I can't believe how beautiful he is, with his light indigo hair and those gorgeous blue eyes. And those adorable freckles on his checks.
It's imposable that a beautiful, funny, smart, and caring person like that could be my friend. But that is all he will ever be after all.
I try to hide my feeling by going after his friend Cathy smith, but even though she is cute, she will never compare to him. He is the one I am falling for. I'm not gay I just love him ,I like girls but I love him.
But he is in love with Danny, and that jerk is all wrong for him. He is too popular and even made fun of my beauty a few years ago , but at least he wasn't one of the ones who forced him to do their homework.
I still don't think he is a true friend to Chris. But Chris likes him anyway.
I wish he could love me instead of Danny, be with me forever and not even think of anyone else. Grow old with me and we can adopt kids.
But he doesn't and I am left to love in secret so I don't lose my perfect angel. And I must keep my cover up at all times.
Or I could just kiss him then leave for Canada. No, I couldn't do that no matter how much I want to, and it's too cold in Canada.
Well maybe I could try to move on, to forget about that beautifully amazing creature. But I couldn't live without seeing him every day, but It also tortures me being so close to him and not be able to touch him.
I'm hopelessly and helplessly in love with him and I could never move on, but if I stay like this I will go insane.
What am I supposed to do? He will never love me, and I know it, but I'm still so in love with him it hurts. Every time I think I've moved on, he comes by and the whole world stops. I'm hopeless, totally hopeless.
"Jeremy I got the supplies for our science fair project."
My angel awaits so I must go.
goodbye