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"You bi-polar prick! Get away from me!" She was livid. Well damn! That didn't work. I didn't listen to her; instead I just pushed myself harder up against her.
"Edward—"
"MR. CULLEN! GET OFF OF MS. SAWN THIS INSTANT!" Well FUCK!
BPOV
Edward quickly pushed off of me straightening his self up. I pushed myself off the wall and stood up straight, trying to look as calm as could. I wanted to punch him so bad! How dare Edward try to charm his way out of what he did to me. And he calls me immature! I was silently seething when Mr. Buzz Kill spoke.
"Isabella," I cringed. I hated being called 'Isabella'. "and Edward, you two are in a heaps worth of trouble!" Oh damn. "To my office now!" He ordered looking by far furious.
Edward and I obliged. I brushed past him and followed Mr. Buzz Kill to his office. This was his entire fucking fault! He had to molest me in a random supply closet! As we were walking down the hall Edward kept trying to get my attention. He whispered my name, tried to grab my hand, tugged on my hair lightly, but I ignored him.
Buzz Kill held the door open for us as I entered. He told us to sit down in the two empty chairs in front of his desk. He sat behind it and began his lecture.
"Now as you know this is a school. We come to school to learn. Not hide out in supply closets and do things you're not supposed to do. Such as touching and kissing. We have a strict policy of sexual acts and here at Forks High we will not tolerate any tomfoolery. This has not been the first time I have caught you to doing such acts. I feel deeply embarrassed and disrespected. Since both of you are good students and never really get into trouble I will let go easy on you guys. Isabella and Edward, you will serve one whole week's worth of detention before school and after school."
"What!?" Edward and I exclaimed in unison.
"But sir, that's hardly fair!" Edward begged helplessly.
"And it's not even my fault!" I exclaimed.
"How is this not your fault, Ms. Sawn? Did you or did you not accompany Mr. Cullen in the supply closet?"
"Did. But you don't—"
"Then it's settled, two week's worth of detention both after school and before school starting tomorrow. Stop by the main office at the end of the day and pick up a detention slip. I'll have everything ready for the two of you with Mrs. Coup. Have a god day Edward and Isabella. I'm sure you two can show yourselves out. Please head to class. You're already late as it is. Have the secretary at the front give you two a pass. Good bye." And with that he turned his attention to his laptop.
I huffed loudly and stomped out of the office, Edward in tow. I snatched my goddamn pass and stalked out the office to the hallway. Edward was fuming beside me.
"Mother fucking prick!" I cursed Mr. Buzz Kill. "Ten detentions! Is that even legal? And you!" I turned around on my heel and pointed a finger at Edward. "This is your entire fault! You just had to molest me in a bloody closet!" I fumed. Edward glared at me.
"Well if you just talk to me none of this would've happened!" He shot back.
"No. I will not talk to you about anything ever again. I'm done. We're done. There will be no more talking between us. Ever." I turned around and stomped my way over to my next class. I turned to look at Edward who looked absolutely murderous. "Oh and in case you haven't figured, I hate you." I quickly turned away so he wouldn't see right through my white lie.
I didn't allow myself to think about what I said to Edward until I was settled in my class listening to my trig teacher go on and on about something or another. Once I was seated and at least attempted to take some notes, I began to think over everything I had said to Edward this morning. It was totally out of character of me to call him all those names. I didn't mean anything I had said to him today. Absolutely none of it.
I don't know why I did that. I just wished that if I yelled at him enough and was bitchy enough he's finally be so pissed at me that he'd hate me and forget about me. I needed this. I needed to be forgotten. I'm a sick monster. I hate myself for yelling at him and calling him names. Edward was right. I am immature. I'm an immature bitch who doesn't deserve a guy like Edward. He deserves better someone who isn't a bitch like me.
I was lying through my teeth when I said I hated him. God knows how much I love that guy. I'd do anything for him. I hated swearing at him. When Edward dragged me into the closet, I couldn't help but feel turned on by how angry he was with me. The way he roughly pushed me up against a wall and pressed himself up against me was just so hot. And I know it's totally wrong to think all of that when truly, Edward isn't my boyfriend anymore. He isn't mine and I'm not his.
When Edward was whispering things to me in the closet I couldn't help but have second thoughts about my actions. I tried to think of a reason why he and I shouldn't be together and I came up with nothing. Edward and I were perfect for each other. But at the same time we weren't. No scratch that. That was a total fib.
