A/n: I'm a bitch. I know im sorry! BUt this is the last three chapters in one. I decided to put these together. ANyways chapter 23 will be up soon. ALmost done. Expect it in a couple of days! I swear! 3 Love you!

10:53 A.M.

I woke up in the morning cause of a sudden urge to pee. As soon as my eyes shot open I took in my surrounding. I wasn't in my room. I was naked and someone's arm was around my waist. We were covered with comforters and sheets. I looked over to my right and came face-to-face with my lover. Then everything came crashing down back to me. I remembered what Edward and I did last night. He was staring down at me adoring. I smiled up at him.

"Good morning love." He whispered.

I closed my eyes in content. Then I froze. I stopped breathing. Something horrible just occurred to me. I quickly sat up in bed holding a sheet up to me.

"Bella?" Edward asked worriedly, propping himself on his elbow.

I ignored him and wrapped the sheet around me. I quickly stumbled off the bed and walked briskly to the bathroom. When I got into the bathroom I sat on the toilet and peed. After I was done I looked at myself in the mirror. I suddenly felt like puking. This couldn't be happening. No. No. NO! Tears started to form in my eyes.

"Bella!" I heard pounding on the other side of the door. "Bella! What's wrong?" He sounded really worried. Edward kept pounding on the door.

I wiped away my tears and looked at myself in the mirror to make sure I didn't look like I was crying. I unlocked the door and opened it. Edward stumbled in.

"Bella, are you all right?" He asked.

I ignored his question. "Edward," I asked as sanely as I could. My voice sounded thick and scared. "Did we use a condom?" I was terrified of Edward's answer. I was pretty sure I knew the answer to it.

Edward's eyes were giant saucers. "Oh my god. Bella no! We didn't!"

I closed my eyes frustrated. How could I be so stupid? How? I'm only in high school! I'm going to be a freaking 17 year old MOTHER! How the hell am I going to tell my parents? Poor Charlie! Oh my gosh! He's going to kill me! And how am I supposed to take care of another human being?

I felt Edward's hand on my bare shoulder. I opened my eyes and looked up at him. He looked scared, angry, hopeless, and another emotion I couldn't detect. Happiness? Only an idiot would be happy right now.

As politely as I could, I shrugged out of Edward's grasp. Hurt crossed his face but I chose to ignore it.

"Edward, I should go." I said not looking him in the eyes.

"Go? But Bella…why? Please don't look we'll figure—"

"NO!" I screamed. "No, Edward. I have to go. History homework." I said softer. Edward looked at me sadly.

"Bella…" He whispered.

I turned around and quickly put on some clothes. I didn't even realize what I was wearing. I ran down stairs and grabbed my duffle bag and keys. Edward came running after me.

"Bella!" He called as I got to the door. I stopped just at I was about the turn the knob. I heard him come over to me and hug me. He was wearing boxers again. When Edward let go, he awkwardly placed a soft kiss on my cheek. Edward opened the door and walked me out. He sat me down in my car and closed the door. Through my opened window Edward stuck his head in and said. "No matter what happens, I will always love you. Always. Nothing can ever change the way I feel about you Bella."

My lip quivered. Why did he have to be so sweet? Before I started crying, I pulled out of Edward's driveway and raced home. I needed to get out of this place. I needed to get out of reality. I needed an escape and I knew just where the certain escape was.

I was up-stairs in my room staring at myself in my full-length mirror. My eyes were puffy from crying. God knows how I made it home safe…c'mon Bella, crying isn't going to get you anywhere. I looked at what I was wearing for the first time since I left Edward's house. I was clad in Edward's nylon shorts and my tank. I wore no bra and panties. Those were in his room. Great. I grabbed some fresh clothes and jumped into the shower. As soon as I was done I got out and towel dried my hair. I ran a comb through it and then hopped into my car. I started up the engine and started driving.

I wasn't going to think about what happened or what could happen. I'm not going to think about Edward right now. Just because he's my boyfriend and he loves me doesn't mean that my life revolves around him. I'm a person too and I need my space. So space is exactly what I'm getting.

And no, I'm not being selfish. I might be frikin' pregnant, I think I deserve sometime on my own I want to live MY life and right now I'm going to Jacob's house. I haven't seen him since last summer. He's my best guy friend and he's just who I need to hang out with right now. I'm sick of not seeing him and now I'm going over to La Push to hang out with Jacob Black. I need this.

"Bella!" Jake said enthusiastically when he saw my car pull up to his house. I got out of my car and ran over to him. He lifted me off the ground and spun me around. "What are you doing here?"

