Meet the freak, Chapter 5, Karaoke.
Disclaimer: Peace dudesssssss
Edward: Ah....Yeah, peace. Isn't bella singing Sweet Sacrifice.
Disclaimer: Oh...Well, then...Fuck You'ssssssssss.
Edward: -sighs- she doesn't own twilight.
Disclaimer: Hey...Fuck Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Edward: -sighs-
BPOV
I'd just got home from school with Alice, she came over to help me with karaoke preparation.
'Alice?' I asked.
'Yeah bells.'
'I know what song i'm singing but what should i wear? Whatever it is should match the mood of my song.'
'Well...What are you singing?'
'My song is called 'Sweet Sacrifice'. I wrote it...You can guess what it's about.'
[Check out my song. on profile, P.S. yeah bella didn't write Sweet Sacrifice. Evanescence did. Eh]
'Oh...Well i think you should wear...This polka dot top, these jeans and these plaid heels. It's still you but it's fun.' She said throwing the clothes at me. [On profile along with other stuff]
'Thanx Al, this is perfect.' I went into my bathroom, showered, put my hair in a towel and got changed.
'Okay, so what about about my hair.' I pointed to the drippy mess on my hair. She giggled.
'Don't worry bells, I am the queen of all things fashion, stuff that book. I RULE.' I laughed.
'I trust you, now get to work.' She blow dried my hair and put it in loose ringlet curls. Then she did my make-up. Red lipstick and maskara, not to much, i liked it. I jumped up and hugged Alice. Then i got down and did that worship thing of my hands and knees.
'All hail Queen Alice.' I got up, carefully as to not mess up my hair.
'Aww, thanx bells. Anywayz enough about my awesomeness. We should get going.'
'Rightio You'd know.' I skipped to the car.
'Well aren't we peppy today...Why?' Oh no reason, i only made out with Edward.
'Oh no reason, just glad i have such a lovely friend.' Well, it's half true...Or a third.
'Friends, you have lovely friends...Edward, Jasper, Rosie, Emmett and me.' she smiled
'Woot.' We got in the car and drove back to school.
When we got there we went over to the group. Edward was singing to so we went backstage as the others went to watch.
'So...Now can i know what your singing?' Edward asked
'Nope, you just have to wait.' He groaned.
When we got there my english teacher was helping out.
'Hey guys. Edward, you're after Jessica, and Bella you're after Edward.' We nodded.
'Ha-ha i got to know first.' He faked madness. I chuckled.
'Oh well. I'll know eventually. But did you write it yourself. I did.' I nodded, he smiled.
After a while Jessica went out. She had a good voice but her song...ew. It was Popular by the Veronica's. Soon she was done and Edward went out, as always, there was cheering but then he started. [I know Edward didn't write Numb, Linkin park did. Eh]
I'm
tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost
under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put
under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the
undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the
undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you
there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all
I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't
you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to
lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has
fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just
caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake
to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And
every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've
become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more
aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and
be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But
I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in
you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you
there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all
I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've
become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you
want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm
tired of being what you want me to be
There was a lot of cheering and then he came back.
'Wow.' I said. He chuckled.
'Bella, you can go on now.' Said my teacher.
I walked out and there was cheering. Mr Banner was waiting by the mic so i went to him.
'So Bella, what are you singing?'
'A song i wrote myself. It's called, Sweet Sacrifice.'
'Cool. Well, start when your ready.' I'd already givin them my music so i waited. The music played and i began to sing.
It's
true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that
I'm unchained.
I looked over at the others, Edward had joined them. They were in awe. I smiled.
Fear
is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in
our minds but it's taking over all the time.
long, high note. Still in awe. lolz.
[chorus]
You
poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know
you live to break me. Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
One day
I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown
in my lost pain.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all
the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the
time.
[chorus]
You
poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh
you love to hate me don't you, honey?
Attitude, i saw Edward chuckle.
I'm
your sacrifice.
(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase
the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the
day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)
Do you
wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your
mistakes?
[chorus]
You
poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know
you live to break me.
Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
The music stopped and the crowd went wild. I smiled and walked off of the stange and back to the group. Only to be tackled by them all.
'Oh my freeking god, Bella, you were awesome.' Rose said.
'Sooooooooooooooo cool.' Emmett grinned.
'You never cease to amaze.' Edward said.
Alice and Jasper were just nodding like mad. I laughed.
