Ch.2 Alice

APOV:

I hate my life except for my best friend Bella Swan. My father is a druggie and abusive. My mom is a whore. I hate them both. My parents aren't really parents...more or less thye worst people in my life.

"Bitch get your sorry ass down here!" my father,Matt,screamed.

I raced down the stairs. In all the years hes been like this i've learned you have about 5 secs to get to him or else. He was dressed in a pair of jeans.

"Lay down bitch."I did tentively.

I gulped i knew what was to come.

He unbuckled his jeans. He walked over to me in boxers.

"Take of your clothes scum."

I obeyed. He grabed me and stated touching me. He yanked off his pants and entered me w/ one hard painful thrust. But i knew better than to scream.

Later...

Great Matt just left and i must now endure Pheonix High School(AN:i wuzn't gonna lk up schwls;). I love fashion but i don't have the happiness to pay attention anymore. I put on a pair of black skinny jeans,a black shirt w/ death written on it,and a pair of black converse. I grabbed my i-pod and walked out the door to wait for Bella.I turned on Last Resort" by Papa Roach

Cut my life into pieces

I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing

Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding

Would it be wrong, would it be right

If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might

Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide

Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind

Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright, nothing is fine...

Bella pulled up in an outfit similar to mine...but it was happier...wonder why?

"Im leaving Alice..." she said.

"What?" I shouted as i got in.

How could she move...i wouldn't survive!

"Bells How can you move...-"I was cut off.

"Alice i mean im leaving this Earth...im gonna do it tonight." she said in a happy tone.

"Me too..."

"Al...i dunno...well...i guess so..."she said pondering it.

"Bells,your the only thing keeping me alive,and the same thing for you,right?''

"Yes,then its settled."

We were going to meet at her house a 6. Hope this is it.

Later 5:55ish

I knocked on the door,Bella answered it.

"Where are they?"

"Not here..."

We walked up to her room. I walked over to her stereo and turned on a song i thought woulb be fitting. It was "Hello" by Evanscence. We pulled oit our razors. I pulled off my top so i was in a black silk cami,Bella did the same.

"Any last words...?" She asked.

I nodded and cleared my throut(AN:SP?:).

"Bella you are my best friend and I love you like a sister. You helped me get through this, we helped each other. When i became pregnant w/ my fathers kid(AN:GASP:) you helped me w/ the abourtion. I will miss you but see you soon..."I said w/ mixed feelings.

"Alice,you pretty much covered it. I love you like a sister.I will miss you and see you soon. Please press play and we shall be gone..." Bella said.
I pressed play.

Playground school bell rings again

Rain clouds come to play again

Has no one told you she's not breathing?

Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to

Hello

This is it, I thought. I pressed the blade too my wrist the same time she did. Instead though this time i dug deeper..it stung.

If I smile and don't believe

Soon I know I'll wake from this dream

Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken

Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide

Don't cry

"Good-bye,love you..." we both whispered in unison. The last thing i heard before it went black was...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

Hello I'm still here

All that's left of yesterday

And i knew it was true...