She's so high Chapter 19, a life with derek fanfic

A/N: CHAPTER 19 allready? i still have to get up to 30 XP thats as low i ever go lol 30 is small for me :P My friend is talkin to me on msn, i am writing chapters, gettin ideas for sequel, downlaodin stuff, updatin things, usin youtube, many many more and thats what i have been doin all day -.-

well if i dont get this chapter done and up by tonight then i am not as organized as i though :S I like to get everything done early lol, its better now than never! I am determind to get this done by tonight! So I dont bore you with this i am just gonna move along with it and give you ur chapter... here is chapter 19!

-----Chapter 19-----

Derek's POV

ow... I blinked a few times getting up from the floor, i couldnt have fallen off the bad because I was by my dresser...

Wait.. I passed out.. Could we be-

"Casey!! Lizzie, Edwin, Case! Come!!"

"Derek!"

Edwin and Lizzie came running into my room

"Are we back??" I looked right to Lizzie, I dont think Edwin whould know..

"I have no clue.."

Or mabye he does..

I looked over at Edwin and he shrugged, Wait, weres Case?

"Were is Casey?"

Lizzie looked alittle frightened "She didnt come when you called?"

I shook my head

Our eyes went wide "Casey!!!" We shouted in a union and ran into her room

I dropped by my uncontiouse girfriend, picking her up gentaly and placeing her on the bed, Moving a piece of hair behind her ear when the tweens were'nt looking

"She must have not woken up.." Lizzie stated, shaking her head alittle

Ed nodded

I started to lightly tap her on the soulder "Casey? Casey, You need to get up..."

No answer...

She shuffled in her sleep

"Casey, cm'on Case. Wakie wakie..."

Still no answer

I rolled my eyes and The tweens looked worried

"Is she gonna be okay?" Edwin walked over to us

I laughed

"Watch.." I whisperd to them

"Casey, hurry! Your late for school!!!"

"WHAT?!?!" She shot up with panic stricken across her face, wow.

I chuckled watching her glare

"Not funny Derek!"

I rolled my eyes "Morning princess.." I said in a flirty tone..

She scoffed and made a face of disgust

"Dont call me that, and get out!" She pushed us all out of her room

"What just happend?" I mummbled to myself

I waited 20 minouts for Casey to barge in my room asking if we were back.. I still dont even know..

Why did she kik me out? Why did she treat me like she allways did? Doesnt she remember? She whould have too, Lizzie does and me and Edwin do...

I closed my eyes and leaned against the head board, fliping my I-pod to a song me and Casey really like,

I dont patronize I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I am wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break
I don't wanna be the bad guy
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time
And times killing you, every way that I do

I heard something burt through my room and i opened my eyes to see if it was Casey

Its not..

I flash of light strock my bed

"Whoa!"

I jumped off and whent by the door... not the best idea because there's alot of meddle beside it.. Ugh

I seen a piece of paper.. well a now brownish-gold piece of paper that was atleast still readable

"Love is everywere, But some have to be reminded?"

What the hell does that mean???

"Lizzie!?!"

"Ya???"

"Get Edwin and Get in here now!"

"Okay! EDWIN!"

I cringed at her yell, god she is louder than Casey!

"Wheres the fire?!" Edwin and Liz burst through the door, almost smacking me in the head

"There was about to be on my bed, otherwise it whould have been me but that doesnt matter,"

They looked at me like i really was crazy

"Huh?" They echoed, i rolled my eyes

"This! This note i got when i wasm almost toasted!!" I bit

They took a step back and i suddenly got the breath caught in my throut

"Derek, why are you yelling?? And why are the kids in here?"

Case placed a hand on her hip, looking for an explination.. I wanted to kiss her right there and then, really did but she seems like she's not interested anymore

"I found another note.." I coughed

She knitted her eye brows together

"You've been getting notes?"

wait...

"Casey do you still hate me?"

She looked taken aback, along with Edwin and Liz, but i just took a step towards Casey, hearing Lizzie red the note to Edwin

"Do you?"

"Uh, Derek?

"Derek I really-"

"Derek..."

"Do you remem-"

"DEREK!"

"WHAT??"

