Ch.3 Bella

BPOV:

I hate my life except for my best friend Alice Brandon. My step-father was abusive and raped me. My mother left my father,Charlie, when i was 4. Ever since,my father wanted nothing to do with me...he also now has 2 replacment kids, Seth and Leah i think? His new wife Sue is a major bitch. I went to the wedding and she bitch-slapped me, and Charlie did not even say word. I honestly hate him,too.

"BITCH GET DOWN HER, I WANT BREAKFAST,NOW!" Phil yelled.

I ran downstair and started making french toast,bacon, and scrambled eggs. All of a sudden he whipped the red hot frying pan at me. It hit my knees. He grabbed me roughly.

"I want you to take off your clothes,NOW!"

I did,knowing what was coming.

I will spare you the awful details of when he rapes me...

Later

After Phil left I went to cover up and take a shower. My knees were blistered, but not bad.

You know what I thought I'm going to end this once and for all, tonight!

I decided to dress more cheerfully today since it may be my last...oh well. I went out to my car to pick up Alice. I know you may be thinking How do I have a car? Well Phil got it so i could keep up th e whole 'happy family' act.

I seen Alice listening to her stolen i-pod.(AN:i dunno y i did tht?:)

"Im leaving Alice..." I said getting right to th e point.

"What?" Alice shouted as i got in.

"Bells How can you move...-"I cut her off.

"Alice i mean im leaving this Earth...im gonna do it tonight." I said in a happy tone.

"Me too..." She said firmly.

"Al...i dunno...well...i guess so..."I said pondering it.

"Bells,your the only thing keeping me alive,and the same thing for you,right?''

"Yes,then its settled."

We were going to meet at my house a 6. Hope this is it.

Later 5:55ish

Alice knocked on the door,I answered it.

"Where are they?" she asked.

"Not here..."I replied trailing off.

We walked up to her room. She walked over to my stereo and turned on a song i thought woulb be fitting. It was "Hello" by Evanscence. We pulled oit our razors. I pulled off my top so i was in a black silk cami,ALice did the same.

"Any last words...?" I asked.

Alice nodded and cleared my throut(AN:SP?:).

"Bella you are my best friend and I love you like a sister. You helped me get through this, we helped each other. When i became pregnant w/ my fathers kid(AN:GASP:) you helped me w/ the abourtion. I will miss you but see you soon..."She said w/ mixed feelings.

"Alice,you pretty much covered it. I love you like a sister.I will miss you and see you soon. Please press play and we shall be gone..." I said.

She pressed play.

Playground school bell rings again

Rain clouds come to play again

Has no one told you she's not breathing?

Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to

Hello

This is it, I thought. I pressed the blade too my wrist the same time she did. Instead though this time i dug deeper..it stung and hurt like fucking hell. Ha thats probaly where I'll end up.

If I smile and don't believe

Soon I know I'll wake from this dream

Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken

Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide

Don't cry

"Good-bye,love you..." we both whispered in unison. The last thing i heard before it went black was...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

Hello I'm still here

All that's left of yesterday

And i knew it was true...