"Uhm…I just thought I'd come and visit you." I answered.

Jacob smiled. "Cool! So, have you eaten yet? Cause I was just about to go make some breakfast."

"Actually no…Jake, you can't cook for your life!"

He laughed. "Touché Bells. How about we go to IHOP?"

"Oooh! Sounds fun!" I said.

Jake laughed.

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I was picking at my pancakes. Just staring at them. Thinking about Edward and last night. Honestly, last night, what Edward and I did, was amazing. I've never had so much satisfaction in my life. He was spectacular. And oh god, he was huge. I swear before Edward thrust into me I just knew that it was going to hurt. And it did hurt because I was a virgin and all. But when I got used to him it was so much fun! All that sexual frustration was gone. I've been feeling sexually frustrated because of that guy. I don't regret having sex—

WHAT!? Yes I DO! I do! How could I be so stupid!? What if I'm fucking PREGNANT! Bella we've been through this before. You need to calm the hell down. It will all work out in the end. Tear started to form in my eyes.

I quickly blinked them back and looked up at Jacob. He was staring at me intently.

"Bells…? I've been watching you and you haven't touched your pancakes. You've just been poking the poor guys." Jake said smiling at his own joke. "What's the matter?" he asked concerned. I looked down at my plate.

Without looking up I shook my head. "Nothing. Nothing's the matter." I said. I don't know who I was trying to convince more, me or him.

"Bells…" He warned.

I faked a smile up at him. "I'm fine…really."

"Okayyy…if you say so. But Bella?"

"Yeah?" I asked distractedly.

"I'm here for you babe. Honestly. If you wanna talk I'm here."

"Thanks Jake," I said smiling at him genuinely.

"Sure, sure." He went back to his cocky attitude.

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After breakfast Jake and I hung out at the beach. It was a cloudy day kinda muggy but warm. I dipped my toes in the water. Jake and I were sitting in the sand by the shore, just staring out at the ocean. I was thinking of Edward again. God damnit! Why couldn't I think of anything else besides him? Because you love him. That annoying little voice said in my head. I closed my eyes and buried my head in my knees. Absentmindedly I put my left hand on my stomach. Realizing what I just did I quickly moved my hand and propped my head on it. I sighed.

"Ok Bella. That's it. Tell me what's wrong."

"What makes you think something is wrong?" I asked defensively.

"You've sighed for what--? The 100th time since you've gotten here? You've never been the over-dramatic typa girl. Tell me what's buggin you!" Jake said turning his whole torso towards me. "Please Bella." Jake looked me dead in the eye, his face looked to pleading. It was impossible to deny him.

I sighed again. "See?" He asked referring to my sigh.

I rolled my eyes. "Fine."

Jake smiled big and totally turned to me. I turned to face him as well our knees touching. We were both sitting criss-crossed.

"Ok well…I'm currently seeing someone..." I started looking over his shoulder. "And we've been going out for I think…2 months? Yes 2. Well, I've known this guy for-EVER. And he's amazing. He treats me so well. And he loves me. Like actually loves me. And this isn't a high school kinda crush, because he's dead serious. Two months ago he even gave me a promise ring. See?" I said showing him my left hand.

"What's the promise for?" Jake asked me.

"That he'll always love me." I replied summing it up for him.

Jake nodded impressed. "Well the guy sounds nice enough. Who is he?"

"Yeah he is nice. His name is Edward." I said lost in my own world.

"Edward? Pshh! That's a funny name. Is he some rich spoilt kid?"

I glared at him. "Nooo." I said defensively. "Yes he's rich but he's not spoiled. I think you might know him though…Edward Cullen?"

"YOU'RE DATING CULLEN? THAT SPOILED ASS RICH KID WHO THINKS THAT HE'S ALL THAT? WHO PLAYS GIRLS LEFT AND RIGHT?" Jake boomed.

"Shut up!" I screamed at him. Hot angry tears started to form in my eyes. Before they started to pool over I hastily got up and made my way over to my car. It was a three minute walk.

I heard someone gaining on me. It was Jake because within seconds he was in front of me.

"Bella, I'm sorry. That was really rude of me." I didn't look at him and bit my quivering lip.

"Bella, please talk to me."

Edward said that earlier this morning. Suddenly I missed him. I missed Edward so much.

"Jake, it's fine. Really, I'm just…really stressed…I don't know what to do…I need some girl time. I need to talk to my gal pals about this. But trust me, it's nothing life threatening." I pretended to laugh

"If you're sure," Jake responded hesitant.

"I'm more than sure!" I said, flashing him a false smile.