I whipped around to see Lizzie and Edwin with shocked faces and pulled me out of the room, to the games closet.. Also known as tween centeral..

"What?" I stated more than questioned.. i was getting pissed.

"Casey doesnt remember idiot!" Lizzie hissed

"What?"

"She doesnt remember! It sais right here, and i quote 'Love is everywere, But some have to be reminded!"

I crossed my arms and looked at A random pile of random games i hate..

"What does that even mean?"

She smacked her palm on her fourhead, groaning

"Love is everywere.. You and Casey found love when we were at that alternate Universey thingy, And some have to be reminded? Ring any bells up there?"

I glared at her as Edwin chuckled, after wacking him upside the head, i studied the note

"So how do i remind her???"

"How did you find your love?"

"When i fell inlove with her?"

She slugged me "Your an idiot!"

"What??"

"When you got together!"

Oh...

That was not to long ago..

"A few days ago when I just couldnt resist her anymore.."

She gave me a look of disgust "Not needed to know.." She scoffed

I rolled my eyes and shrugged

"I donno, she kinda well started to make me nerviouse, and i have allwways loved her but thought i could never tell her. Then i kinda pinned her against the wall an-"

"STOP! I DONT WANNA HEAR THE REST!"

I almost fell against the door from her outburst

Edwin laughed

"This is like the time when Nora talked to her about puberty and hormons.."

"Gah!" Lizzie cringed and plugged her ears harder, i ripped out her fingers

"Your gonna pop your eardrums Liz," I chuckled

"Better than hearing about my sister being seduced. Seriously that was not needed!"

I laughed nudging Edwin

She looked at us disgusted alot of disgusted Mcdonalds today

"Ugh!"

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"Do it now!"

"WHAT am i supost to do???"

"Make her remember!"

"How?"

"Do what you did!" She hissed

"Pin h?-"

"I dont wanna hear it!" She rushed, pushing me in Caseys room.

"He, he heyyy Case!" I rubbed the back of my neck nerviously

She turned around from her computer "Uhm, Hey?"

I sat on her bed across from her "So.."

"Soooo?"

"How's it goin?"

"Uh, nothing much? You?"

I sighed

what am i supost to do?? Jump her???

"Nothin, nothin.. Just bored. Dontcha hate being bored? I hate being bored.. I think its because its boring and i mean seriously! Who likes being bored?"

I laughed nerviously again, rubbing the back of my neck once again

I am rambling! just like Casey! Derek get ahold of yourself!

"Derek, Is something wrong?"

I shrugged, looking at the corner

"Your lieing.." She crossed her arms

"No i'm not.." I scratched my arm

"Your using distractions Derek.. I allways know ways you lie, Is that fridge trying to beat you again?"

I looked at her, trying to hold back a laugh

It was funny watching him get scared of Casey..

"Pu-lease! I could have taken him!"

She rolled her eyes and chuckled "Lets not forget who actually beat him, without actually trying to beat him" She teased

I rolled my eyes playfully in responce

"So, why are you here?"

shit..

"Uh.. I am gonna need to tell you a couple of things.."

That means i need to replay everything by actually replaying everything..

"Like?"

"Okay, well when i was about 12 i cried when i got my heart broken for my first time... So untill about 3 years ago, i never let anyone in.. But when i met someone 3 years ago i fell inlove again, but couldnt tell her."

She seemed imediatly interested

"Whats with the admiting?"

"Dont inturrupt.."

She held up her hands and went back to listening

"I never really loved anyone as much as this girl, not Kendra nor Sally, this girl is allways number one.."

She nodded

"And I admit I do cry sometimes... And I hate seeing people cry because I dont know how to stop it and its just so irritating but I mostly hate it when this girl cries because i feel helpless, like i wanna hold her, and it sounds reeeaaallly mushy."

She smirked at the last statement

I even laughed "Well I do believe in romance but i believe it only leads to heartbrake.. So instead i ack like a jerk to her and i kinda think its funny when she's mad but i still feel bad about it."

"I also basicly get struck of shivers every time we have body contact... She likes to push, attack and harm me..."

I laughed at it this time

"Why dont you tell her?"

I looked up at her

"Casey, stand up.."

"What?"

"Just stand.."

