Rite, I hav realised tht it is not obvious if u r not me…

BTW she always wears gloves so people can touch her hands

I WANT TO EAT MYSELF!!!

I lay there for hours and hours, not even bothering to breathe, why had he left me??? The sun rose and with it came Katherine, she tiptoed in and wordlessly placed food at my feet before hurrying out again, she obviously knew what had happened.

"Wait" I called, in a quiet voice.

She turned slowly, looking at me with nothing remorse.

"Please, what did Edward tell you?"

She stared at me, contemplating on what to tell me.

"Nothing" she said quickly

"Then what did he tell Alessandro??

She looked at me sheepishly before sitting at my feet.

"Well, he wasn't very specific, but he said you had had and argument."

"About what?"

I was truly curious to find out what lies he had made up so he could go off with Rosalie.

"Well, he didn't say anything else."

"What??"

"Yeah, it was a bit strange I know, but he seemed very cross. Oh… and he said he never wanted to see you again"

"Well…" I was devastated, we couldn't even be friends!?! "Why should I care, what's done is done." I got up and dusted myself down, trying to hide my true feelings "Help me choose what to wear will you?"

After that the days passed like sand running through my fingers, I acted normally and I hardly saw Edward, though I ignored him when I did. Fighting every urge to grab hold of him and never let go.

The days were all so monotonous; Get up, change, breakfast, go to town, lunch, paint, tea, play, get changed, hunt; I hardly knew what day it was.

Once, I decided to go to the doctors and face him. Only he wasn't there and Carlisle just told me that he wasn't coming any time soon.

It was night now and I was thirsty. I changed into a black, floor length dress and heels like daggers. Lightly jumping onto a nearby tree I left my room In search of food.

After hopping from several different branches, I found my prey, a huge male wolf. I slid lightly to the floor and hurtled towards it. I ripped its head off and began to suck out the warm, red blood oozing from the animals veins. After my thirst was sustained I tore its guts out to make it look more like another animal had killed it. My ears picked up movement and after wiping my already red lips I raced towards my second course.

But this wasn't any animal, it was far to quiet, as if it didn't want to be heard. Why would a human be here? I slowed down to a normal walking pace and took off my shoe before throwing it into the darkness, I then ripped my dress and pretended to look dazed and confused as I waited for the stranger approach.

I held my other shoe in a protective stance as any normal woman of my supposed age would do. The shadowy figure loomed towards me.

"Got lost in the woods Cinderella?" Crap, a man. Wait… hadn't I heard his voice somewhere before??

"Are you hurt? Please stop ignoring me, I'm trying to help."

"EDWARD??" My head filled with questions but I had already ran towards him and held him tight. BIG MISTAKE.

He shrugged me off and moved back.

"Bella what are you doing here?"

"I could ask you the same thing and why do you keep calling me Bella? My name is Isabella!"

He smiled his crooked smile but his eyes were still cold

"Bella means beautiful in Italian"

I was amazed

"Oh, but you don't have any feelings for me"

"Well" he broke off, all hate drained from his face "I doesn't stop you from being beautiful, take Rosalie..."

I was right! Rosalie had gone missing a day before she was to be married and I now knew why.

"She's with you, isn't she?"

"Bell... what??

"You've eloped together, haven't you!"

"Bloody hell Bella! If I had eloped with Rosalie surly I'd be long gone now!"

"Not necessarily! Maybe one molecule of you conscience told you to find me and tell me!"

"WHAT? That makes no sense!"

We were both shouting now, clouds covered the sky and rain came down heavily upon us, soaking me to the bone.

"That's the only reason why you could be here."

"Bella, stop screaming and listen to me for one minute"

I turned away from him, but I had stopped my babbling.

"There, now I know you won't listen to me when I say I don't love Rosalie"

I scoffed but I could hear the sincerity in his deep voice.

"But I just don't think we should be friends"

Then it hit me, though the hansom human had no idea, he was actually completely right. What if that day when he left he had stayed, he would have found out by now and I would be on the run. I could never love a human.

"Your right" I murmured, turning back to him

"Its hard for me as well as you, I mean you're the baron's niece it would just be too hard to not be noticed"

"Can I ask a question?"

He smiled and moved closer

"Yes?"

"If you didn't think it was a good idea then why start it?"

I snarled the sentence, for I knew that even if it could not be, I still wanted to go down fighting.

"Just when I thought we'd come to a calm solution you have to mix it up, don't you!

I smiled an evil smile

"Yes! Because I've decide that I must hate you"

"Well I loathe you"

He bent down and I slapped him gently on the cheek before dashing off at human speed through the woods.

I knew that I didn't hate him, but I needed leave, I couldn't live in a place where the person I truly loved was just around the corner.

He he he.

Marshmellows.

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