'Thanx. I have heaps of songs if ya wanna listen.'
'Oh, oh...Yeah, mm hm.' Emmett was jumping up and down in agreement.
'Okay, well i'll go get my cd back and we can listen on the way home.' He would take Em's jeep so we could all fit.
I went and got my cd then headed back to the others at the jeep. We decided to have a sleepover at Al's house. Her parents were at meeting in Seatlle, so this would be way fun.
'So bella what other songs have you written?' Rose asked.
'Well i have two albums, Fallen and The Open door. The songs are: Going under, Bring me to life, Everybody's fool, My Immortal, Haunted, Tourniquet, Imaginary, Taking over me, Hello, My last breath, Wisper. That's for Fallen, then there's: Sweet sacrifice, Call me when your sober, Weight of the world, Lithium, Cloud nine, Snow white queen, Lacrymosa, Like you, Lose control, The only one, Your star, All that i'm living for and Good enough.' I said in a rush, then took a deep breath. They laughed.
'That's a lot.' Edward said.
'Eh, It's only two albums.'
'Which song's your favorite?' Jasper asked. I thought.
'I guess it would be...I have two, My Immortal and Like you.'
Jasper put My Immortal on, i sang along, in perfect time.
I'm
so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if
you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence
still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds
won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too
much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all
of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your
fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you
still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your
resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your
face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this
pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot
erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When
you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your
hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've
tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're
still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd
wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all
of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But
you still have all of me, me, me.
They were grinning, then Jasper put Like You on.
Stay
low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and
loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't
want to feel anymore for you.
Grieving for you,
I'm not
grieving for you.
Nothing real love can't undo,
And though I
may have lost my way,
All paths lead straight to you.
I
long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like
you.
Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave
us alone again.
The humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I
believe our love can see us through in death.
I long to be
like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside
for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.
You're
not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll
be right beside you forevermore.
I long to be like you,
sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There's room inside
for two and I'm not grieving for you.
And as we lay in silent
bliss,
I know you remember me.
I long to be like you,
Lie
cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm
not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.
'Like i said, never cease to amaze.' Edward said. I shrugged smiling.
'Alice is the queen of fashion and I'm the queen of alternative metal.' Alice giggled.
'Woot, now that there are two queens, you have to obay.'
'And what demands are we to obay.' Emmett asked.
'Well...i get to dress you all for important occations and Bella gets to rock out whenever she wants.' I nodded. We laughed.
When we got to Alice's house we lisrened to the rest of my songs, and boy did we 'rock out'.
Eventually we calmed down and decided to watch a movie.
'What're we watchin.' I asked.
'Oh, Sweeny Tod.' Emmett said.
'Why would you wanna watch that. Rose'd get scared and have to jump all over you.' Edward joked.
'Well actually i just like the movie. But now ya mention it...' Rose did look scared, though. Both girls did.
'Oh come, on. The blood looks like the chocolate from charlie and the chocolate factory...And it's orange. I think it's kinda funny.' I giggled at them.
'You would...You write emo songs.'
'That may be so but i'm not emo. I just like the music. And the movie is funny.'
'It's settled then, Sweeny tod it is.' Emmett put it on.
When it got to the slicey parts Al and Rose screemed, turning away, while i just watched. They ended up behind the couch i was sitting on so i went and sat on the floor, even closer to the TV. At the end of the movie i went behind the couch and yelled,
'BOO.'
'AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHH.' They screemed, me and the guy's were in a fit of laughter. They pouted and walked away, Em and Jaz close behind.
'Good one bells. I swear their faces lost all color.' Edward smirked.
'I can't believe they found it scary. I mean seriously, It's a friggen musical.' I giggled. He sighed.
'I really like you Bella.' He wispered.
'You, too.'
We heard the others coming so we acted natural.
'Bella i choose to be the mature person here so i forgive your silliness.' Alice said.
'Whatever you say.' I held in my laughter.
Soon enough we went to sleep. Ali and Jas in her room. Rose and Emmet in the guest room. And Edward and i slept on the couches. After an hour i still wasn't asleep, i wasn't tired.
'Bella....Are you awake?' Edward wispered.
'Yeah. I'm not tired.' I replied.
'Neither.'
'Well, what do you wanna do?'
Soon enough we were making out in the space between the couches. All of a sudden, i light turned on.
'WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!'