"Okayyy…"

I nodded. "Ok well I'm gonna go back home now. Call my gal pals and talk to them." I said.

"Bells…at least let me drive you home. Please?" Jake begged. "We can even motorbike there if you want." He said devilishly.

I smiled. "Ok."

"Great,"

"sure, sure" I replied smirking.

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" Thanks Jake. I really appreciate it." I said genuinely.

"No problem-o Bells. I'll drive your car up as soon as I can. No later than tomorrow though. 'K?"

"Yeah, sure thanks, again."

"Sure, sure." Jake mumbled as he took a step forward. He planted a soft kiss on my forehead then hugged me.

He pulled away quickly and walked back to his motorbike. I waved to him as he pulled out of my driveway.

I turned around and froze. My heart stopped. I came crashing down to reality. The look on his face told me that he was angry. Hell—he looked more than angry, he looked furious….even murderous.

"You…you…you fucking cheated on me!" Edward accused. His voice was quiet. It was the type of quiet that was scary.

I took a few steps towards him. My were eyes were slits. If he was furious than I was…I was…I was furious times ten. How could he accuse me of cheating?

"You think I cheated on you? What the hell? Where the fuck did you get that damn idea, Edward!?" I screamed.

"Bella I just saw you with that guy. He just kissed you. Do you think I'm a fucking idiot?"

Hurt crossed my features. Did he honestly think that I would cheat on him? Did he honestly think I was that low?

"Edward, I don't want to see you, or talk to you for that matter. Just…J-just go home." I said pushing past him. I went up the stairs to my porch. Being me I just had to trip on the top step. Expecting to fall on my face, Edward caught my waist. As soon as I regained my posture I pushed off his hands from my waist.

I un-locked the door and tried to slam it as hard as I could but Edward's elbow made contact with it instead. I hope it hurt him.

"See, you don't even deny it. So you did cheat on me. Didn't you? Did you have sex with him too!?" Edward yelled angrily as he came in storming into my house. Slamming the door shut. My back was to him. My original plan was to ignore him but when he said that, something inside me ticked.

I whipped around and came face to face with him. My lip quivered, as I tried my hardest to not let the tears fall. Edward was breathing heavily, his nostrils flared, his face and neck red with anger, his beautiful eyes darkened with anger and…jealousy?

My voice came out low and weak, "How could you…?"

Just as Edward opened his mouth to say something the tears started to fall down my cheeks. A sob erupted inside my chest as I sunk to the ground. I clutched onto my shirt and doubled over. Never had I cried this hard before. Never. I didn't care if Edward was standing right in front of me. I didn't care if I looked like some psycho lunatic having a break down. I didn't care if Edward broke up with me right now. I just didn't frikin care!

I cried because I was scared, because Jake insulted Edward, because Edward basically just called me a slut, because he was being so un-reasonable, because Edward was being selfish and mean, because our first 'morning after' was supposed to be perfect, because everything was so wrong right now, because I didn't was to fight with Edward and most of all, I cried because I didn't want to be pregnant.

I felt Edward's hand stroking my back comfortingly. After I was all dried out of tears and had calmed down, I heard the kitchen faucet run. A few minutes later Edward came back with a glass of water for me.

Edward handed it to me wordlessly. I took it hesitantly. I probably looked like a complete mess. I drank all of the water. Edward took the glass from me and placed it on the kitchen counter above me. He held out a hand and I accepted it. He pulled me up. Once I was in a standing position I closed my eyes, frustrated.

I didn't know what to do. I hated not knowing what to do. I just hated it. I put my hand on my head and turned away from Edward. I just didn't want to see him right now. I hated him and I just wanted him to leave. I can't take this anymore. I really can't.

"Bella—"

"Edward, wanna break up now?" I asked cutting to the chase. My voice sounded really thick. I kept my poker-face though.

"I—"He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. Something he always did when he was stressed. After a deep breath he said. "No,"

I just stared at him. I was just annoyed now. "Oh really? Wow that's a surprise. You, coulda fooled me! " I laughed a humorless laugh.

Edward started at me. "Pshh, whatever. I mean why would I have a say in any of this. I'm just a dirty whore who fucking cheats on her boyfriend, the one guy she actually loves. No, nope! I'm just a slut, who has so morals or self values, because I have nothing better to do than go sleep around with random guys. I mean yeah, so I could be pregnant, pshh! Who the hell cares? Why don't I go sleep with every guy I meet?" I said angrily.