"Okay?" She stood up and i took a step towards her

"Its hard not to tell her since i just did.. Twice.."

"Huh?"

I straitled her against the wall, kissing her like the very first time we did

I then back up "I love you Casey..."

She caught her breath and looked at me with warily eyes

"I didnt remember and you couldnt tell me??"

"Huh?" I smiled

"I cannot believe i forgot the most wierd thing that happend!" she laughed

"Lizzie! ED!"

The tweens ran through the door

Casey lights up more

"Are we back this time?"

They rush up to her in a group hug, Casey waving me over

Uh.. No..

I shake my head untill she gives me the puppy dog pout

"Cas-ey!" I winned

"Der-ek!" She winned back, I took her out of the group hug and kissed her again, she snaked her arms around my neck

"It was bad enough hearing about it" Lizzie groand, I felt her smile against my lips..

"Hey kids, sorry were late but we had to pick up Marti from the her moms.."

Nora and Dad came inside the door, Me and Casey stepped away from eachother

"Whats with you guys?"

"Nothing..." we said in a union

"Casey, If your gonna spend another night in Dereks room then like i say everynight, Obay the rules we gave you when you first dated.."

Our heads shot towards our parents..

"Okay and By the way Derek, you got mail.." She and Dad went down stairs

"They know?"

"I spend nights in your room?"

"George whent shopping willingly?"

Lizzie added to our rant

Edwin laughed and pulled her out of the room, I pulled Casey into mine and seen it filled with half of her stuff, all of mine, and my flashing computer.

"Wow, girls have alot of stuff.."

"My clothes are in here.."

Our eyes met wide

"we didnt.."

"We couldnt.."

"I dont wanna know.." We said in a union while checking out my e-mail

Hey, Derek.. Its well, Its Derek.. I kinda sent it to myself and never opened it. Your probably suprised with this... But our parents know so its no big deal.. Everyone knowes and now its not a big deal! We kinda delt with things for you XP.

I hope you guys remember or this whould be pointless but I got this message from Casey of the future! I knew you'de allways be together... We had never broken up.

Oh and BTW we sleep in the same room and dont worry, we are still virgins so dont freak out like Casey is probably doing...

Casey swatted at me

"Younger me said it! Not me!" I chuckled

I got this e-mail like i said earlier by future Casey and well i figured to re-send it to me so you whould see it.. By the way i changed the song.. I figured the actual us whould want a song besides the alternat Uni- thing.. I figured being her step-brother and choosing a song is way easier since we know eachother so well

Well heres the e-mail below But I got Casey to re-write it..

Dear Derek and Casey, We figured we needed a song so we re-chose it for you instead of the wrong Casey (AU casey) And i had Dereks help.. it was easy since we had the same favorite song... Click below and hope you like it..

(CLICK HERE TO HEAR THE SONG)

I looked at Casey who smiled sweetly and shrugged

"Ok.."

I clicked it and to my suprise our favorite song played.. I knew it never changed!

Our eyes grew wide and i quickly turned it up

Did you say "Please just follow me?"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up,
I just cant suck it up
Make me feel like someone else.

I took her hands and swung her around, watching her scream and laugh

"I though Derek doesnt Dance?"
"Please just follow me."
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up,
I just cant suck it up
Make me feel like someone else.

I smiled "I dont care if its with my Spacey!"

She glared playfully and swung we hard enought to fall on the bed

I'm under the gun
You're like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what
I wanted but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut.
It's not enough, (Its not enough)
It's never enough. (Never enough)
I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck.
Can't focus it, but I try it.
Over and over again

Did you say "Please just follow me?"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up,
I just cant suck it up
Make me feel like someone else.

"Please just follow me."
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up,
I just cant suck it up
Make me feel like someone else.

"Please just follow me"
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel

Did you say
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me cause I cant stay with someone else
Ill try and suck it up I just keep fucking up
I want you all to myself

Did you say "Please just follow me?"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try to suck it up,
I just cant suck it up
Make me feel like someone else.

She pinned me down and deepend the longest kiss we ever had

Na na na na na

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A/N: I dont know if i like this chapter... Its allright... lol well i got to start working on next chapter so stay tuned!

Thx!

BG4E