didn't even realize i got the revies!
soorrrrrryyy again, hope u guys like it
Arriving at the cafeteria I noticed two things, one that there wasn't segragated tables as usual and everyone was trying to get at one table, the new kids. A rush of jealousy shot through me, what the hell?! This is mad wack.
"Bella!" he screamed as he saw me, pushing past preppy girls and sluts of all kind to be by my side, as he reached me his hand slid easily across my waist, fitting snugly at my side. "Help me, please." He whispered, lips skimming my ear slightly, making me brake out in goose bumps.
"Come on lets go" I said dragging him out of the cafeteria, waving to the rest of our table as we went, Emmett already knew, he can fill them in.
We snuck through the hall ways, knowing if we got caught we'd have to go through the principles office again, and we didn't feel like it.
"That was easy." He indicated, walking along the narrow path through the woods, to the main road.
"Yea, our school sucks" I said with a kick at a rock, watching it sale down the pathway, into the lonely woods, I always liked the woods, but my dad never liked me in them, saying that I could get hurt, I respect it.
"Hey Bells?" Jasper asked sitting me down on a log, he looked concerned, I wonder why?
"Yea?" I replied looking up and him with a shaking voice, I noticed my vision was a little blurred and I started to panic.
Five years ago I was in a car accident, with my brother and dad. It never had much affect on me, well physically, but whenever I think about it, or my dad I get dizzy. It doesn't happen to my brother, nor does anyone know why it only happens to me, the only conclusion is that losing my dad hit a nerve, and I can't think about it 'cause I can't take it. I was a daddy's girl, no doubt about it, and I was the one that was know to be by his side and take after him, the thought of the night rips me apart by the seams.
"Bella, babe, come on, what's a matter? Talk to me damn it!" Jasper was shacking me, and I knew it was wrong to think about my dad around him, everyone else knows, but not Jasper.
"I'm sorry, I'm OK, lets just go." I said jumping to my feet but quickly loosing balance sending me into his waiting arms.
"Calm down hun, no ones in a rush." He set me down once again, and held his palm to my forehead. "You're a little warm, but you feel fine, now what is a matter with you?" He asked holding my head steady, eyes searching mine for answers.
"I'm sorry Jasper," I said looking own at my hands, ashamed by my lack of strength, "It's just nothing, lets go." I said reaching for his hand, prepared to leave, but he had different plans.
"Bella" he whispered, holding my hand still not letting me get up. "Sit down, tell we what's up." He pleaded with his eyes, words soft and caring, hand gentle on mine.
"Jasper! Let go, come on please" I begged, slightly irritated, but overcome with new found emotion. "Jasper" I tried one last time with tear coming, but he just pulled me into his lap.
I let the tears fall for a minuet, no more, then collected my self, not being able to show my face. I never let my emotions show, only smiles came on my face, the only people who have seen me cry were my mom, brother, dad, Edward and Cat. No one else, I never show weakness, who is this kid, and how is he affecting me.
"Bella, please." He pleaded caressing my hair, calming me with his soft voice and caring movements, "Let me help." He whispered, me barely hearing it.
I heaved a sigh and told him about the dizziness, and the accident, he took it in with a caring face, never showing one sign of amusement or pity, just a face of a friend.
"Bella, never be afraid to tell me anything like that, you can trust me." He said kissing my forehead and lifting me off of his lap, not gonna lie, I missed the contact already. He grabbed my hand in his, leading me the rest of the way to his house.
The walk was full of conversation,and many laughs. I've never thought I could connect to someone in such a short time, but Jaspers slowly proving me wrong. We talked about many things, are past, our loved ones, I told him about how me and my brother rebelled after my dad died, and always got in trouble.
"My dad told me to live my life," I said with my head held high, I wasn't feeling dizzy, I think it had something to do with his hand in mine, "and I fully intend to do it, I mean, how are u gonna live life if you don't do the things you want to do when you have the chance to do them. That's why I think I get in trouble so much, cause only god knows I don't want the attention, I just always do the things I want to do. Can you see what I'm saying?"
