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Looking at things upside down. It's always different than looking at things right side up. If I looked at the situation right side up... he dumped me plain and simple. If I look at it upside down... Aww who am I kidding? There's no different way of looking at this.
I can't say I'm happy about the way things ended. But I can't say I'm sad either. I guess we just weren't meant to be together.
Looking around the room, she studied all the things that reminded her of him. The pictures, the bell. So many reminders that he was no longer with her. And yet none of it mattered.
Looking at things upside down would mean I still loved him. Whereas if I look at things right side up.... I couldn't care less.
Looking down, I noticed I'd been scrubbing the same table for over fifteen minutes. Slumping down into the chair beside me I put my feet up on the table. In a normal situation, if I cared, I'd be crying my eyes out right. But since I don't... I'm at a total loss of what to do with myself.
Do I cry? Do I break out into a fit of rage? Do I just sit around and go about like I did before I even knew he existed? I just don't know.
"Ichigo?" Glancing up, Ryou stood there. "What are you still doing here?"
"Contemplating over what to do with my life," I sighed , looking away. Why did I tell him anyway? It's not like he cares.
"Why?" Ryou asked.
"Huh?"
"I said Why. Why are contemplating over what you're going to do with your life?" Ryou explained. I blankly stared at him. Is this for real? I s he actually interested in hearing what I have to say?
"Because, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not happy that Masaya dumped me and yet I'm not sad about either. So I don't know what to do." I explained in one breath. Ryou studied me closely.
"I think you already found your answer."
"What?" Ok now he's just lost his mind. Clearly I haven't found my answer or I wouldn't be in this slump.
"I think you already found your answer. He broke up with you over a week ago and up until no you've just been going about like it never happened. Like you've never met the guy in your life. So why not keep going on like that?" Ryou asked.
"I suppose…" I answered slowly. "I don't know. It just seems so weird."
"Fate just didn't want you together." Ryou touched my shoulder gently, causing me to look up. Why is he being so nice?
Looking at things right side up, it would almost seem as if Ryou liked me. If I looked at it upside down… wait what?!