Sad. Sad. Sad.

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Leah4Life

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Days turned to weeks and I worried desperately about my little brother.. He didn't come home. Now I wondered if he even planned to come home. Sam and I didn't return to Washington State; I knew in my heart we wouldn't return. I had to wait for Seth here. This was were he would come. This was his (and truthfully ours) home.. He would come here. So, Sam sent Quil and Embery to get our stuff out of our apartment, and bring it back here.. Sam wasn't leaving me anywhere. After Seth's imprint dying, he has been very overprotective.. I wondered if I should be annoyed, or mad.. I might should have been, but I knew I wasn't. He loved me. He wanted to protect me. It was okay.

I didn't call Amy like she asked, only because I could hardly explain to her why I wouldn't return to school..Sorry Amy, but I can't come back to school. *PAUSE* No my brother didn't die. *PAUSE* Well, it's a bit of a long story, you see my brother's girlfriend wasn't just his girlfriend.. . She was his soul mate and well she DID die. *PAUSE* Oh, well my brother is a were wolf and he 'imprinted' on the girl who was his girlfriend, which basically means that he loves her more than life itself because she was his soul mate.. His world revolved around her.. And now she's gone. How could I leave him when he needs me most? No.. She could have me hospitalized if I tried to explain. So, I didn't. I didn't call her, but I felt bad about that.

Sam was being really great. He didn't leave me.. Which was good. I needed him. He was the only person who could distract me from my worries for my little brother..

"Sam?" I called, sitting up in my bed looking for him. He wasn't there. I stood up and walked through my open door. I walked down the stairs and looked around the living room. "Sam?" I asked again.

No answer.. I walked into the kitchen, not very hopeful. He would have answered when I called..

I was write. The kitchen was empty.. Just then I heard the door open. "Sam?" I asked.

"Leah.." Yes, it was Sam.. But his voice was strained.

I walked around the corner out of the kitchen and saw that Sam was carrying Seth, who was gaging and coughing up water.. "What happened to him?" I asked, terrified.

"He was drowning." Sam told me, walking into the living room and setting Sam down on the couch. "Can you breathe?" He asked Seth.

I walked nearer to them and I saw Seth nod stiffly. "Seth." I said, running the final steps to reach him. I knelt down beside the couch, where he was struggling to catch his breath.

"What do you want, Leah?" He asked, once he was breathing right. His voice was cold, I looked in his eyes.. They were no longer playful dark brown, but bottomless pits of black.

"I want my brother back." I said.

"Well, I'm here." He said, stiffly.

"No." I said.

"What the fuck do you mean no?" He asked, sitting up and glaring at me.

I looked over at Sam, his face was lost. "Seth. You aren't like this." I said.

"Yeah. I am." He said, getting up and storming off.. I heard his door slam upstairs. I heard the sob escape my chest before I could even process it.. Sam's arms were around me. I cried into his chest for a while, time didn't make any sense in this world.

"He's gone." I cried. "My Seth is gone."

Sam rubbed my back.. "It'll be okay, Leah." Sam lied. He knew that it wouldn't get any better.

.. Gr. I. Don't. Like. This. :(

It make me be sad.. :'(

I was going for the whole angle of both Clearwaters (or Uley.. Haha.) can't be happy. So if it's spun to were Leah is happy.. How can Seth?

GOD. I hate this...

But the show must go on, right?

Review. Even if you hate me, for killing Emily. I sort of hate myself for that.. So just review and tell me if it sucks. :) I AM trying....

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Leah4Life

PS: Short again. I know. Me be sorry. :) I love you (not in the creepy way.. Just in the you-guys-are- awesome- for- putting- up-with-my-short-chapters way.. )