A/N: Warning: This chapter contains mentions of self abuse and has a load of profanities. If you would rather not read either/both of these things just email me and I'll send you a summary so you're all set for the next chappie and don't have to skip one. Have fun!

Eclipse

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Harry awoke to a blissfully silent room (he guessed Draco had detained Ron, that or he simply hadn't slept long). As he descended the stairs to go to the bathroom he decided he had indeed not slept long as he heard voices coming from Remus' room, which was next to the bathroom so he wouldn't have to travel far in his weakened state after transformations.

"How could we let this happen! We knew he was sleeping with Malfoy and we didn't do anything about it. What were we thinking?" Sirius was saying.

"Well we didn't think this would happen. Of course we both knew male wizards could get pregnant we just didn't think it would be Harry. I'm not even sure how it's done." Remus' voice sounded strained to Harry's ears.

"Of course we didn't! I mean-god! What the hell are we going to do? What would James say if he knew we let this happen? He would skin us alive! He was irresponsible but even he and Lily had enough sense to wait until they were out of school. "

"I know. I really don't know what Harry was thinking. We'll just have to support him and protect him and his child."

"Protect him? PROTECT HIM! God damnit Remus, he's PREGNANT for fuck's sake! He might as well have a blinking sign saying "You can come and kill me now as I won't stop you since I'll be busy worrying about by effing baby!"

"I know, I know. He'll have to have more guards on him, and always be with someone else. Even at school he won't be safe because of the Slytherins. I don't know what to do. I can usually judge how to act towards Harry's misdemeanors by thinking what I would have done if it was James but James would never have let this happen to him or Lily."

"No, James wouldn't have let this happen."

Outside, with his hand still on the bathroom doorknob, Harry was frozen. He had wanted to know what Sirius and Remus thought, now he knew. In the kitchen he had thought Remus wasn't telling him everything, and he knew Sirius was barely restraining his fury. That didn't stop their words from cutting through him like blades. He wasn't like his father. Coming from Remus and Sirius that was the worse thing they could say. Before he knew what he was doing Harry was climbing the stairs back up to his room. He sat on the bed and stared at his trunk for awhile; his mind and body frozen, not even able to cry. His mind still locked, Harry's hands began to open his trunk of their own accord. As Harry's mind remained leagues behind his actions he found the cold point of his razor pressed against his arm. Before he could make a cut however, he felt a hand firmly snatch his wrist and forcibly pull the razor from his grasp. As he looked up, he met the grey eyes of a concerned yet determined Draco Malfoy.

"No Harry."

"Draco. I-I-I...what are you...I mean...I don't know what...I'm sorry." Harry hung his head. Looking into his lovers eyes, so clouded with worry, he felt as if he had dome something terribly wrong; as if he had somehow let the Slytherin down. This feeling of course, only added to the fuel that was his growing self hatred.

"What were you thinking Harry? After what happened only a few days ago when you collapsed from things like this. Do you want to give the baby a death wish?"

"NO! I would never-I love the baby! I want it to be safe. I just, I just got upset."

"What upset you so much that you would hurt yourself? Among people who care about you what could possibly have hurt you that much? I just don't understand." Shaking his head and sighing slightly Draco sat down next to Harry on the mattress.

"I heard Sirius and Professor Lupin talking on my way to the bathroom."

"What!"

"I just overheard them. I guess I'm thankful, they obviously were trying not to hurt me in the kitchen judging by the way they acted. I guess for good reasons."

"Harry, what did they say?"

"I-If it's all the same to you I'd rather not say. I kind of feel as if I say it then that makes it even more true. I don't think-I don't think I could handle hearing the things they said from my own mouth." Harry looked up as he felt Draco's arm wrap around his shoulder; silent tears flooding from his darkened eyes. Draco didn't like the look of those eyes. To him they looked just as they did when he had been talking to Harry about his cutting before. The Slytherin quickly deduced that this conversation was not going well at all. While drawing his love into a tight embrace Draco wiped the tears from the Gryffindor's cheeks.

"Of course Harry. Of course you don't have to tell me. Just remember, I love you. I love you with every ounce of my being and you are a very good person. I've never met someone as brave and noble as you Harry. You'll do anything to protect the people you care about and that in itself is enough for me to know that you are indeed a wonderful character." After what seemed like an hour of Draco just holding the Gryffindor seeker said seeker stopped crying and eventually looked up; a playful smile decorating his features.

"Well obviously, you ARE a member of the Slytherin House."

"Pardon? I'm afraid you lost me somewhere."

"Me being the noblest person you know. Well, it's not as if you make it a habit of talking to other Gryffindors or anything. No, you're stuck with deceitful and betraying future deatheaters."

"Point taken." After another moment's pause in which Draco drew Harry into his lap the spy spoke. "So, I originally came up here to see if you needed anything so DO you need anything?"

"No, no I'm fine. All I need is you."

"Well that's good then. To tell you the truth I was rather scared you would ask me to go get you something from downstairs and I would have to go back into that kitchen were almost everyone still is."

"I'm guessing things didn't go very well?"

"Well, there were several threats to castrate me and a few "We accepted you's and things like that. It wasn't unbearable though. I just think that Granger is still in the kitchen and I do believe if I went back in now she would throw a pot at my head." Harry laughed slightly at the mental image.

"I can just picture that too." Draco and Harry both chuckled.

"Well, m'dear I think I need to go downstairs after all; Granger or no."

"Oh, alright. You do need to start using their names you know."

"Whose names Harry?"

"Hermione, and Sirius, and Ron. You know. My FRIENDS." Draco smirked.

"I love you Harry, but I doubt I will call Weasel anything but Weasley until my dying day."

"You could try. Even Hermione's trying to call you 'Draco'."

"Well, then perhaps for Granger I will make an exception." Getting his hand on the door handle the blond seemed to change his mind and turned back to the pregnant boy on the bed. "Now Harry, are you going to be alright or do I need to have spells put up so I know what is going on in here?"

"Huh? What do you mean?" Draco mentally cursed. Stupid Gryffindor idiocy. He's gonna make me spell it out. Damn. I just hope this doesn't make him loose it.

"Can I leave you alone or will I come back up later and find you bleeding to death and unconscious?" With a small "oh" the Gryffindor shook his head and sighed.

"No, no Draco. I'll be fine. I was just upset but I'm quite alright now."

"Alright Harry. I'll take your word for it. Just promise me; promise me you won't hurt yourself. I can't loose you again Harry. I just can't." In an instant Harry had risen from the bed and wrapped his arms around the Slytherin's waist.

"I promise Draco. I promise. I'm so sorry. I never thought how much my cutting must hurt you. Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere for quite some time yet. I won't leave you Draco. Not ever." The spy smiled weakly and after resting his head on the Gryffindor's shoulder briefly he turned and left the room.