A/N: Ok.. so basicly i'm taking quotes from what i said on my facebook profile so there will be alot of saricasm... If you like saricasm.. Then yay! If you dont.. then you must because this story is filled with it!
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P.s. I like to thank everyone for the nice things they said about my expirence.. I'm better now! Thanks to you guys! And i hope you like this chapter.. its got something unexpected!
------Chapter 11-------
Casey's POV
She's insane... totally insane. No she's the definition of insanity! Does anyone else think she's insane??
"Casey!" Lizzie snaped her fingers infront of my face
"Huh? Wha?" I looked around my surroundings... I could have sworn it all went black when she said that, that plan thing
"So?" she held up her hands in a shrug "What do you think?"
My shoulders fell "Lizzie. Do you really think we can pull off acting like our "new selves" Usually do? We dont even know our ''new selves''!" She grabbed my hands into a fist
"Can you stop putting in quotes??? Its bad enough we gotta do this, but now your going all "New selves" On me????"
I backed up alittle Lizzie was really hyperventilating
"Whoa! Liz, chill. I was just saying, that its kinda hard enough we need to find a way back in less than a week, but now we have to pretend like nothing happened.. Thats gonna be a challange... dont'cha think?"
She looked up at me with questioning eyes "I thought a Mcdonald never turns down a challange?" She arched her eyebrow
"No, thats a Venturi.. A Mcdonald never gives up,"
Wait, Isnt that like the same thing?"
Truthfully, I have no idea... But i'm the advice giving sister, I need to set an example!
I sighed "Truthfully, I have no clue what-so ever..."
Hey! Honesty is a good example!
"Ok.. Well just go on your computer and get as much info about yourself as you can, ok?" I looked at her blankly
"You know, If we were not stuck in this situation... I whould mark you as insane.."
You know, even though i allready did.
She rolled her eyes and sprinted up the stairs into her room... It seems so wierd, why are our rooms completely different floors?
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I was surfing the internet... Ok, Liz said to get as much info as possable, And guess what? I found a computer diary! Guess what? It has a password! Oh joy!
But then again.. I am myself right? So i should think about this... Most of my passwords are 'Down with Derek' or 'I hate DV' or 'Run its Dereka!'
But in this world, I love Derek Venturi, in real life, i love Derek Venturi... But what if something else happend? what if i was into ponys and butterflies??? Nah..
I tried the one password for my blog, the one only my best friends Emily and Kendra knew about....
'D is my key'
Its sounds sappy and corney but the day that derek actually looked into my eyes, and i mean deep, I felt that very thing... I had forgot about it though.. Ever since i started dating sam.. I told myself to put it aside and get the fact in my head He is my step-brother..
But every time he looked into my eyes.. I allways lost all love for my boyfriends and my heart was his again... He needed one anyways, he was heartless at times!
But somewere, deep in there it allways felt that his heart was there, every beat spread love..
yup.. i totally feel sappy!
I waited for the opening to load... And it worked! Hallelujah!!!!!!!
I opened tons of things, Facebook profile, Blogs, diary entries, jeez, you'de think i was smart enough to get different passwords...
To my suprise i clicked on something called our song
I scrolled down to my (my new selves) typing
Remember when we were best friends? When you were dating that one girl... (I forgot her name) well i heard this song and it was exactly how i felt...
Remember when we got together? You said we needed a song.. I found it.. And for the first time ever, I'll say one thing you've allways said to me but i was afraid to get hurt.. Not anymore because I love you Derek
XOX Casey
Click here to listen to the song
I hesitated to click it... I chose a song for me and Derek...
But while i was about to click it.. I seen in small letters at the bottom
Message not sent
I cancled the message... I didnt send it to him, and i knew why.. it sais right there in black and white 'you've allways said to me but i was afraid to get hurt.. '
I was allways cautiouse about saying those three words 'I love you'
Its so hard because if you say it, you can get your heart broken...
Then again... Now, i know that i'm not gonna get my hear broken with Derek... Well.. atleast not in this life time... If you know what i mean exactly...
Old Derek wouldnt love me... I had allways loved him, i only ever fought with him just so a can have an excuse to talk to him or be around him...
So i'm about to do something brave
Sending...
mean while i clicked the link... I wanted to hear the song that i experienced.. the song i wanted him to hear...
You're
on the phone with your girlfriend,
shes upset,
shes going off
about something that you said,
she doesn't get your humor like i
do.
I'm in the room its a typical Tuesday night,
I'm listening
to the kind of music she doesn't like,
and she'll never know your
story like i do.
I
remember this song from when Derek was dating kendra.. I turned it on
when Kendra became a cheerleader, ironic isnt it?
But
she wears short skirts,
i wear t-shirts,
she's cheer captain
and I'm on the bleachers,
dreaming 'bout the day
when you
wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole
time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands
you,
been here all along so why can't you see,
You belong with
me
You belong with me.
Walkin' the streets with you and
your worn out jeans,
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to
be,
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself,
'hey isn't
this easy',
and you've got a smile that can light up this whole
town,
i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down,
you
say you're fine,
i know you better than that,
hey what you
doing with a girl like that?
She wear's high heels,
i wear
sneakers,
she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers,
dreaming
'bout the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the
one who understands you,
been here all along so why can't you
see,
You belong with me
Standing by,
waiting at your
back door,
all this time how could you not know baby,
you
belong with me.
you belong with me.
Oh, remember you
driving to my house in the middle of the night,
I'm the one who
makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry,
i know you're
favourite songs
and you tell me 'bout you're dreams The
old Derek does all the times.. even if its about me yelling about
him.. he doesnt tell me the whole dream but it still counts
think
i know where you belong,
think i know it's with me.
Can't
you see that I'm the one who understands you,
been here all along
so why can't you see,
You belong with me
Standing by,
waiting at your back door,
all this time how could you not
know baby,
you belong with me.
you belong with me.
you
belong with me.
have you ever thought just maybe,
you
belong with me.
you belong with me
I dont know whats worse.... the fact that I sent the message to Old Dereks e-mail.. or that New Derek has a different e-mail that i just noticed...
crap..
now that only meant when we get back..If we get back.. theres a chance old Derek might get that e-mail and Old Casey will get hurt.. forever!
"CASEY! LIZZIE!!" I heard a very familliar voice storming down the halls
Lizzie walked into my room panting
"What?! what is it Casey?" Panic running through her voice
I shook my head "I didnt call you, someones calling me too... They were yelling not to lon-"
My words were cut by Edwin ripping through my door
"I REMEMBER!"
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A/N: Yes!!! of all the chapters! Finally a cliffy... oh sorry... you guys probably dont like cliffys but it felt like A good time.. sorry but writers love cliffys, its so fun! i allready have he chills! lol
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