A/N: Hola fan fic world! As promised I'm on april aka spring break from college and my story is back! Thanks for everyone who is still with me and I'm sorry about the wait but I warned you right. I love all your reviews they keep me inspired to keep going. I can certainly say this chapter didn't turn out as I had intended but I guess Bella had other plans. Anyway!

Hope you enjoy!
Til next time,
xoxo Dij

I ran as hard as my legs could push me. At one time in my old life the trees would have been whirling past me in an array of color but now I could see everything with precise detail. I could still feel him behind me, the distance growing greater between us. I was grateful in that moment for my newborn strength, otherwise I don't think I could have outrun him. Ever.

Running was such a freeing thing for me. Though he was on my trail closely, I thought of nothing but that current moment, pushing myself further feeling the wind against my skin and through my hair. An idea crossed my mind, I smirked to myself hoping it would secretly work and if it didn't I'd suffer the outcome.

I began to slow down just enough for him to close the gap between us. All of a sudden I came to an abrupt stop. He wasn't ready for that to happen when I felt the intoxicating scent fly past me briefly leaving my hair to flow in the wind he created.

Before I had a chance to see if he stopped I turned around starting to head back the way I came but then took a right hoping I could lose him. I wanted nothing more than to be away from him. I wanted to be alone, forever. I gave a small cry. Forever was such a long time, so much more than I could handle.

I was consumed with my thoughts and didn't realize that my body on its own accord was slowing. I let go of my thoughts and realized that this place was vaguely familiar.

I walked through an arch into a small meadow. Instantly my stomach knotted, it was our meadow, though this time everything was so much more vivid and colorful. My human experiences had never given it justice. The greens, yellows, purples and blues so beautiful, the sound of the stream filled my ears like a siren.

My feet continued to move on their own accord as my human memories overpowered me. It was like I was completely detached from everything but being forced into watching these moments over and over again. The hole that I had learned to patch so well was stinging in new ways I never thought possible.

I found my way to the middle of the gorgeous meadow where my body collapsed into the plush grass. I couldn't control the sobs now desperately escaping from me. I cursed myself over again for my inability to shed any tears, it was all I need now, especially now more than ever.

It was a slight comfort when I pulled my knees to my chest like I had when I was human in pain such as this. I felt like my torture would never end, I tried to focus on other things hoping to take my mind off the pain. I attempted to focus on Renee, Charlie and my few friends I had in Forks. A new waved of pain tore through me when I realized I couldn't make out their faces or their voices in perfect tone like I should have been able to. My human memories were fading faster than I could have ever imagined. I held myself tighter as I finally gave up and let my sobs control me.

I shook and sobbed what seemed like hours, I couldn't even tell what time of day it was, the clouds hovered to thick for any sign of sun to come through. That was fine with me because now the sun would show me for what I really was a monster, one of them. I continued to sob this time quieter as I as beginning to control myself.

"Angels shouldn't feel such pain."

I froze. The voice was strained, almost like it was in pain. I glanced around in every angle possible and found no one to match to the voice. There was no wind to pick up the scent of the person. I had let my senses down and in my hours of sobbing they hadn't gained full working order, I was angry I couldn't have detected this now stranger with me.

"Bella, please don't run."

I slowly stood up, ready to disobey the voice as quickly as necessary. I took a deep breath, something inside me was telling me to go to the voice yet pain tugged harder onto me.

"W..w..who are you?"

Mentally I kicked myself, so much for trying to seem confident and tough, that was one thing that would never change. I would always be just Bella, but I took that thought back as quickly as I had thought it, Bella was gone she was dead somewhere in that graveyard. I was a monster now.

"Bella, please. Promise me, don't run."

"I will promise nothing." My voice gained the confidence it was lacking just moments before. I internally smiled at myself for it. I was beginning to get tired of this person's game and mustered as much annoyance and anger as I could.

"Show yourself, now! Before I attack."

Their breathing hitched and there was a pause.

"Alright. Turn around."

As I turned I came face to face with the one thing I didn't want to see. The Greek god that was Edward Cullen.

In my new heightened sense I could see every thing about him. Again my human eyes had done no sort of justice to him. I could make out every angle of his form and his eyes were so much more pure in the butterscotch color. He truly was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

At the same moment my heart that was barely intact exploded into thousands of micro pieces. I began to step away from him, I could register the hurt on his face. He could tell I was going to run and intensely as I tried I couldn't move. Our eyes were locked in the worst showdown I had ever experienced.

He stood quietly just observing me and made no effort to come closer as I found the will to keep stepping backward. I reached the edge of meadow and began to turn to face the forest when the voice, his voice paralyzed me where I stood.

"Bella." He paused not sure of how I would react. I stood still with my back to him.

"I just want to say I'm sorry. None of us knew. If we had, we would have never let you experience that alone. We…no I won't blame this them, I wasn't thinking clearly. I thought I lost you, forever. Bella. You had no heartbeat from what I could hear and you stopped breathing…I..I couldn't find your pulse… I..I…I'm so sorry."

He began to choke on the end, I had never experienced him so upset, so vulnerable. I had fallen to the ground again sobbing with this new story tearing me apart inside. It was all a lie. I knew it was. I was sickened at the thought the he had even attempted this self guilt ridden story.

I felt a pressure on my back. It was enough to snap me out of my state.

"Don't touch me!"

Rage had filled me and it was the best feeling I had felt in quite some time. I could live with this intensified anger if I never had to feel my pain again.

"Bella, please let me take you home."

His voice was still full of pain but I knew it was part of his act.

"I don't have a home! I can't go home! I died remember!"

"Bella, love pl..."

I didn't think I could have reached a new height of anger but somehow found it. I interjected him immediately.

"DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT! HOW DARE YOU!"

I didn't realize it but I had lunged for him and successfully pinned him. His eyes showed hurt, pain, fear and something else that I could not detect. He hadn't even put up a struggle. I leaned close enough into him before articulating each of my words.

"You are sick! I don't ever want to see you again! How dare you put me through anymore pain than the amount I am in now! You truly disgust me."

It took half a second before I realized something. A sinister smile formed on my lips and he looked very confused. I laughed a small melodic laugh and returned focus to him.

I said sweetly, "I'm a newborn and you're not. I overpower you. So you know what I'm going to do?" I paused to see if he would answer and when he didn't I decided to continue.

"I'm going to kill you."

I smiled down at him knowing that my plan had no downfall and could not backfire. This was going to be fun.

A/N: Yeah I know I know evil evil evil of me but you're not going to have to wait long for the next chapter so I think you all can survive! :)