"Yea, I think I do, and I never really thought about it your way, you're a smart girl Bella Swan." He said smiling next to me, it felt good to talk to him.
I told him how my mom loved us, but had a hard time looking me in the eye, since I had my dads features, and I told him how my life is hard and I never showed it. I've never felt comfortable talking about this kind of stuff, and the only time I really do it is if I get really upset, and that has to be when just Edward's over. Jasper brung out another side of me, and while I was talking about it I didn't get dizzy, or have to stop to catch my breath, the touch of his hand calmed me, and it was starting to freak me out.
We laughed and we joked, and he comforted me. He confessed to not having many friends in Texas, he was really into sports and it didn't give him anytime, his friends go fed up and dissed him. I don't get why these kids would do it, Jasper was a sweet boy, and I bet he could help them pick up a girl or two.
"This is my house" He stated proudly, pulling me into a rancher across the street from Emmett's house. His house was beautiful, opening up to a living room with light brown walls, and that leading into a kitchen with light yellow walls, framed with sunflowers. He led me up the stairs passing by two rooms with closed doors into what I'm guessing was his room.
"This is awesome! This is how my room is only with orange, green, yellow, and black!" I exclaimed spinning in a circle falling onto his bed. He came and laid next to me facing the ceiling, which was painted white. His walls were blue, green, black and white, just like mine only different colors, with all the walls painted a different color.
"I like it, it's kinda me, you know, it took a lot of begging but I finally got my mom to agree to let me paint it the way I wanted." He said smiling down at me, propped up on his elbow.
"Same with my mom, I don't really get the big deal about the colors having to match, were kids, well teens, let us have fun." I stated with the same goofy smile on my face.
He just laughed, and held my face for a second, a question forming in his eyes, but he shook his head slightly and got up to grab some clothes. For a second there I thought he was gonna kiss me, bummer.
"Hey Bella!" Jasper called from the walk in closet.
"Yeah" I called back.
"Come here a second." I walked slowly to the closet, wondering what kind of clothes he had, hmm maybe some James bond shit.
"Yea." I asked leaning against the door hinge, wow this is impressive, there was everything from button up shirts, to suffering shorts, mm he would look good in them. I thought, a slow smile forming on my face.
"What should I wear to your party, what kind of party is it?" He asked, looking cute, the confusion fresh on his face.
A laughed a bit, but I really just wanted to run my hands through his hair, damn that kid is irresistible. "Uh it's a casual party, like there will be dancing, and a fire going, just a lot of fun." I said looking through his clothes, one stood out to me most. It was a dark blue polo, with silver lining on the color, looked like it would hug his frame snugly.
"Jasper!" I said with excitement enlaced in my voice, "You have to wear this, come on pleaseeee, you can pick out what I wear!" I asked doing a little dance, I really wanted him to wear this, and I don't even know why.
"Ok, OK Bella!" Jasper stated, calming me down.
I couldn't keep my smile off my face as he packed a small duffel bag, then suddenly remembered something. "Jasper! Do you wanna sleep over too?" He raised his eye in a silent question, "Shut up, Edward, Alice, Emmett, and Cat are gonna be there too." I said throwing one of his own pillows at him, he easily dodged and added more clothes to him ever growing duffel bag.
"Come on" He said grabbing my hand and leading back through the front door, yeah back to school.
"You still wanna stop at the ice cream place?" He asked cocking an eyebrow, and throwing a mind blowing smile at me.
"Yes! I completely forgot about that!" I said pulling his hand, and jogging in the direction. But of course, with my luck, I sent us both stumbling to the ground.
"Bella, you're gonna kill me and you both." Jasper spoke softly from over top of me smiling down, while I was falling he seemed to have flipped my body so my back got the impact instead of my face.
I blushed a deep scarlet, putting my hands up to press against his chest, laying lightly against mine. "We're really close." I said pointing out the obvious, still cunfuzzled from the close predicament,
"Hm," He hummed clearly thinking of something, "you are really beautiful, you know that Bella." He finished lightly cupping my face.
sooo, did u guys like it, kinda sappy chapter
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