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APOV

"Why? What do you mean by why Edward?" Bella whispered. Uh oh! My visions about to come true ....

"Yes Bella ... Why? You put us all in misery by leaving. No one knew what was wrong with you, and the two people you decided to tell were Alice and Rosalie ... ROSALIE !!!!" Edward screamed.

"I told Alice because she's my sister and I told Rose because I knew she would understand!! Especially after what happened to her ... out of everyone she was the best person to tell because she WOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH!!! SHE WOULDN'T JUST BE SOOOO CONCERNED THAT I'D FEEL SUFFOCATED ... BUT INSTEAD SHE FELT MY PAIN AND TOLD ME THAT IF I BELIEVED EVERY THING WOULD BE ALRIGHT." Bella screamed. "Edward if I ahd told you ... you wouldn't have let me out of your sight for a mere minute. No offense but I love you, I always have and always will but ... if I had told you that I had cancer then ... myabe it would've added MORE stress to me and all of you, and my death would've approached earlier." Bella whispered softly ... but everyone still heard.

Now all the pieces fell into place.

Why Bella had left without informing everyone physically.

She knew that no one would've let her go if she had told them about her cancer.

And that was true.

If we had found out the real truth and what Bella has been thinking at that time then everyone would have never let ehr out of their sight because then they--we-- would have thought that if she was let outta our sight for more then five minutes then she could've died for all we know.

"So Bella you thought that it would be better if no one knew about you!! AND HOW YOU WERE FEELING?" Edward bellowed.

KPOV (Kristens!!!)

"You have no right to talk to my mother like that!" I said. "I don't care if you love ehr adn she loves you. You never made an attempt to find her AFTER she left did you? No! By what everyone else has said, it seems like you've just given up on our pathetic little life. If you were soo broken when she left, and you loved her as much as you claim , then why DIDN'T YOU GET UP OFF YOUR LAZY ASS AND LOOK FOR HER DAMNIT!!!! ALL IT WOULD'VE TAKEN WAS A LITTLE TIME OF YOUR DAY ... AND THAT IS ONE THING YOU HAVE LIMITLESS IN FRONT OF YOU ... AND YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST TRIED TO TRACK HER. And just to clarify, I'm not blaming anyone except Edward because as far as I can sense it, you ALL TRIED to look for!!! BUT EDWARD YOU JUST SAT THERE AND WEPT, YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO LOOK FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR EXISTENCE ... as you claim her to be. Now if I may say, that you still love her dump that -" I nodded my head towards the blond bimbo,Kate "AND try to regain my moms' trust. You lost it the day you stopped thinking about looking for Bella." There I said it.

Everything that had been in my heart and Bellas' I put it out there for everyone to see.

"Edward did you hear what that girl said about me ...?" The bimbo said, in what she thought was a sexy, seductive voice.

All Edward did was look at everyone in turn, but his eyes rested on Bella for a a little longer.

And then he walked out.

Everyone stood stunned

"HA!!!! HE DOEN'T LOVE YOU FOR SHITT ... !!!!!!!!!" I screamed, and it was true, when he looked at Bella in his eyes was pure and utter adoration and love whilst when he looked into ugh, Kates' eyes, all I saw was endless boringness (i know its not a word but it sounds -- but call me crazzyii-- kool), whether she liked it or not ... Bella was Edwards && Edward Bellas, soul - mate and NO ONE ANYTHING SAID COULD EVER CHANGE THAT.

She glared at me with hatred filled eyes, and she too swept out of our house.

"Well ... anyone up for hunting?" I asked the vampires.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Some one scremed.

Everyone rushed outside and saw ......

Finally ... a CLIFFYYY !!!!!!!!

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