I remember how Edward and I always fought about the stupidest things. It was funny because at the end of our fight Edward and I always made up and we'd be laughing at ourselves for being so lame. And there was—is no question, no doubt in my mind. I loved—love him. Too much. I thought back to how Edward was trying to dazzle me back in the closet. When Edward told me he loved me, it felt so real. Deep down I know he loves me. I really do. I just—I would never say this out loud but the only reason I ended things between Edward and I was because I was scared. I was scared to be pregnant. I still am. It's in the back of my mind. Just taunting me. But I was also scared because I felt as if Edward would leave me if I really was pregnant. I know he said that he'd always be here for me, that we'd find a way to get though all of this.
But I felt—feel that the only reason he said that was because he thinks I'm not pregnant. If I actually was really pregnant would he really stay? Would he really help me get thought all of that? Would he really just throw away everything he had for me? Edward was a teenage boy. He was eighteen for god's sake. A junior. Would he really just give up everything for his girlfriend?
I know Edward doesn't think I'm pregnant but I do. I don't know…I just have a gut feeling that I am pregnant and that scares the crap out of me. I don't think I'll be able to handle all of that responsibility.
I barely noticed when class ended. Grabbing my things I walked out of the classroom. I really wanted to go home, crawl into my bed and cry. Feeling helpless I walked down the halls towards my next class. I heard I shrill giggle off to my right. Glancing at the direction I noticed Tanya and Edward talking. He had his back towards me so I couldn't see his face but the look on Tanya's face said a lot. Her face was flushed and she kept licking her lips. I saw her ever so slightly touch her neck. She ran a hand through her pin straight strawberry blonde hair. Tanya placed a hand on Edward's arm as she giggled. They seemed to be standing pretty close. Too close. I felt pain curse through my veins. I wanted to claw her eyes out. How dare she touch my—oh. Never mind. I sighed sadly. I hadn't realized that I stopped in the middle of the crowded hallway until someone big knocked into me.
"Oof!" I grunted as I fell to the ground my papers and books flying everywhere.
"Oh damn! Bella, are you alright?" Emmett's deep voice boomed. He immediately crouched down and began to help me grab my books and papers.
"Yeah. I'm fine. Thanks," I smiled as he handed me my books.
"No problem-o sweet pea." Emmett said grinning from ear to ear. I smiled at him and grabbed the rest of my papers. I snuck glances and Tanya and Edward. They were having a conversation now. I got up and looked around t make sure I had everything. I glanced over at Edward and Tanya again and saw—rather heard them laughing. I suddenly felt very sick. Looking away my eye caught my note book right next to Tanya's foot. I thought about just leaving it there but realized that I needed it for my next class.
"He's pretending." Emmett spoke.
I turned to look at him. He was staring intently at Edward. "Sorry?" I asked confused.
"Look," he pointed at Edward. "His arms are crossed and he keeps shifting his weight from one foot to the other. He also keeps glancing around. He's annoyed by the slut. It's ok. Edward isn't interested. Now go strut you're pretty little ass over there and grab your notebook. It wouldn't hurt to bend down a little and show off your assets. Show the guy what he's missing." Emmett said seriously.
"Emmett, I don't know if you know this or not but Edward and I are over." I said sadly.
"Yeah okay, and I'm not hot." He said sarcastically. I couldn't but giggle at his comment. "Go," He urged.
I sighed and walked over to Tanya. As soon as Edward saw me he stopped talking I turned toward him and slowly bent down to grab my note book. "Sorry. Emmett ran into me." I apologized. Not looking at him.
"Oh Bella!" Tanya said in a sickly sweet voice. "How are you?"
I faked a smile at her direction and replied, "Just dandy! I would totally ask how you are but I honestly don't give a crap." I said in a high voice and then faked a laugh. "Continue being your slutty self." I dismissed acid dripping from my voice.
Tanya's eyes turned into slits. "You bitch!" She yelled.
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah ok well whatever. I gotta go." I said walking away. I turned around and yelled back to Edward, "Oh and Edward? You're the worst actor ever."
I was about t turn back around when he said. "And you're the worst liar ever." He called back seriously.
I knew exactly what he meant. He knew I lied about hating him. That smart son of a bitch!
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