BPOV
Oh, No!!!
Edward still loves me! I decided it was finally time to tell everyone what really happened
"Uhmm ... guys I think it's time I told you all why I ran away and what happened that night. 15 years ago..."
"Bella, you don't have to..." "No Rosalie. it's time everyone else found out ... what the truth is."
"But--" "NO Rose I'm sorry, but it's ti--"
Ring Ring Ring Oh god who's calling now??!!
( Bella. Jacob. )
"Hello..."
"BELLA!!!"
"Jake. Seth. Hii How are you?"
"Good Bells."
"That's nice. Heyy Can I call you two back? I'm kinda busy..."
"Uhmm ... actually Bells ... see the thing is that me, my girlfriend Renesmee,and Seth are outside your door right now..."
"WHAT!!!???"
"Uhmm ... ya. See the thing was that we ... uhmm ... wanted to surprise you and Kristen ... && Nessie wanted to see you guys to. So uhmm ... we came here......"
"Alright come on up..."
"Thanks Bells. I thought you were going to kick us out before we came in..."
"Ahahahhahah nahh. Just hurry and come on up. There's something I have to say ... and it's probably better for you all to be here as well."
"Uhmmm ... okay Bells. We'll be right up."
"Alice can you call everyone here?"
"Of course Bella." "Thanks Alice." I said.
Well I guess it now or never...
"Edward, Esme, Carlisle, Jasper, Emmett, Irina, Carmen, Eleazar, Jacob, Seth, Renesmee ... can you all come and join Rosalie, Bella, Tanya, Kristen, Kate and myself in the living room please?"
"Sure...?" Everyone said quietly and confusingly.
Everyone walked inside queitly and took a seat either on the sofa or the floor.
"Do I smell a mutt in the house?" Emmett said.
"Emmett not now and yes there is a werewolf in the house." I explained quietly.
"Okay." Emmett said, this was kinda unusual for Emmett to just drop a subject this quickly.
"Okay everyone, I called you here to explain--"I started."Please I don't have time for this bullshit!!" Kate said. "Kate if you don't have time for this bullshit, mind getting the hell out of my house!!!!" "Uhh-uhh-uhh...." Kate stuttered. "Thank you, now if you don't mind I'd like to g--" "BELLA YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO TALK TO KATE LIKE THAT!!" Edward yelled. I cringed, "WELL EDWARD IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR THE REAL REASON WHY I LEFT YOU 15 YEARS AGO THEN YOU CAN LEAVE AS WELL!!! AND IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE REAL REASON SIT DOWN AND SHUT UPP!!!!" I yelled, I feel bad for saying that but it was important. Edwards needs to know the real reason.
"Now please everyone I'm asking for only a few minutes for you guys to sit and listen to what really happened that night ... and the few people that know the truth are, Rosalie, Alice, Jacob, Renesmee, and Seth. They know because I had called Rosalie that day and she told Alice the truth, and my cousins Jacob&Seth, and Renesmee knew because I had told them when we had met up."
"WHAT???!!!" Everyone yelled. "If Alice knew then why didn't she see you leaving?" Carlisle asked. "Well since Jacob and Seth are werewolves, or shapeshifters actually, Alice can't see them,and when I ran away I was thinking about them two and how I would contact them when I left. So Alice coudln't see my future and she only found out I was gone WHEN I left."
"Ahhh ... we understand. Sorry Bella, please continue."
"It's no problem Carlisle." I said.
"Well... It all started 15 years ago, when I went back to Pheonix..."
**Flashback**
Phoenix was beautiful. My old home before my mother had passed away. And now I'm back because of her 10 year death memorial. Since Charlie couldn't make it I had to come alone && it was a week after Edward gave me the promise ring.
Ohh yee that night was wonderful.
I checked my watch, Oh God it's already 5.30pm, and my flght is tonight at 11.45pm back to Forks. Oh My I can't wait to see everyone again!! I thought as I walked back into my hotel room.
"Ahh ouch!" I said as I reached inside my hotel room.
For the past few days, my lower stomach had been hurting immensly. Although my period was last week, it couldn't have been cramps. I thought as I ran into the washroom, and what I saw in the toilet truly shocked me .... Blood!!
I couldn't think or feel anything.
Ring Ring Ring ( Bella. Alice.)
"Bella, are you okay?"
"No Alice somethings wrong. I had my period last week and i just went to the washroom and there was blood in the toilet. Oh Goddd!!!!"
"Don't worry Bella, when you come back here, Carlisle will have look at you and see whats wrong."
"No Alice I can't wait that long!! I'll just go to the doctor here and see what's really wrong. See you in a few hours. Bye Ali!!"
"Okay Bella, but be careful. See you soon."
Oh my gosh.
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(1 hour later) = at the docters with the results in her hand.
Oh! My! Gosh!
This can't be happening. No my life can't end like this. It's not possible.
I just found people that I truly care about.
As everyones faces flashed in my mind one-by-one-:
Edward -- my love, my life
Alice -- my sister, my best friend
Rosalie -- my older beautiful sister
Emmett -- my older teddy-bear brother
Jasper -- my brother with the same love of books as me
Esme -- my other mother
Carlisle -- my other father and my friend
Charlie -- my REAL father, the one I just got back and was about to loose
Tanya -- my childhood friend
I couldn't bear to loose everyone AGAIN!!!
Even if I had cancer.
This letter the doctor gave me said it all -:
Dear Ms. Isabella M. Swan,
Our reports and the tests you have currently taken show us that you are diagnosed with Bladder cancer. Which shows the patient with these following symptons -: in the urine, or burning upon urination, urination, urine, in lower stomach area.
