***I do not own anything, it all belongs to Stephanie Meyers (only any new Characters are my own)***

(BPOV)

On the front of the envelop was my name "Bella". I was not quiet ready to open it, not afraid of his words but just his thoughts. I would wait until I had a little more time to cope with him leaving me. Yet I knew it was written before the Jasper incident. So I chose to put off opening it. I took my belongings out of my truck and moved them into the CRV. I knew I would come back one day and get my truck to put it in my dad's garage but not soon. I don't think I could come back without feeling sad for a while. I know why he chose not to give it to me because he knew how I didn't like expensive things. I put the letter in my purse and started the drive back to my house.

(APOV)

It's been two and a half weeks since I last saw my best friend. I didn't like having to leave her without saying good-bye. I wonder what she is doing.

"Alice, don't you dare" came the anguished whisper of my brother from his room. He had been in that room since he joined us in Alaska when he returned from Forks. Just sitting on his couch wasting away.

"I'm not, don't get an attitude." I replied snuggling closer to Jasper. I don't or should I say can't even imagine what it's like for him. I have known ever since I became a vampire that Jasper was my soul mate. I just had to wait for him to find me or should I say enter my life. All of a sudden my head hurts and I'm swept away into a vision.

**Vision**

Bella's has driven to our house. She goes inside and begins to look around wondering about things. She sees that all of the belongings are downstairs. Yet she wonders what the upstairs holds. Will she find anything up there? She heads to Edwards room and sees that it is basically empty of all his items except for the couch. She lingers in this room for a while, and then heads to Emmett and Rosalie's room to find it the same way as Edwards. She clearly is disappointed but continues her journey to mine and Jasper's room. She opens the door slowly and sees that it is empty as well except for my desk. As she walks toward it she wonders what I have left her. She reads my note and a single tear falls when she learns of the sweaters of Edwards that I left for her. She really didn't want to take the money but did anyway. ***end of Vision**

If my heart could break it would after seeing that. Edward was such an idiot. Oh no I bet he saw it too. I opened my eyes just in time to see he was hovering over me. He was beyond pissed off; he was fuming and even looked like he could explode. Yet mostly I saw the horror in his eyes, the longing for her and even the shame that his choice brought to him.

"Alice, you promised me. You said you wouldn't look for her." He yelled at me startling Jasper who was deep in thought.

"I wasn't looking for her, I haven't. I said I wouldn't. I was thinking of her and that vision just flashed before my eyes. I didn't even have much of a chance to think about it before you come barging in here to yell at me." I screamed back at him.

"You left her a note, when I told you not to leave anything. When I told her I was leaving I said there would be no reminders of us, yet you left her my things and photos of us. Not to mention you probably also told her about the CRV" he yelled again like I couldn't hear him. I thought that letting her have the car was a good idea. At least it should keep her safe.

"Edward, please let me explain. I had to…" I was cut off by him.

"You had to Alice. I asked you to let it alone." He started but was cut off. This is when I noticed all of our family had joined the moment.

"You're not the boss of us" came Rosalie's voice. I was surprised that she was even here. She didn't even like Bella. "Alice wanted to keep Bella sane. She had a vision before we left that you leaving Bella would drive her crazy. That Charlie would have her instituted. Alice wanted her to not go through what she went through. Bella isn't crazy, yet she would be driven to it. You chose for us to leave, we didn't chose this" she was saying when Edward cut her off.

"What do you care? You didn't even like her. It was you who wanted her dead when she learned what we were. Don't tell me what I should know." He grumbled at her. You could feel the tension coming from everyone. I didn't have to be Jasper to feel these emotions.

"I may not have agreed with you about her, but I would gladly take that human in our lives than you with out her. I can see how much she means to this family to all of us. So don't think that you're the only one hurting because you are not we all are. Your choice affected all of us and we're all going to have to live with it" she said and then she was gone. She had left us; I quickly scanned to see where she went. I got nothing just fuzz. This meant she was changing her mind to avoid me from seeing her.

"Edward, whether you believe Rose or not. Before we left Forks Alice came to us to tell us about your choice and how it would drive Bella crazy. I love Bella as if she were my own daughter. I couldn't bear for her to hurt. Carlisle and I went against you and allowed Alice to leave those items behind. Please for give us" Esme was saying. If she could cry she would be doing this right now. Carlisle grabbed her and held her as she finished her words.

Edward walked to our parents and fell to his knees. "It hurts so badly to be away from her. Then to see her in Alice's vision happy and content, it hurt even more. To think that a few of my belongings could make her feel better, yet to also know that I could never be with her. To see her holding on to our love, even though I'm not there. How can I hurt her this way and still deserve her love." He finally had broken down. "I'm going to my room" he exclaimed as he got up not really talking to any certain one of us. He was gone before anyone could say another word. Everyone departed leaving Jasper and me alone in our room.

"Alice you did what you thought was best. Don't feel bad. Give Edward some time and he will see it too" Jasper had commented as he snuggled up to me again. Yet in the corner of my mind I could see he wasn't going to be changing his mind anytime soon.

Great now he wants to talk to me in private, I hated these mental conversations. "Allie I don't blame you for anything" he told me softly through his thoughts.

"Edward I know, but I couldn't see her hurting. I told her I would always be there for her. It was the only thing that I could think of" I thought as I looked for his future.

"I can see that" he thought. It was quiet for awhile. "Please for give me. It was wrong of me for making this choice for everyone. Alice I'm going to be going away for awhile. Don't look for me. I need to be alone for a while to get my head straight, maybe to think my choices over carefully" while he was still thinking I had managed to get to his room without him hearing me. He had already packed a bag and was about to jump out the window when he saw me. He spoke very softly, "Alice I will come back. I promise you that, but right now I need to get away from here. I've waited my whole life for Bella and I need to cope with the fact that I can never have her. You understand, don't you?"

"I do. Please don't be gone too long. I love you, always" I said as he moved to me and surprised me by giving me a quick hug and a kiss on the forehead.

"Allie try not to look for her" he relied and was out the window into the night. His thoughts came back to me; "tell them all bye for me and that I love them" was his sole thought that would linger with me until he returned. Edward was my best friend because we shared these amazing and hard gifts. I looked up to him. I was just glad that I had been given Jasper because if I was in Edward's shoes I would be just as torn up as he is. When I would see him again was up to fate, but leave it to fate and maybe Bella would be in the picture then as well. Who knows, one could only hope?

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