Edward didn't say anything. He looked down at his shoes. He finally looked up at me. His expression was unreadable. It was a cross between hurt and sadness. "Bella, I lo—"

"Edward, I swear if you say 'I love you', I'll….I'll…" I trailed off, tears started to fall down my cheeks mercilessly. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. "Edward, you need to go home." I said, my voice think and quiet. I turned around and ran up the stairs to my room. I shut my door and locked it. The heart wrenching sobs returned and I collapsed on my bed. A couple seconds later I heard Edward pull out of the drive way. I lifted my head off the pillow and listened for more sounds. When I heard nothing, I broke out into sobs and cried my heart out.

Alice's POV—

"Eep! Jasper! Stop…" I squealed as he bit down on my neck, making me laugh. "C'mon, I'll be back in 10 minutes. I forgot my contact case." I explained for the millionth time; Great time to remember that you forgot your contact case right after you turn your boyfriend on. Yeah I know. Great timing!

"Awww babe, stay." Jasper mumbled in his totally hot southern accent. He had me pinned up against the wall, me sitting on a shelf thingy on the wall so he could reach me easier. My legs were straddling his waist tightly. Jasper pushed his hardened crotch against my middle. I moaned.

I hungrily attacked his lips, kissing him deeply. When Jasper pulled away to breath he smirked at me. We were both panting. "Ok go get your contact case." Jasper said stepping away from me.

I glared at him angrily. "You jerk!' I said annoyed.

"Yeah but I'm your jerk." He replied cheekily.

I instantly softened up. He placed a chaste kiss on my lips "Hurry back!" He ordered.

"You know it." I replied grinning to myself as I hopped off the shelf thing and ran downstairs and out the door to my car.

My plan was to sneak into my room and sneak out. I really didn't want to see my brother and my best friend doing something that would scar me for life.

When I got back home I noticed that the front door was open. Hmm…I parked my car and quietly walked into the house. Everything looked fine…I walked further inside and saw Edward lying on the couch, his arm covering his eyes. He didn't look like he was sleeping…when I took in my surrounding I noticed that Edward's shoes were on either side of the room. It looked as if he had thrown them. Now that I really looked around I noticed that his cell phone looked as if someone had smashed it onto the ground. It was in pieces.

"Edward…?" I asked worriedly. I started to walk over to him. He didn't answer. I reached out and grabbed his elbow. I tried to pull his arm down but it wouldn't budge. "Edward," I said again with authority. He peeked at me from under his arm. I heard his sigh. "What's the matter?"

"Bella," he whispered.

"What about her?" I asked scared. Was she ok?

"We had a fight…" He replied, his voice sounded so sad.

"So? Fix it. You two always fight then you guys make up." I replied truthfully. It was actually really cute. They were the perfect couple.

"Alice this wasn't some stupid fight. It was huge!" He replied angrily. Edward removed his arm from his head and sat up. "I accused her of cheating,"

"Wait! What!? You accused Bella of cheating?....On you!?" I screamed at him. "Edward you never ever ever accuse your girlfriend of cheating."

"No shit!" He said angrily.

"Then why the hell did you do that?" I yelled.

"Because..Because…" He yelled back.

"Because what!?"

"I don't know…I was jealous!"

"Of WHAT!?" I asked frustrated.

"You know what? Go ask Bella! Ok!?" Edward shot back. He looked pissed as hell.

Shit, I was pissed as hell at him! How could he be so stupid?

Edward was glaring at me. I glared at him back and decided to leave.

I stomped out of the house and plopped into my car. I angrily dialed Rose's cell. When she picked up, I told her that I was coming to pick her up and we were going to Bella's. I told her about Edward. Rose sounded really mad. Hell, who wouldn't be mad?

Bella's POV—

At one point or another I must've dozed off or something because the next thing I knew, I was being awakened very gently. I opened my eyes slowly, blinking a few times to clear my vision. I saw Rose and Alice kneeling beside my bed, both looking at me with concern written all over their faces.

"Bella…" Alice said softly. "Are you alright?"

I waited a moment before answering. "No," my voice sounded thick and hoarse.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Rose asked. "We're here for you babe"

I smiled at my friends' kindness; well at least I tried to. "Ok,"

Alice and Rose came in close, anticipating what I was going to say. I sat on my bed and patted the empty space between it, motioning them to climb on up.

"Wait," Alice said before she got on the bed. She ran across the room to her purse and started rummaging through it. I looked at Rose who just shrugged her shoulders. She grabbed my hand and squeezed it. Alice came back with a huge chocolate bar. "Chocolate cures everything." She explained when I looked at her questionably.