We are sorry to say that, although we have caught it at the first few stages, it has progressed and there is nothing we can do to prevent it from stopping. And if we do try the chance of you surviving this operation is approximately 45%.
We are terribly sorry that there is nothing we can do about this. And I am sorry to inform you that you have about 3 weeks in which to enjoy the time you have left, before the cancer takes over your body and mind. Once again we are terribly sorry that you have been diagnosed with this type of cancer.
We are truly sorry-:
Dr. L. Smith.
This letter had torn my life apart. I slowly packed and grabbed a taxi to the airport. Checked my luggage in mindlessly, and before I knew it I was landing in Port Angeles. I had asked no one to pick me up so no one was there. I remeber getting a taxi, going home, freshening up and calling Rosalie.
( Bella.Rosalie. )
"Rose?"
"Bella? What's wrong?"
"Rose, I went to the docters in Pheonix an-and ... OH ROSE i have cancer!!!"
"WHAT...???!!!!!"
"Yes and only 3 weeks to live."
"Bella ... are you sure?"
"Yes Rose I'm positive."
"Oh my gosh ... Bella!!!!"
"Listen Rose, don't tell Edward. Please I want to tell him myself, but can you do me a favor and tell Alice. BUT make sure no one else is around and no one overhears."
"Sure Bella. But--"
"Don't worry Rose. I'll be there in 15 minutes tops. Bye Rose I love you."
"See you later Bella. I love you too."
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(15 minutes later) At the Cullens house in the driveway.
I took a deep breath and held the letter from the doctors letter in my hand.
"--don't want Bella!!!" Oh My Gosh that was Edward.
He didn't want me? I loved him and I thought he loved me too.
But hes a gorgeous man, and I'm plain Jane.
Of course how could I have ever thought that Edward -- EDWARD could have loved ME!!!!!!
"Edward come on he didn't mean to say that!" Jasper yelled.
It was always a rarity that Jasper lost his patience. Especially with Edward.
"Oh please so now its out there, everyone knows!!!" Edward blowed
I realized that there was one thing to do. I thought as I picked a piece of paper out of my car and a pen -:
Dear Edward, Rosalie, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Esme & Carlisle,
I'm sorry that it has to end like this. But its just better this way. I know I've been putting you all in danger with me knowing your existence and all.
I love you all until death, and promise me you'll all go back to living your lives like before.
Edward I Love you, & always will. Nver you dare to even doubt that. Although there's nothing more left to do, just do me one favor, and move on. I know you have the strength, you just have to find it. Your were the best thing that's ever happened to me and possibly ever will.
Rosalie & Alice. I Love you both and thank you for ... well you know what for. You've been the two sisters I've always wanted but never got the chance to get. Alice even thought I always acted as though I had hated your shopping trips, secretly it was enjoyable, and I'll never forget them. Rosalie, your beautiful, inside and out. I never had a doubt about you in the beginning, you were wonderful and all so understanding.
Emmett, my cute cuddly STRONG teddy bear. Thank you for all the fun and all the teddy-bear hugs. You were the best, and I'll never forget you. I love you, even with your jokes.
Jasper. What can I say? You were there for me when I needed you the most. And both our love for old style books. It felt wonderful that I could share my passion with some one else and I'm glad it was you.
Esme, gosh you were the best mother ever. Since the first time we were introduced, I felt a motherly aura from you. After Renee died and I met you, you were like a second mother to me. I love you.
Carlisle, what can I say? You were there for me as much as I can remember. Especially whenever I went to the ER. Thank you for all your compassion.
I love you all. And I'm glad you ALL had come into my life. I hadn't let anyone, but Charlie in since Renee died, but you all opened upto me, and made me feel loved. You were the best family I ever had. Thank you and I love you all!!!
Love Always --:
Bella.
I sealed the envelope and with it ... I sealed my heart away. I left it on the porch steps hoping everyone would find it soon, took the paper with my results and drove away forever.
Fortunately, Alice hadn't seen me leave, because I had been thinking about my cousins, Jacob and Seth (shapeshifters/werewolves) the whole time, so my future had just gone blank for Alice.
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(a few hours later....)
I left my car and ... I ran and ran, as the tears streamed down my face. I ran and had now and forever decided to never look back. Finally, I collapsed down in an alley…and realized that this was the worst place to be. As newly formed tears rolled down my cheeks…I realized that this was Seattle, the ally where I was attacked by those hideous strangers. As the realization dawned on me, I did the most acceptable thing ever…I fainted.
Slowly I drifted, and began to wake, as I realized some one was watching over me ... A beautiful young women. She had to be a ... vampire like them ... she was.
"Ughhhhhhhh .... why aren't you feeling anythin???" She asked as her hand was placed upon my forearm. All I could feel was a light twitch.
"Never in all my years have I seen someone who could resist my power ... but you. Your special. There's no doubt about it ... I think you should be changed ..." She said to herself. My eyes widened as she lowered herself and postioned her lips at my throat. "This won't hurt a bit..!" She growled. And she bit.
All I felt was numbness, nothing like the fire Edward, Alice Jasper or anyone had described. The burning fire was not there, all I felt was nothing, just numbness. No feeling what so ever, like my whole body was asleep.
"Damn why won't you scream...? Oh well, rot here for all I care..." The young vampire said.
I dunno how long I lay there ... but all I know is that by the next sunset I felt light. As all the memories of before came flooding back ... I realized who and what I really was. A Vampire.
**End of Flashback**
"Oh Bella...!!!" Everyone breathed.
Although it looked like Edward & Tanya had just gone into shock as well as everyone else.
"But what about Kristen?" Rosalie asked. No one knew where Kristen had come from, NO ONE, not even me ... although I had some idea.
"I'm getting to that...." I answered.
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