-1Authors Note: Thanks to everyone who has reviewed. I really appreciated the feedback I'm getting on this story and my one shot called "Leave out all the Rest" if u haven't read it yet then read it yet maybe you should…'wink wink'.. if you read any of my stories leave a review so I no what I should improve on

I know that vampires cant blackout, but in this story Bella does a lot because of stress and aggravation.. There's to much going on for her to handle as will later be described, hopeful this clears some people as to why I've had her black out multiply times…thanks for the patience!!

Love Always,

Ashley

Now onto the story

Refresh your memory…-

"Bella, honey, nothings wrong with you. Your perfect just the way you are." I would've smiled had I not been frightened by what he said. I would have loved to tell him thanks at least but my eyes were frozen in horror while my mouth stayed tightly shut. I was frightened to say the least.

"Bella? What's wrong? Was it something I said?" Jacob furrowed his brow in confusion as he stared at me dumbfound.

"I-I-"I couldn't get it out. I was, for lack of a better word, freaked. I started hyperventilating as a new voice entered the clearing. One I would give anything to be comforted by, but at this moment wanted nothing to do with. I turned towards Edward and as he growled and advanced to Jacob, I was frightened by what I saw and I was so nervous that I fell from my rock and blacked out.

On to the story…

Edward's point of view:

I saw Bella tumble from the rock while Jacob just stared. He didn't seem likely to help her soon I bolted forward and caught her before she hit the ground. Even though she couldn't get hurt form the impact I still felt as if she was human. Innocent and fragile like I could break her instantly.

"Bella, Bella? Can you hear me sweetheart? Please answer me." I tried to get her to open her eyes but if was if she was lost and she couldn't find her way back. It was Jacobs fault. If he would've kept his distance than this wouldn't have happened. She probably blacked out from his smell which to me was becoming more and more unbearable as time progressed.

"What did you do to her, dog?" I hissed through clenched teeth.

"I didn't do anything to her, leech! She was perfectly fine until you came along!" Jacob made to further close the distance between us, but one glance at Bella and he thought better of it. He just hung his head. "Make sure she's o.k. Don't hurt her farther. I know what shes been through. I don't care what she is now I still love her and if you hurt her even once I wont hesitate to track you down and kill you, or die trying." after one more glare directed to my, he bounded away changing form when he was hidden in the trees.

I just looked after him and then down to my Bella. She had yet to wake so I knew I had to take her to Carlisle. He would now what to do. He would know what was wrong with my angel and he would help her…

She was still out as I glided up the stairs and straight to the living room where I knew Carlisle and everyone would be. As I walked up to my father figure I heard everyone's thoughts at once.

'Is she o.k.?'

'What happened?'

'Did Jacob do this?'

'I'll kill him!!!'

'I wonder if Emmett likes my hair this way…'

"Rose…" I trialed off warningly.

'Sorry! Is she o.k. though?" She gave a sheepish grin in response.

"I'm not sure what's wrong with her everyone. I was hoping Carlisle would be able to tell and yes Rose; Emmett does like your hair that way." they both faced int eh opposite direction and Rose crossed her arms indignantly.

"We'll take her up to your room, Edward and I'll examine her in your room. I think that would be the most comfortable place in case she awakes." I followed Carlisle into my room and gently set her on my black leather couch. Jasper, Alice, Emmett and Esme followed but Rose just went to her room to do her nails.

"She's scared." Jasper stated confidently.

"What?"

"She's scared, and she's… she's nervous and worried."

"Alice?"

Alice closed her eyes and tried to focus. She scrunched up her nose in concentration and suddenly collapsed into Jasper's arms for he caught her just in time.

"Alice, what is it? What do you see?" Jasper whispered, but we heard him loud and clear.

"Bella, she… oh my god!" Alice broke down into tearless sobs as I probed her mind for the vision. Once I saw it I clutched Bella tighter to me and tried hard not to collapse on the floor.

"No." I whispered. The pain was evident in my tone and voice. "no. I won't let it happen. That wont happen as long as I'm here. I wont let it. Alice this is one vision that I REFUSE to let come true." I hissed this with such determination that no one dared challenge me or my plans. No one has ever been able to stop Alice's visions from coming true but this was one I was more than willing to not let happen.

Just as I finished my rant Bella gasped in my arms and popped her eyes open. At first I thought she was finally awake but as I looked closer I realized her eyes were glazed and she was once again subjected to her mind.

She blinked her eyes a few times as he vision returned to normal. She was just about to get up but I firmly, but gently pushed her back down. By now we were alone except for Carlisle who was still near me in case Bella were to have another episode.

"Bella, how are you feeling?"

She took a deep breath before answering. "I'm fine." she smiled up at me but it didn't reach her eyes.

"Bella, if your fine you wouldn't be frightened, which I know you are for Jasper has already notified me. Now no lying. Why are you so scared?"

"Something's wrong with me." she whispered but ic aught every word as if she screamed it. How could she think such things!

"How can you think such things like that Bella?? Nothing is wrong with you! Your still a newborn, you're only partly done transforming but you won't completely be done till you've at least hunted a few times. Don't worry. This is perfectly normal as normal can be for us, love."

"No Edward, something is wrong and I need to figure it out on my own. I need to figure it out before something else happens." she stared wide eyed for apparently she said to much. She jumped up ready to spring to the door when I snagged her waist and held her tightly to me throughout her struggles.

"Edward let me go!" she screeched. " I need to think, I need to figure this out and I need you to LET ME GO!" she started flailing and thrashing about as I tried to contain her to me.

"Bella, let us help you! We can help if you just stop! We want to help!" I desperately tried to get her to understand, and it seemed she had. She hung her head and Carlisle moved next to me and Bella's back now faced the door.

"Bella, you need to talk to someone about this and you need to talk to them now." Carlisle said sternly.

"Fine." and the next thing I was personally aware of was wailing downstairs and Bella wasn't anywhere in sight.

"Damn!" I swore as I pelted downstairs in time to see Jasper pacing and the door left open on it's hinges.

"Bella took Alice." Jasper all but roared. He tried to remain calm for he knew that both of them would return but I'm sure he felt the same way I did.

Useless and utterly hopeless…

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