I nodded sadly. Alice handed me the bar and sat down on the bed next to Rose. They were both sitting across from me.

"Okay Bella, start from the beginning, alright?" Rose asked soothingly. She squeezed my hand.

I nodded glumly. I hated being sad! "Ok so let's start from the beginning."

When I was finished telling my story both Alice and Rose were crying with me. We had finished the whole chocolate bar. I told them about how Edward and I had sex, about how I thought I was pregnant and I freaked, about how I went to La Push and talked to Jake, about how Edward thought I was cheating on him, about how we had a huge fight and about my break down in front of Edward.

I didn't realize I had started crying until I was done. Alice and Rose were both hugging me and comforting me. Another thing I didn't realize I was doing was that I was twisting my promise ring around my finger. I was so used to the ring that it was just second nature wearing it. I hadn't realized I was still wearing it. Looking at the ring made me want to cry.

"Okay…here's what we're going to do," Said Rose with a shaky breath. "Alice and I are going to go to the Drug store, and we're gonna get you some pregnancy tests…"

I sobbed when Rose said pregnancy test.

"Yeah, yeah, and we'll also get loads of junk food and a buncha movies. Okay sweetie? Rose and I are gonna sleepover—"

"No, you guys! Don't…I don't want to ruin your guys fun because of me." I protested while tears ran down my cheeks.

"Nonsense Bella!" Rose exclaimed,

"Yeah, don't worry about us. We should probably get our bags too then if we're gonna sleepover…." Alice said trailing off.

"Okay we'll be back in 30 minutes tops." Rose said.

I nodded trying to smile. They both stood up and bent down to hug me tightly. I squeezed back as fresh tears formed into my eyes.

After Alice and Rose left I sighed and wrapped my purple comforter around me and curled up in a ball on the bed.

A little while later I heard the door bell ring. I smiled that must be Alice and Rose…wow that was fast. I climbed out of bed and went down stairs. Stopping in front of the door I turned the knob.

"Well that was fast," I said smiling a little before actually seeing who stood in front of me. It was Edward. When I realized it was him I shut the door in his face. I didn't even want to bother with him right now. I guess he didn't get the hint because Edward just opened the door and walked right in.

"Bella we need to talk." Edward said.

I ignored him.

Edward walked around me and stood in front of me. He was smart enough to not stand too close. "We need to talk." He said again with much more authority.

I didn't look at him. My eyes were trained on the ground.

"Bella…look at me?" Edward asked taking a step closer to me.

I took a deep breath to try to make the tears that welled up in my eyes go away. I finally did look up at him. His face looked so sad. He looked horrible.

Edward must've thought that I forgave him or something because reached out an arm, trying to touch my arm, but I stepped away from his. He looked hurt.

I clenched and unclenched my teeth. Taking a deep breath I spoke, "Edward, I'm sorry…but this isn't working out…we're not working out—"

"Bella are you breaking up with me?" Edward asked shocked.

"—and I don't think it ever will." I continued, ignoring his interruption. "Edward, I think we should break up." I finished. I looked down at my hand and pulled off the promise ring.

Edward stared down at me, "You've got to be joking!" He said with a humorless laugh. When I didn't say anything he said, "But Bella….I love you!" He exclaimed.

"Edward, I have company coming soon…please go." I said softly.

"But Bella…" Edward whispered. I looked up at him. He had tears in his eyes and his eye brows were furrowed. I looked away.

"Here," I mumbled, holding the ring out in my palm. Tears were falling down my face.

"Bella…no" Edward said softly. "You can't…look I'm really so—"

"Edward please!" I begged, a small sob rippling through me.

Edward looked at my outstretched hand. He looked back up at me. He slowly placed his hand in my palm. My lip quivered. He slowly took the ring from my hand and examined it. A tear slipped down his cheek. That only made my tears fall down harder. Without a word, Edward walked out my front door…maybe forever…

When I realized what I just did I broke down crying again. I looked at my empty finger and cried harder. A few minutes later Alice and Rose let themselves into my house. They saw that I was crying and quickly came over to comfort me. It was only four o'clock in the afternoon but this has been the longest day of my life.

Alice and Rose told me that they ran into him and he told them what happened. According to them he looked 'awful'.

I hated myself. I'm such a horrible person. I started to cry harder.

When I had calmed down Alice and Rose showed me the pregnancy tests they bought. There were four of them. Each of them different and each promising to be the best. They all said I had to wait two fucking weeks to test! What the hell!?

Alice and Rose tried their best to distract me. They set up some movie to which I barley paid attention to. All I did was eat the food in front of me.

This really really really sucks…